`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> *Happy 18* my sweet 18!! so gan dong! keke:: Yan ::
> 16th Sep 2004
> Hours to go...
> ARGH!!
> L.I.F.E
> 13th Sep 2004
> Acting cute as usual. *damn* :: Yan ::
> tong,yan and bao. with one *stupid* face around.da...
> Forget, Forgot, Forgotten
> 911
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
An hour before 16th Sep is gone. So here's a brief summary of what has happened druing the later part of my day. Met up for comm skills discussion and consultation. My beloved 38s Ms Yuling and Jessica threw me a surprise birthday gift and celebration. =) Love you loads..not forgetting Ryna!It was the first dress of my life.It was beautiful.The cakes from four leaves were just as good as it looks.The heart shaped lil cake i have loved all along and goes with this lil chocolate round cake! *beams* Karin threw another surprise by getting me this lil pooh wallet.Its so sweet and loving of you girl!! *thanks*Spent the whole morning with mates and some discussion after lec at biz park.That's about it till i got home about 3 plus where i happily rot at home.Dear Mummy and Daddy: Thanks for my bday present. Its another set of Pooh's bedsheet. *happy*A big thank you those who sent thier greetings on this day.*gan dong*
All right..enough of my bday stuff..It will bore everyone to death! haha.the end will end in less than an hr's time now.So i am legal 18 me.Moving on with life.What else can i do??
There are so many things in this world that is everchanging.Every moment is so fast. This is life. I am getting inspired by those small lil things around me.Its amazing though.After all these bumpy rollercoaster emotions ride i have through for the pass month, i began to think if all these was necessary?i tried to stop.I just couldn't hold that brake.I wish to stop thinking.My brian just don't work that way.No one is in me.No one knows. I am torned. I am trying to heal.No matter how good i have recovered, the scar is there.It hurts when the day is rainy, when my mind is thinking of the past.This shadow is living with me. =( I am trying to love myself and the peope around me.They are all dears to me. *precious* Praying hard that this 18 in me make me learn.Learn form what's right and wrong, wants and needs, good and bad,love and hate and learn to know limits and the "last times". This girl never learns.SHe is just stubborn who strongly belief in FATE. Her fate lies in her own hands.Let's see how her fate lies......
`Some wishes and thoughts to the ones in me`
*Tong*-- you seemed so moody over things today.u ok?? always remember there is still me with you to share.Cheer up alright? jia you wor!! *huggies*
*Bao*-- girl please take good care of urself.exams near and dun chiong ur project like tat lo. relax girl..always ur jiemei here! * muacks*
*Alex*-- moving on with ur life ya? why are you still sad?? kenna rejected by the new love ar? keke..k lar dun disturb you le..just dun wish to see another one so sad. *winkz*
*Peg* -- hey dearie take good care of urself too.ur lil ones need this teacher peggie ya? *muacks*
*Paul*-- hey dude..why so troubled these days?share share lar..haha.take good care of urself ar, exams lai le. cheer up k? *beams*
ANd to myself... look on to life.I salute to life.Its my life.
rwd.26 Yan *fated to be...never meant to be...*