... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> What's wrong with me??
> Depression
> Losing Grip
> Where am I?
> How Do I?
> Shocked by you
> Life without you
> Rest
> Day 3
> Waiting

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Fade Away
Saturday, September 04, 2004

Saturday. A lousy one.I have never ever been myself these two weeks. everything seems so messy. I am only a month away from my exams. Timetable out le. But, i am no where at getting the mode to start something.*ponders* sure fail at least 2 subjects. I am such a disappointment myself. Total disaster *damn!*.



There have been too much, i mean seriously too much in me. I am trying to learn. Learning to hold on. Whenever i do, somethings just happen to force me to break free and lose my grip.If ever i was so clear of what i want is becuz of u, if ever i was so unclear is becuz of you. Now, i have to learn to stand on my own. Just why?? Someone is near you. *u should noe wat i mean*. Sometimes i don't need to hear from you yet i know. I just have this feeling in me which is so real. Too real that i can't believe. Since you are happy with who u are with now, i will give you my blessings. =



WHY? maybe still its never ever meant to be. let the past be my lesson. present is already disaster so forget about the future.



rwd.26 Yan * empty waiting...*

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:15 PM :|