`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> DAMN!!!
> Helpless
> life's unpredictable.
> Fruitful Weekend
> rwd.the one big family. some missing.........:: Ya...
> time for some group shots.....:: Yan ::
> rwd.26.27 vs rwd.02.14 .The girls won.Abish!:: Yan ::
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Phew! Jap's Kakitori Quiz is over.Upcoming in three weeks time, Jap's project as well as both speaking and listening test.Damn. Can't enjoy much of my new in peace, with Air Biz and POM almost up at the same week.Oh my God!!!
It will be a hectic day with MEIT up at 5pm. Though its pretty short with lessons from 9-11am, we are required to attend both MEIT and Air Biz guest lectures. Hmmmm, waste of my time attending late lectures till 6pm! Nah, guess my group mates and i will be stucked in the lab to finish whateverhasnotbeendone for MEIT before 5pm submission. =
It will be another round of shopping at Tampines Mall with my dear bud for her CNY stuff. I've got all for mine, spending at least 300 bucks for all.Damn.Did not intend to buy much, yet i end up spending the most.One big burnt hole in Mummy's pocket.haha. She've got herself a big spending power daughter as well as expensive taste one.Born to be.
Gheez.I will be damn tired for tomorrow and I've to wake up that early for MEIT field trip at Singapore Expo.In that damn suit of mine again.Argh.Will be busy for the entire weekend for CNY spring cleaning which i much wanted to SIAM from home.But i can't.Daddy will start yelling at me for not helping out.Damn. Busy busy busy me!!! its school work,then now CNY.
Hmmm, ponders at this point of time.Everything is fine,but what's the problem with me of wanting and expecting more? I'm totally confused and lost.TOTALLY. I've those things in life that i can never asked for.The kind of blessed people i have with me.But, there is some other stuff i need and i could not explain in words exactly what it is.My feelings have run wild at times, wishing that it could be so true for those wonderful moments.Back to reality, its never POSSIBLE. its IMPOSSIBLE. It will never work out in no matter what ways.
No matter how hard i tried to stop those thoughts, the worse it gets.It works both ways.I've been lying to myself ever since i don't even know when. Everything goes is way, the way it said it should be nature. But, why am i in this way?? Am i misleaded or what? Yet, its so clear to me.The way out will be IMPOSSIBLE.
its my bad all along.
I can't help it.
I wish i could do away with it.
I will suffer all alone.
I will not reveal whats the truth.
NEVER.
I'm out of here. I'm back to the reality. Hoping that the downs in my life, would be all lies.
=(