`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
My last 4.Be it precious or wasteful. I wonder. Today was pretty much PMS since last night.I was ok in the day but now, it's back.Stupid me.Always have to think back those that made me so ARGH!!
The day was pretty much okay.Met up with Tong and Senget for lunch at 827,vcd shop,Ocha then my place for hair dyeing session and dvd watching. Keong and Fel joined us soon at about evening. The 3 of us had Mac delivery dinner and some Star Wars vcding.It was almost 8.30pm before we headed out for Keong and Fel's dinner and vcd shop. Food court,vcd shop and Ocha.So met Tong at Ocha as he went to "Hong".It kinda of rhyme.Heehee.
After some struggling of being where to head for,we decided to hand out at Senget's block.Tong came up with the idea of gaming xbox at Senget's place.Without further adue,Keong send Fel home,while the 3 of us headed for his place. Slacked till Keong came and the gaming started with the guys.I was the laughing stock through the night.I bet those guys could not stand my stunts.Okay,I'm slow but at least I've done certian parts as a player.But,it was such a joke seeing myself like that. =P
It was almost 4am that we realised that we should head home.The last game was the crapiest of all. I'm not going into those details.It's disgracing yet funny. Come find out yourself,I ain't telling you people.Heehee.
Hmmm,my last few days. My mood can't seem to find a proper tune.It's swinging here and there.I've so much in my head.Thinking every situation,every possible thing that would happen in the near future. I'm not in the hands to control anything there are meant to happen.I simply can't help thinking.It's much of the insecurity of what the future may turn out for me.Not wanting to lose those I've now.There will be certain changes,yet I do not want to feel dramatic change.It's possible it may sound.The fact is I can't help it.
I'm so freaking out because of a new enviroment.I know it ain't an excuse about SIP.But, take a look around me now.I hang out with these people every single day of my life.Even if we are schooling.The new enviroment of being into SIP will have to mean that I must concentrate on my work.It's my first step into this society.I will be working 8 hours per day at Toa Payoh, 5 days a week.For the entire period of 5 months.I'm sure I will be the one missing tons of people,tons of stuff. SIP!! I love it and I hate it too.If it was a 3 month thing, I would less worried.It's a 5 month situation I have to adapt.It's not that fast as it seems. 23 weeks without leave,without much of a life.
Before I realise,I'm left with 3 days,then 2 then 1 then SIP commences.What the hell.It's the feeling of knowing your own death day. I will miss school for sure.But I will not miss my exams.That's for sure. I will miss my mates,my 38s,my bestest and besties.
Bestest, Tong.I don't know what it would be like for myself to get into SIP.I know it would be tough for this kind of spoilt brat to work and not have fun.You know I will definately miss you and your company.So for the 5 months,don't leave me anywhere.Just be here and there. I'm so so so afraid the dependence and bond will be different.I dunno why but promise me always.No matter where you are.Remember me.
Besties,Chanz,Bao and Peg. I know we are far away already.Now we are even further with my work. Bao we may meet up after our work somewhere in Yishun cause it's still nearer to Toa Payoh.Peg,I guess we will have to meet up the usual way,my place if I do have the off day on Sunday.Chanz, we shall meet for shopping every payday or have feast. We will both be busy working!!As usual, I will miss your company,those talk times, those late nights sleepover.After 5 months, I will be back.We shall make up for it after I've regain my freedom.
Peeps, Senget,Keong,Fel,An,Paul. I know la, without my noise it's a pleasure.But for sure I'm going to miss everything.Every scolding I've got,beating,fighting and arguing.I might not have the chance to fight back anymore.Time is so precious when SIP is here. I will try to meet you guys up,having some time.I don't know if you guys are that kind enough to meet or even see me.But I will be there to haunt you guys down during my off days.Hee.
38s.Ryna,Ling and Jessica.Oh my, my closest people of Tp.Thanks for making those Tp days fun to be studying at.It's never ending gossips,38s,crazy time out together.Even in lectures, we have our own way of surviving through through those boring ones. Now,SIP seprated the 4 of us into different companies.Oh my,I wonder how would it be 5 months of no life office situation.No more 38. but i still have Jess.Heehee.The old one.Let's get our time when sem 2 starts.I will miss you girls badly!
Mates of Tm, Drea,Ryl,Marilyn,Jess,Tracy.... These people are a difference in my tp life. These girls are always that happening to keep the life going.We are all being so seperated,except for Jess cause we are in Valuair! Let's conquer our campus when we are all back from SIP! We are the damn proud ones to be the seniors of our cohalt.Wish everyone tons of luck in the journey of SIP. Argh,let's get it done and over with for 5 months.
I hope I did not leave anyone out that would be in my life.I'm feeling so worried now.Everything about SIP.The worse fear of losing vibrant things in my life.I know I'm so hard up.I can't let go.I simply can't. My feelings betrayed me.they always do.
Final 3. *Enjoying every moment to the fullest. Please do not disturb.*