... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Enough
> Party time!!
> National Day 2005
> It's here.
> Valuair. Our very own ticket office lady..Ms Jasmi...
> Another one. We are damn good self-potrait people....
> My "teacher" Rose and I... Nice?:: Yan ::
> Kit and Me again.Haha..What's with that sleepy eye...
> What Am I Doing.
> what a damn night.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Uncertainty lies ahead...
Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Hi hi hi.I'm back to work.Haha.My throat is still sore which is damn irritating! Was on MC yesterday and had a good rest home.A lil update for the past few days.


It was rwd match on Sunday.After match was back home to slack till almost evening time that Paul and Senget joined Bao,Peg and I at my place.Bao went town to meet up with JEsslyn,Peg went home and the rest of us went to interchange to meet up Alex for dinner.We had Pastamania.heee hee.what a good meal.Hanged around at TM and got to Ya Kun to slacked a lil while before heading to Qin Yao's place to meet up with An,Mond,Tong for soccer watching.Hmm,though some of things were thrashed out,but uncertainty still lies ahead and much fear gets to me.There's nothing I can do but just to wait and see, and accept what's before me.Right? It was almost 1am that I've got home with Paul,Tong and guest-of-honour.Then it was sleeping time.


Got up on this Monday morning feeling unwell.Sore throat,feverish and cramps.Damn.Got myself back to rest till about 10am and went to doctor.Was given a day's MC to rest home.After doctor was back home to rest till almost 4pm and got back to TP.Met up Paul and was heading to vcd shop and his makan.Those dudes are having their soccer as usual.It was almost 8.30pm that I got off with Alex to makan first and the rest joined.Slacked till almost 9.30pm and got home with Mond,James and Bert. I was tired hence I did not joined the rest to slacked after Incredible Tales.Got myself some vcding of Ge Dou Tian Wang and was on the phone with Peg till 12. Was in bed when Paul called for toilet SOS.Haha rejected.Then it was Tong whom took away my 1 hour of sleep.Yawns.Hmmm I'm not sure if I should be the advisor in the first place cause I'm lost.I hope I was doing what I'm suppose to.


It's been hell for the past few days.Been through lots of thoughts and emotions and thanks to two people who were there for me.Bao and Peg.Without these two.I might just fall and die.I know it's a silly decision and thinking of doing those I've in mind,but it seems that the both of you know my pain best.It's unspeakable pain in me.Tearing me into pieces already.


The best medicine will be time.All i need is time.It may heal,yet it may not.I'm facing it already,what more do you want from me.I'm so tired of all these.I wish I could not care.I wish to put down everything.No matter how hard I tried,I looked back at you.My determination is weak that I'm so useless in letting you go.There will be no work out between us,but silence is the best way to be normal.The matter of fact that I've came to realise for the past few days was much of a scary fact.I can't bear the life without you.So,tell me what more can I do?? Haiz. I just wanna stop everything.I'm so tired.


Okay enough of thinking.So sick that it affects the entire me.Wa lao eh.When can I ever get use to it?? Damn stressed up.ARGH!! This is the only property I'm allowed to vent my emotions.Do not come near me people.It's for your own good to leave me alone. =)


Alright back to work.Life goes on.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:10 AM :|