`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Oh my God.
> My Days
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Sometimes I ever wonder did God forgot my existence in this world. Or simply did he created this human with a bare soul. I'm the one without any logic. I'm tired.
I knew what I wanted now.I knew what I always posessed. Its time to move on and planned for the future. My life.What's in my life? What do really want for myself. HMm, that's a chimeelolegy question I've came across so far. Just as being me, I'm always there to make people happy. The defination of happiness ain't satisfaction. Its a defination that varies from each individual. The smile on their faces would bring satisfaction to me.I don't mind my services for those besties. But? Was the end something I'm asking for? I'm seeing myself as much as a fool. A silly-brainless-lousiest lady that is surviving on this planet known as EARTH.
Oh no. I do not have the answer for myself either.
Simply I'm forgotten? Simply I'm hollow? Simply feeling damn empty?
Hopes gone.
There shall be no one I will depend on. Let me learn the hard way through.The way to my independence. Myself being the 1st grade me, not being the 2nd grade of myself just because people want me to. Quoted from some inspirer known as Ryna. Thanks babe. So the bottom line shall be, should I or should I not. The voice kept me twirling. I'm trying to pace up and follow my heart, not wanting it to be left behind. I'm far from that. So far away.
The difficult time is back. Being caught to make decisions for myself. Thinking back, why should I even place people on top of list when I'm 2nd or no where to be seen on their list? I should be treating them equally to what they are treating me. It ain't being selfish now. I have been there, not once but almost thrice. I know how exactly it feels. But, I will have to do it.
I ain't spelling those out,I'm keeping it for myself. The time will arrive to reveal every hidden side of me. Every single side, every single action to be done. Take a breath and bare those for about a month. Everything shall be gone by then, the day my new life begins. I'm sorry to those who have been there with me. This is for myself.
The empty soul searching for its body.