... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> What's life?
> Monday.
> People.
> I'm not in the mood.
> Half dead.
> Busy.
> hmmmmm...
> The saddest moment....
> Mid week.
> Never been the same.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Woo hoo.
Sunday, June 19, 2005

Updates updates and more updates.I've so much to update about this week.Okay,I will start my old grandma posts now.Listen up.


Friday.17 June 2005.

No work.On mc.Due to those dizzy spells I've been suffering since week 3 of work.Doctor finalise it was much due to my blockage of nose.I'm not getting sufficient proper breathing that's why my brain signals those dizzy spells.Medication for 5 days.Hope I will be ok.Hope it's not tumour or something.Rest home after doctor.But,I was out again.Met up with An,Cat and Ben. K-box.Can you believe that I'm being pulled out to sing?yes,I was.Resting well at Kbox. Tong,Senget and Bert joined us soon. Bg and matoot was there too.

We were like nuts or known as siao lang.Those dudes were screaming and shouting like nobody's business.On the calm side,we girls are much better.Lots of fun.Lots of stunts.We've got yourselves a complaint too.Damn those people who think they own Kbox.Peanuts flying in the house,not forgetting some fist exchanging. Cat,Bg and toot left earlier,with the rest of rwds.5 hours of kbox left us with dinner at 7.Mac,buy 2 get 1 free.Had a lil walk at TM getting my ear ring.back to park.Soccer was the usual.Dead tired with medication.Police were here and there interupting the game.7-11 for drink.Jokes and stunts around.I've finally put on a smile.


Saturday.18 june 2005.

Was super tired and sleepy with medication.Finally got up at almost 1.Chores done.Felt guilty with Mummy doing so much.I will be back next week. =( Met up with Senget,Keong and Fel for beach road to get the rwds ring done.Walked through to Bugis.Hang out a lil and back in cab.It's been such a time since we've done this.Aimless walks and talks.Felt good.We've got certain plans for a holiday trip.Any takers?Met up with Tong,Ben,An,Paul,Khia Seng and Charis at CC mac.OMG.Mac again.Then it was vcd shop,atm then Qin Yao's place.Slack with Tv,movies watching as well as soccer watching.Rwds rings stuff going on. Tv watching was rather entertaining with Bubble Boy.Movies marathon going on in Qin Yao's com.Had kung fu mahjong,Guess guess guess and Meet The Fockers.there were bodies lying all over by 3am.

Everyone seems so tired.The 2 girls were survivors with marathon on.it was almost 4.30 that we left his place.Almost everyone scattered home while Tong suggests for makan.7-11 with Tong,James and Chin Meng.5am with 844 in opearting hrs.The guys got bee-hoon breakfast while I enjoyed my half boiled egg breakfast.Slacked a lil then home at 6am.Missed JB trip with Mum and Dad.Sorry Daddy, but Happy Fathers' Day! I will repay back double next year.heehee.


Sunday.20th June 2005.

Got up at about 12.30 with Tong's morning call.Met up for fusion for his haircut.Senget joined us soon.Headed back home for bath then out for beach road.Again.I'm repeating the routine this weekend.Headed down in cab with Senget,Tong and Bao.The boss of the day is none other than Mr Teo.All thanks from the three of us.=) Makan then ring stuff done.Jalan around with Tong shopping for his tops.Got 5 one shot.Rich dude.Had photo shots all around with Senget's cam.hee.Shall post them all as soon I've got them all.More photo updates.Makan with Ah Balling then headed for Suntec.All thanks to me.Hee.Walked around with Bao wanting the toy again.haha.Carrefour.Had photos with light sabre,cardboard trapping and more.We look stupid but it's fun.How long ever will you do this in your years to come.Teenage is at our end.So we are trying hard to be young.Haha.

Sat around Suntec was all we did.More shots.Stupid ones too.Finally,after much dragging,they've finally got my shot in Mitsubishi's lancer.There was this road show going on at the atrium.that's why.I'm so into cars,into my driving.When will that dream come true? Hoped.
After much discussion,Tong and I decided to join Senget's family for dinner at Lau Pa Sat.The usual stall our family visits.After dinner was sending Chee to his friend's grandpa funeral at Jurong area.We were all squeezed at the back,the four of us.No small size indeed.Hee hee.Senget's dad had speeding skills I swear.No one ever drives this way I've knew other than My dad.Haha.Salutations.I'm hoping to have those skills too.

Back in tampines then it was a lil Ocha.Home at about 10 plus.Tired.Oh shit.No medication today.Better get them soon before it's my lala time.I was so much into friends that I've neglected my family. I will be back when I've got my balance back.


I'm trying hard to keep that pace of life now.I do hope I will get some support and motivate to keep going on.I'm mentally exhausted.I've teared.It's just a way to let it out before it turns into depression mode.I'm hoping for a change,a change to the way it was.Sometimes it's amazing to turn and look back.The way you;ve come so far.So much.It;s all kept in such a place known as heart.Right bottom of my heart'Some things are always left unchanged.But there are certain stuff that will change.That's human beings.Take a good look around you.Take a turn back.Every moments is always ever changing.that will always be.


Months of changes.It repeats.Nothing is BU KE NENG.Promises are easil made yet it's fragile.I'm not going to get this going on anymore.If people can't be bothered fo what I've to say,why bother.People,get back to me when thoughts are straightened out.If not,dun bother.These damn weird feelings shall go away as soon as possible.I'm letting it out of me.=)

Okay,stopping here.Time to mediacate myself.All the best to Senget for his SIP tomorrow.School's back people.Haha.Enjoy and have fun with school.Where's mine?TP!!!Good night.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:41 PM :|