`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> CNY Part 3
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
everything's over. my project days are over. they will never come back unless i failed this sem. now i would like to take this time to settle myself down for exams in two weeks time.but,i'm facing difficulties. At this moment I have no mood to revise anything. I have no mood to complete my appraisals. I have nothing. I might just do bad for exams this time round cause I can't really understand the topics well. Nothing works well for the entire first month of 2006. I have 11 more months to deal with. =(
I don't feel like talking to anyone. I feel so tired.Be it both mentally or physically.I wished for a break myself. I have no idea what am I doing and going through. What is real and what is not. It might be just one of my PMS routines but seriously I have considered serious thoughts and decisions about my life now. The people involved in my life.The stuff that have happened, both good and bad. I have no more energy to repeat long grandma stories. It's all past.
But now. Everyone's worries are so different. So to whom am I suppose to talk to? I have no idea. There shall be no "what ifs" in my life anymore. SO what if I regard people important to me. Sometimes it can be pointless to carry on blindly. Doing things for the sake of doing. Listening for the sake of listening. Then tell me what's real friendship and feelngs? So what if people keep telling me they care, not to think so much and etc. It is nothing but just words.It don't work in the long run. Think about it, no one is really there for anyone. Everyone is their own individual self. Humans are all about themselves. They can be selfish and not selfless. I've probably seen and heard enough for the past 2 years. I'm no one's puppet and I live for myself.
Hence, I shall gain myself in living for myself and no one else.Selfish and not selfless. Selfless doesn't worth anybody's penny and I might be the one ended up feeling so hurt and disheartened. Live for me.