`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Just got back home from Stacie's 21st bday chalet. Hmm been rather not productive today after meeting up with Ryna and Jessica for lunch. Never got started.Fuck. I'm just getting myself into trouble cause I know I might not left with much time.Accompanied Ryna to 802 for army stuff for her Alvin.Cabbed home and settled then out to meet An,Albert and Senget for present buying at TM. Kuku and Paul joined us soon. Cabbed to chalet at CV. Ben,Tong and Jason joined a lil while later. Makan. Hanged out. Drinking.
It's been such slacking days for the past week.Damn it and I never got started.I know I might be dead for exams.This is so shit of me.
10Feb.Friday.
Went gaming on Friday with the dudes after revision lecture. Headed to katong with Senget,Tong,Keong,Fel and Nini after Fel's O lvl results. Hmm she got pretty fine with 18 cause she can get into any course apparently. James,Jason, An and Bao joined us later in the evening. Girls went Parkway Parade for a lil shopping cause they are too bored for gaming. All went for makan at Hong Kong Cafe.Damn ex. It's ok once in a while. Bused back for soccer action. All the way till wee hours.
11Feb.Saturday.
Homed. Chores. Hurt my back. Senget came over for vcd watching. HAd Red Eye. Was good.Then it was Chee who joined us for Cheaper By A Dozen 2. Headed for dinner with the rest at 844. Mond,Tong,James,Jason,Chin Meng,Dick, Keong and Fel. Headed Ocha when Nini joined us and headed for Dick's place for soccer watching.An,Albert,Khia Seng and Peg joined. We had movie watching at his com with Exorcism of Emily Rose and Saw 2. It was almost 3 am that we headed off with Peg over for night stay with match next morning. Had a talk through the night.
12th Feb.Sunday.
Match at 9am. Morning call from Mond. Met up at 8.30am. Some were late and off we headed for the field first. We won 8-0 at 90 min. Victory with ROWDEES. Had lunch at 826. Homed for some stuff with Nini and Keong at my place after bath. Fel joined as soon as she got back from her lunch outing. Headed for Dick's place for dvd watching.SAW. Dinner at 827 and thereafter slacking at pineapple till almost 12am with Tong,Senget,Mond,James,Jason,Khia Seng and Charis. An,Albert,Kuku,Black,keong and Fel joined us at a later time.
That's about it. What a weekend. NEver been "SO GOOD" especially with that kind of shitty feeling again. It's just selfish lor. But,I had enough. No more "yous" in my life.Hard but I will learn the hard way round. I will never expect anything or outcome from you.Where were you when I needed someone most. It was never you.Because this friendship is always about YOU only.I thought I knew.I thought you might just realise what I am trying to say and open up. But, I WAS WRONG. Most likely I WAS WRONG right from the beginning.I thought I would never allow regrets in my decision.I guess I WAS WRONG again. Give me a reason for not feeling so.
But so if it is, would it matter to you at all. You don't even fucking care about this friendship compared to what has happened. I would stop deceiving myself cause I know nothing is the same anymore. You don't even care a damn thing within this friendship.MY IMPORTANCE ARE REDUNDANCE. I'm a freaking fool cause I guess nothing is important in this friendship already.
If you people think I'm freaking crazy or what-so-ever, I don't fucking care anymore. I want to get my exams over and done with. And most likely time to recover. So stop bothering me with other stuff.I'm not interested.
Anyway, TODAY IS JUST A NORMAL DAY.