... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
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JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Time for pictures.
> I'm in love again.
> 19 already.
> My VF birthday cake.All thanks to those whom gave ...
> Happy Birthday to Me... 16/09/2005. Count down cel...
> See, my "BIG" surprise from VF people whom contrib...
> my VF lao da. hee.This babe rocks.:: Yan ::
> Happy 19th Birthday!!!!
> Haiz.
> Happy Birthday to Mond and Alex.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

PMS
Monday, September 26, 2005

Hmm PMS state again. Too many problems lately.I'm feeling damn vexed about everything.Nothing seems to cheer me up. Why am I having so many problems?? So irritating.

Weekend is ok lor. Friday was Bao's birthday hence almost everyone is in for Marina dinner at 1930hrs. Ben,Mond,Bert,James,Hock,An,Alex,Senget,Qin Yao,Jason,Paul,myself,Sharon and Peggie. Makan till almost 2200hrs that we left after deciding not to fool Bao with dares. You're spared. Back to tamp for soccer.Tong and Black joined after work. Hanged out till almost 0030hrs and headed home due to school the next day. =(


Woke up at 0800 hrs on Saturday. Back to school for SIP classroom session. LAst one already.Lots of info on us for FYP and educational trip. Heavy burden on me and my parents.Not feeling good about it at all. All these sucks. After meeting up with mates such as Ryna,Ling and Jessica,I've to rush off to meet Alex for CDC to book my final theory. Geez sorry babes! Who knows it was damn crowded and I'm rushing for time hence the both of us cannot have our test dates booked.Instead I've got Paul and Tong's FTT booked. Cabbed home and got reeady for driving lesson.Went to UBI and I was better than the previous one.So much better. I shall keep it up with this progress! Home and Paul came over to slack. Watched Good Luck and met up with Tong,Mond,An,Ben,Bert,Senget for dinner at 827. Next Cm place for soccer watching.Keong and Fel and Sharon joined us. Slacked till 12am and all of us headed back.


Kboxed on Sunday. Total of 5 hrs with An,Ben,Bert and Senget. At least something to vent on. Dinner with Bao and Peg and hanged out a lil before headed back.Slacked a lil while after James met the dudes for 844. Homed at about 9 plus.Early night to settle down for work today.

Haiz.There are just things beyond my control.I'm feling so lost already.I've shut up myself from you people already.Can't you people feel it? There's nothing more I want but my old-life and old-self.I've reflected. I'm all in my own world. Is there anything to turn back time.I don't want to lose these people. I don't want. Trying very hard though.To make myself happy and forget those things. I'm almost to the extend of giving up already. I find no source of motivation going on keeping this friendship alive.It's only the effort I see from my side.I may be wrong. Maybe...or just that I should not have carry on in giving anymore. What is it that you want? I'm not sure. Tell me then. Maybe...or just maybe.


OKay,back to work.I'm not in the mood somehow.Beware of me.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:34 AM :|