`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
I am declaring I'm Daddy's Girl No MORE. Whatever. I'm feeling like a piece of shit because i'm hit by his "words of advice". Its like what the fuck is wrong of being enjoying my holidays. Come on lor, there should be a level of understanding,being slogging like almost entire sem with those bloody projects and exams. I'm only beginning to feel relax and enjoying my hols when his words came. What the hell was that for. I know its tough to work like hell for the family and for us children but I will soon be going for my attachment in another two months time.Its not like as if I'm living off you for my entire life.Hey Dad, its like I will be off to the society in less than a year;s time,why can't you let me enjoy my last Holidays before my year 3 starts.I WILL BE WORKING FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE after my poly graduation. IF YOU CAN"T AFFORD TO SUPPORT JUST TELL ME NICELY AND I WILL GET MY ASS OUT THERE TO WORK. OR YOU MIGHT JUST THINK THAT " WO HAI BU HUI XIANG".
Excuse me,if I'm not misinterpreting your words,you meant that I'm not a understanding daughter and did not do my part afterall lor.If thats the case, then why am I doing my part to help out with Mum in doing chores.I know it might not be that much i have sone but can't you see those effort i have put in??? WHAT THE HELL IS IT YOU PARENTS WANT FROM US CHILDREN???? ESPECIALLY ME!!!!!! I know i'm the eldest so what's the fuck is wrong with that. DOES IT MEANT THAT I HAVE TO PUT IN EVERYTHING THAT CONCERNS THIS FAMILY????
You said once i was not a good sister, an example for my lil bro to follow. What about you? Have you done ur part? You never once asked me how i felt,how am i coping. All you know Mum.Everything with Mum. Its not the jealousy I'm vying for which i dun need that. its just the kind of respect and attention i need. I know i have been such a princess, not wanting to work during holidays and i'm always out with my friends. you know what?? This is the life i want now, enjoying myself as an Eighteen turning Nineteen. Unless one day you turn bankrupt of something I WOULD SWEAR TO GOD UP ABOVE THAT I WILL PLAY THE RESPONSIBLITY PART AS A SISTER TO GET OUT MY ASS TO WORK TO SUPPORT YOU.
When i was thinking of working just beginning of the semester, both of you refused. What the Fuck was that for? And now,I'm paced to enjoy my holidays, you want me to go and work to earn extra pocket money. Whatever you guys want i have to listen is it? I'm daddy's girl no more lor. I have my own ways of doing my things,handling my life. If both of you would just spare me and respect my decision, I would turn out just fine. The more you want to interfere and lecture me on what to do, I'm just not the kind anymore. I'm this stubborn, I will not work for the entire two months till my SIP commence.
I just so hate this side of my Dad. He's such a devil. take this side away from him. Its just a curse he had on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS I CARE NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!