... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
`
Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Lousy Weekend
> Bored!!
> Bored!!
> Bored!!
> So Far Away.....
> A Penny of my thoughts.....
> Sunday Night Fever
> Longggg Weekend
> let me introduce you to the SGH-E600C. it may not...
> Not in da right mood...

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

I'm NEW
Monday, November 22, 2004

I have been changing quite a number of stuff lately.I got myself a new pair of slippers,a new hp and now my new mp3 as well as my new roxy wallet. Its a good feeling having to own new things,that are all precious to me. =) Too bad my precious no 2 which will be my mp3 player is not with me....* loan to Tong lo..* Be sure i get it back on fri !!

Check this out,NEW skin!! ain't it cool? Its something i came by that attracts me much.BITCH.Babe In Total Control of Herself. *ahem, babe as in the piggy type* Not the bikini babe type. I'm not that thick skin though.

Been through this day by mahjonging to kill time.An,bg and boon as kakis. Anyway, the guys had a lil soccer action after the Mac meal treated by Jason *after winning doccer bets*.Its been a surprise to see my xiong di,Keong. *missing the times..*I still enjoy his company and its been such a long time ever since we catch up. Alright, i've been missing the whole world.

Hmm, how do i feel now? Kinda of lonley inside.Its empty,its hollow.Guess its human nature for each and everyone to feel belonged,to feel wanted and cherished. Am i ? Is the love around me ? From friends,family? I have no answer.At times i grudge over matters that i am being taken granted for by the close ones around me.This nature is spoiling me each day. Guess that i will always be the lil wilful,spoilt girl that apparently wants everything she set her eyes on. This is me.My nature.I tried to get out,yet i find no way out. Who's there to listen? Who's there to help? I may seem happygolucky kinda of girl,yet i do have those disatisfaction and endless discontentments towards the things in my life...*my close ones..* its endless unhappiness. Guess this is just the part and parcel of growing life. Accept it.

P/S: To those suckers that are proud of emselves being skinny, let me tell u sth, FUCK off !! I ain't need ur pathetic looking face appearing in my life. So what's ur problem if i am fat? You are not fit to criticize anything about me,cuz u ain;t my father or mother. Fuck off with that bloody mouth of urs !! Stop attacking me, I AIN'T KIDDING!!

ARGH!! There are just some idiots that spoils my life......thats it for the night.

Yan * i'm just a fat girl wasting the resources..*

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:20 PM :|