... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Vexsiansation
> Tired. part 2.
> Tired. part 2.
> Topic of the day
> RWD
> ...............!!!!!
> Peace
> Monday
> my dear lil cute cousin,jordan. He's such a cutie ...
> our victory

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Complications AGAIN.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Days are bad. Hmmm,my life been upside down.I have messed it up by myself.Buay tahan is the word.Had a pretty relax day skipping MEIT as usual.How will i get back my grades if i;m gonna slack like this? I am so undisciplined,finding tons of excuses to hide my responsibilities.Term test coming up next week,with POM and Mgmt Accounting. *pray for her..* Will she make it this sem? Its tough.With much distractions and ermmm..alright,shall not say much,personal affairs.

Wonder if i shall skip mgmt aact tutorial tomorrow,to get my hair done.I seriously need my as-the-usual-hairstyling,rebonding.It will be my 4th time,third year in the row.*hiao char bo* I just can't stand my oessy hair in this current state,it really makes me fed up!!Never-ending investments on my hair,colouring,rebonding..treatments,blah blah blah.duhz.Blame god for not giving me nice hair like Bao's,Tong's or Ling's.bah.



Complications AGAIN. Can you guys read the word AGAIN?duhz.I am so argh......such a disappoinment myself.Why do i have to want things forever?Why the matter just won't get off my mind.Is my problem since day one.Unnecessary affairs of the heart.I am contradicting enough all these months.Since when has all these started?? I had to admit this unknown feeling.It will be the beginning of another yet-to-be-seen nightmare.It will hurt us all,spoil everything from what we have build.Yet,nothing must be revealed,venting all thoughts and frustrations here.duhz.Thats what my bloggie is about.I am emphasizing,its my problem,something in me that puts me in this spot. I am afraid of losing any of my loved ones anymore.


Okay.......


Deal.I will make up my mind soon.Soon to get all these away.I seriously need to concentrate on my studies,esp this sem being super short and super busy with 2 major projects.Still have tons to do,tons to follow up. Oh my... i am losing my life.So sad. =(


I will be back soon.


Yan * living in shouldn't have known truth.*

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:58 PM :|