`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Hmmm...
> Hao Xing Mei Hao Bao
> See No Evil Hear No Evil
> Moving on
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> rwd.28.26.06. what's that at the back? OLD CHANG ....
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
What a day. Started to have my sleep at about 8am this saturday morning.
Reason : Jason,Tong and Paul was at my place after supper the night before.
Jason went off to work at about 7.45am,leaving those two in my room who initially wanted to get up early for soccer training. I was not aware of the time the finally left when my bro inform me when i was reluctantly dragged back to my room. Zzzzzz all the way till it was almost 2pm when i got up and get my chores done. Got a call from Tong about plans of the day but i had to get my chores done first.
Everything was done by 3.30pm but that dude did not reply to my msg,neither does he answer my calls.An was asking me to accompany him to the airport but i was not able to as my aunt and co will be coming over to my place for the usual mahjong session. I was bored home till almost 6 plus in the evening when i met up with Senget and Jason for dinner at 827. Bumped into Mond as he was heading for his friend's birthday celebration.
Makan was at 827, then it was vcd shop for some show hunting. Finally, Tong called and decided to meet up as we were heading for Chin Meng's place. Hence, headed over to Chin Meng's place with Paul,Tong,Jason and Senget. An and Bert joined after work. It was pretty much of slack slack and more slack time.I was tired that i've tried to get myself some rest either by the sofa or the bed in the room.
BUT, it has never been a successful attempt.
Q :Why is this so??
A: Its all because of some disturbing/nothingbettertodo/cheeky monkey's entertainment.
Q: Who's that so-called cheeky monkey?
A: Duhz. It's obvious right? Who else but Tong la!
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Alright, my lamest. Apologies. I guess just like what An have to add on that with Tong and Me around in the house, its pretty much of noise! Hey come on guys, its not entirely that the fault lies within me.I'm sorry if there have been inconveneince caused to people with the kind of noise pollution i've created.
BUT, the bottom line is still FUN! Who cares??? I'm not in anyway obstructing people, right? After much of the bickering and fighting, we are settled down with nothing to do. Hence, Senget, Tong and I decided to head home first. Went up to 7-11 for a lil drink and slack till12 plus. Bumped into Fel, Keong and his lil sis. All the topic was about tomorrow's match.
Rwd vs some sec 5ns.
Venue: East View Secondary
Time: 1300hrs
Damn. it would be such freaking hot weather to have such a match.All the best guys, and hope that you guys keep yourselves in tip-top condition esp to that injury-proned Mr Teo Wei Tong. Bao and I shall perform our duties and responsibilities in getting you guys the water as well as first-aid, if there's a need. Let's hope not.
Alright,rwd stuff aside. It's some time for my personal thoughts.
After reading some posts by Drea at her own bloggy, i began to feel what's she's probably going through right now. Simple logic and senses. Humans do not need promises when they simply meant nothing. As it is people tend to forget promises that might mean the world to you, yet they just mention for the sake of mentioning, preventing that current situation to worsen.
I've heard times of these from various people, those people i thought i knew were dear to me.
They've given their word, being as " I will be here for you." I trusted, I believed. yet, some people gave me some stuff known as disappointments. Big time disappointments. I'm being unfair to some people who really meant their words. I'm uncertain of trusting. Trusting of promises given and spelled to me.
I'm at the crossroads now.Facing two different ways for me to carry on with my life.
No 1 : Let it all go, be yourself, trust and love the dear ones still.
No 2: Be it a selfish one, love and trust no one but yourself. Let every friendship be a "Pte Ltd".
I'm lost, uncertain and I'm not happy at all. there's a loophole somewhere.The fear gets to me as in I would be losing another bestie of mine. The fear of losing out to some people in the terms of favouritism.
Yes, this lady here do practice some favouritsm in her bunch of peeps. Nonetheless, she've tried to be fair for all,which she knew she would never achieve. I loved to be the centre of attention. I loved to be favouritised. I hate losing and being the 2nd within my bestie. I never like to share what's appeared to be the best.
People, tell me who would like to share its bestest stuff with anyone else,even some what known as friend? I hate that kind of feeling,being losing out my favourtism to others. =(
I ain't asking for much at this point of time. All i'm ever gonna need is simple care and concern from my besties. Is that some stuff that is too much? Relationships may be the biggest hurdle to all friendships.
I hope that it will not a fall to my very last bestie friendship i'm holding on. That's nonetheless Tong. it's lucky of me having him now. I'm not sure when the day it will be,but for as long as I'm around, I'll do my part not to let it fall. Everything is in the heart. You know it.
It's such mental torture having to learn on independence. This girl will eventually grow up and she's in satisfaction on what's in her life. Except for those disturbing people she perceived. It's that damn hard to get rid of them. ARGH!
I'm out. That's about it these days. I'm seeking for the better to turn out, seeking for the brighter days as well as a happier me.Actions would have to speak louder than words.
I will love and i will love to hate.