... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
`
Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> I'm Alone
> All Crap.
> long john freaks. what's so nice about the drink h...
> under the stars by the central park. rwd.28 .26:: ...
> Woohooboo
> Chance or Choice
> Missing.
> Died part 2.
> Died
> Boring....

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Its all about me.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005

I'm out of class again. Skipped the very last MEIT and I'm damn numb towards this subject.I knew I'm failing this time round. =(


Alright, with all these skipping of lessons in my entire Tp life,i will have to put to a stop.I will promise myself to attend full lessons for the last 3 days.It ain't that hard.I knew i can,i've done it for the past 3 sems, why not?Its all for my own good,with revision to start anytime soon after this weekend.I will pace myself to exams stress mode,again. With two weeks of both study and exams week, i will take a break.A real break from school,friends and settle down home. There have been lots i have done,developing regrets in me and those disappointments my family have for me. =(


I'm down. The truth lies here. But is there anyone to help or to care? I have been asking myself all these whys? And what i could have done to make the situation better for both ways? Nothing seems to be the right thing, nothing seems to work.I'm frustrated with no one but myself.Where have all those discipline i use to posess gone to? I'm such a retarded idiot. Mentally tortured. Stressed. WHATEVER.


Wonder what's left for me?


Another night out again. =( Been an extra with the dudes namely Tong,An,James,Jason,Bg and Chee for their CS gaming @Pavilion.Met up Bao for KFC dinner which we ate lots.Guys went dinner back @ KFC, headed for Tet's place for a lil mahjong.Lost big bucks with Alex. Got home late.Mum's so mad at me now i guess.


I'm terribly sorry Mum. I'm such a disappointment i know.I'm never a good daughter, a good sister. What am i? Just a piece of shit everyone loathes.


Yet,I'm hit by some words someone had offered. Maybe i will think it out my way.It may be the reason to be alive,and out of my depression world.


I'm such living waste.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:22 AM :|