... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Happening
> Ladies' Night
> Confessions
> Ups and Downs
> Something known as LIFE
> Jasper!!!
> Long long day....
> Exams OVER!!
> Stress vs Regrets
> My Dream....

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Question Mark
Saturday, October 16, 2004

Its been good and refreshed after 12 long hours of sound sleep with no more renovations pollution from don't-know-which-floor.*finally..*Its been a super rotting the whole of thursday after the clubbing at zouk.I am in lazy-sleepy mode the whole day round and its time to be awake mode today. Been awaken by incoming msg as well as phone calls from mummy. always nagging me to look after my lil brother who have just recover from his high fever.Heavy responsibilities indeed being the eldest.*haizz..*

Tong gave me a morning msg to inform me of his arrival for "free" lunch.haha.always "TAN XIAO PIAN YI" hor.Guess what?I have finally overcome my fears to switch on the guess stove all by myself!!without any help from anyone.haha.Cooked lunch of simple porridge with simple dishes of omelette,luncheon meat as well as stewed pork.Bao and Alex came to join us after our lunch.Alex was here just because he wants to get his hair styled and straightened.*agua leh..*As a professional hair straightener,which is ahem..me, got his hair done professionally. Good job right?haha.After he left for his some on-going function, the house was left with the three of us to watch Gu Huo Zai vcd which tong bought over.As bao left in the evening, it was left with the both of us to slack and rot till it was time to meet the rest for some soccer action at 9. The rest of the gang were having mahjong marathon the whole night through. they were strong.indeed.

Just got home and settled down after bath.Hmm..been thinking of popping by Bugis for some window shopping with rwd.its been such a long time since we have been out of tamp.

There have been just too much in me.I have been thinking quite alot these days.Its just as bad.Its a bad sign.Its not kinda of pmsing but its been such irritating voices running in me.Its messy,confusing and annoying at times.A big question mark round my head.Personal stuff too much to handle.Its kinda of mental stress at times.I have been telling myself to think things the simplest way it should be,yet, i am nowhere near that point of thought.why??i want nothing to change at this point of time.Its been good now.I want nothing to go the bad way though there are just certain things i simply had no control over with.I may be contradicting.that's the way i am in nature i suppose.What am i living for?what's the purpose of my life?Am i being too dependent? QUESTION MARK>>?? its all over me.I hate being me.*argh!!!* haha.its been such a long time since i have grumble this much at my blog.keke.Used to do this routine everyday without fail during those depression mode times.*haizz...* it will be always a bruise somewhere deep in my heart though.Thank you is what i still have to end with. =)

Alright,....shall end all these grumbles now.Looking foward to every start of the day.Shall turn in soon. Night night night...

rwd.26 Yan * hmmm.....????*

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:44 AM :|