... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Argh!!
> random pics from Chee and Senget's new digi cam. w...
> Burnt. Sentosa ended.:: Yan ::
> OMG. Can't stand myself. Duhz. Puking blood?:: Yan ::
> what is this crazy biatch trying to do? Getting he...
> Check this out.
> T E N N I S
> Woohoo!! Siloso Beach. Having such a fun time!:: Y...
> Next..Ms Yeow vs Ms Tan.:: Yan ::
> next... Ms Lee (again) vs Ms Tan.:: Yan ::

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Its all about oneself.
Thursday, April 28, 2005

Back from a hectic day. Been to places, done certain things, saw some people i've really missed. both good and bad. Kicked off my day with barely 4 hours of sleep after some chat with Paul then Tong till 4am. Got up at 8am and off i headed for school, meeting Chanz for a lil curry puff breakfast. Got school by 9am and almost everyone is ready for the SIP launch. It was that bad after all, with some interesting sharing by our fellow seniors. Can't wait for SIP, yet having some worries. =P


LOs session ended a lil earlier than expected. Headed for vcd shop to return them,the optical shop to get my specs done. My beloved red specs. =) Packed lunch and met up with Tong for his bike practical. geez, you're such a blessed one. Lunch home, got a bath,went for CDC. It was damn bloody hot la, with the kind of weather that perpectually kills. Revision for my BTT which is next friday, hoping and praying I will be able to make it this time round.Can't wait for my first practical too!! hee. Guess what, this dude passed his practical 3 on its first attempt! haha, lucky no you've got,lucky friend you've brought or maybe its being pro or luck? Well done dude! So proud of you.


He was getting a lil hoo-ha over his pass,geez Congrats bud. After those hoo-ha and excitement, headed back to my place as we were really getting that tired,with that much of sleep we had. Bath,done chores and then it was lala time. Zzzzz,I'm that pig to have slept for 1 1/2 hrs, after some peace from Tong,as he was not able getting into his nap. It was almost 6.30pm when I got myself freshened up and met James and Senget for interchange. The dudes headed Long John for dinner, then TM for a lil walk. Got myself another three items for my shopping and wish list.

1. Poh Heng's Diamond Number Pendant @ $288 per pendant without necklace or chain.

2. 77th street dogtag accessories @ $8.90.

3. Mummy's brithday cum Mothers' Day present. Probably C&K heels @ $33.


Last but not least, more tops and clothings. Where's those money? I need them for my driving licence too. Damn. I'm totally squeezed and broke. After some walk, we've decided to settle down at Ya Kun for kopi session as Pavillion was packed. It's my first time hanging out with Senget,James and Tong for Ya Kun,instead of my usual kaki.Hee. We had all set A's, with Senget finishing those bread. I've enjoyed my fav half-boiled eggs with tea-o and kaya toast. My dinner. Yummy and nice. After Ya Kun it was plain slacking time by the playground opp CS. James headed for work at about 10.30pm and the 3 of us were heading home.


A year has passed.Too much have happened. Happy and sad. I'm still blessed I'm still with these people that have been in my life. Hanged out by central park with Tong, sharing thoughts, views,voices within us,happy and sad moments.My new chapter will start in less than a month's time with SIP for entire 6 months. Pretty worried for changes. Adaptation is a must. Determination to trust. I may not be involved as much as what's now, but bare it in my heart I've always remember. I will and I am. Just like what my bud said, " Since we've have the time now, we hang out. till my SIP, it will be such a rare chance." Yeah, that's why I'm treasuring every time we have. Sounded so attached right? I guess I'm.


Mentioned by my senior from Hospitality Mgmt,

" It's tough to balance between work and
family as well as loved ones during your course and adaptation of SIP. I thought I could in the first place, but I've failed. Hence, do not be like me. I've been obsessed with my work and neglected my loved ones."


It staggered thoughts immediately into my mind. this is exactly I've been worrying since Day 1 when the whole SIP got involved this semester.I'm afraid yet I do not want to show. I've calmed myself down many times, as there is nothing I could do to stop my SIP. Its part of my life which I could not reject.It concerns my future, my education, my family. Its something I've want for SIP that I've got my first choice of company,Valuair. I'm happy to get what I want, yet I'm held back from being excited and anticipating.duhz.


I will have to try my very best though it will be tough ahead. To those who were still there, be there.I'm here. I hope I do not neglect anyone I've loved and cared,esp my family which I've been neglecting these days.SIP will be the great challenge. I will achieved and beat this challenge.


Thinking of saving up for driving license, a budget holiday to HKG or TPE after SIP, getting my expensive stuff as well as some treats for my family and besties. Hee. I'm not that rich as an intern afterall. I will do as much I can. =)


"No one is born to love itself. Loving others is a nature. We live to love others but never forget to love yourself. Love yourself more."

This is something for my bud. Its not something great, it's just the quote I've learned in my way of life. Love yourself.


Good night people.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:26 AM :|