... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> My new act cute kakis. I'm not the only one who ac...
> Happy family, Happy Birthday!:: Yan ::
> Dinner was great and worthwhile. Count down to Keo...
> Steam Fish...:: Yan ::
> Food served!!! Thai Chicken with Cereal prawns at ...
> Black Pepper Crayfish...:: Yan ::
> My fav of all CHILLI CRAB!!:: Yan ::
> With Man-tous for the crab...:: Yan ::
> See what Chee is doing again. Cause food is not se...
> "I'm in pain... but where are you... I missed you....

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

What mroe you people wan????
Thursday, January 19, 2006

Been super tired of drianed out for projects and never ending projects.8 Days of hell for me to go. No mood for CNY. No good at all. Where have I been these days? HELL. I really pity myself as well as my mates working so dreadfully hard for the sake of our grades. Fuck for sure. Had no time and mood to blog my recent updates cause it's been all the same for me. Adpating to changes. Entertaining my projects and life is nothing to me now. CAn I get over done with so I can enjoy my holidays for CNY? Deadlines all due on 27th. One on 03Feb and Ebiz oral assessment on 01 Feb. Fuck.For all I know I want my holidays now.Give me my enitre two months of enjoyment beofre getting my diploma and stepping out to work for life. No NTU,SMU nor SIM for me. Neither can I get into NTU nor having an interest in courses offered by SMU and SIM. Boring shit.


Quick updates before I turn in as I have project compilation tomorrow to be done at 10am.

16th Jan.

Projects again. TDP over. Finally. Stressed out.First meal with Ry,Jessica,Candice and Karin at only 4.30pm. Homed at about 5 plus. Slacked home till eight plus and headed out meeting Tong.Chilled and bumped into MOnd and Bao. He send her to interchange and back for soccer at 10pm. Late night till almost 1.30am! Damn tired.

17th Jan.

Skipped tutorial cause I can't get up. Out to get lunch and stuff done.Homed for projects till almost 5pm and went out meeting rwds at Ocha. An,Mond,Ben,Tong,Keong,Paul,Black,Jason and Bao. Back home for dinner then out agian to Pavilion till almost 11.30pm. Walked around with Nini for some CNY stuff and got myself one brown pants at $15 bucks only.Cheap deal. Mac with the siao char bos. Back to central park at almost midnight. Hanged out till almost 1am with An,James,Tong, Bg and co. Homed almost 2am. Could not sleep till3 am due to some project stress.

18th Jan.

Project meeting from UIR class till CPM. Homed at about 2pm.Napped.Chiong project all the way till 6 plus.Tong came over to slack till almost 11pm.Down for soccer. Homed at almost 1.30am. Still stressing for projects.CPM,E-Biz and UIR. Argh.These two weeks have been super sucky. It have never been feeling real good and relieved.

Finally. Things have changed.I know its not for the better as a whole but right now there's nothing much I can do about it cause I'm mentally down. Please forgive me for not trying to solve the problem now but I will be back in no time. It might be too late then but I will not blame anyone. LAstly, do whatever you people want to do and think about me. Cause you might be wrong about me in the first place. So I don't wish to waste my time on these people whom might be wrong. Thanks to know for who I am. Or rather, I have been replaced which seems good for some out there.No point for me to feel sad cause I caused it in my own hands. I chose the path I wanna take. Yes I was selfish. Blame me all you people want.

One day, I just deserve it. I lose all of you.
To those whom you have thinking of me changing,don't expect any explanations from me cause actions will tell the world soon when I'm back. As for now, I seriously cannot take more than what my projects have given me. For the time being, I would appreciate if you people can spare me time to prove myself. Or else condemn me.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:29 AM :|