`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Did not even had a good night's sleep. Been tossing and turning the whole night pondering over the words you said. What's most irritating will be the swollen patches on my back! *argh* its so yucky! Manage to go to the doctor after lunch with Alex, An, James and Tet. It may be due to allergy is what the doctor told me instead of bed bugs. Hope these bites get over soon.It spoils my mood afterall.Got home after the visit to doctor and catch a good afternoon nap as i am officially on MC, missing my 2 tutorials and i am feeling so bad.Hope i do catch up with my studies after slacking for so long. Guess i would have to disiplined myself and not get affected by some "infectious virus" out there.
=Thoughts=
Things have changed. From the start till this moment, its everchanging and i am struggling to adapt to these fast changes.Feel like i am a chameleon, changing all the time.Pondering over the words you told me. How i wish i could do something about it but it seems all useless and pointless of me doing anything. Walking away is all i can think of. If i walk away, it just shows that i am weak and all i can think of is giving up.You told me to hang on while i see no point in doing that as both of us will fall even deeper. Afterall, this whole thing has been only a wishful thinking of mine to think that you care and you were there. But now, it seems so far away and i feel no existence of you in me. Running? Hope is what you gave me. I am giving back to you. honestly, i am not holding it any longer.Gone. Maybe its time you clear all the things in you. Its too complicated for us to move on. =
rwd.26 Yan *where are you?*