... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Zouk-ing
> This sucks
> N6280. my ideal and wanted phone. it cost a bomb f...
> Aimless.
> Wow.
> chalet 2006. what an idiotic pose by the brothers ...
> outdated star idol is trying new stunts. hmm a stu...
> my friend's HONEY... :: Yan ::
> my friend:: Yan ::
> He's always doing this. The babok of the baboks!::...

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

somewhere out there..
Friday, March 24, 2006

hmmm just got home after a long night out. It was rather another rotting day for us. After some partying last night, today shall be something back to normal.

Met up Keong and Senget at 844 for makan and thereafter James and Tong joined us. It's been such a long time since we saw our MAN of rwd. I guess he have been resting well after his fractured finger. My place after makan. James headed home for more rest. Peg,Bao and Mond joined at a later time. It was gaming, tv-watching, crapping and more crapping.

It was almost 8 when all of us decided to get our ass moving for dinner. Back at 844 AGAIN. Hee, had Mee Goreng this time. Slacked a lil while crapping here and there. Been thinking loads. Hmm, can't figure out why am I thinking so much and deep. I guess I'm just the "THINK TOO MUCH" kind cause everything is so vague. Blame me for me for being hopeless. Ya I am indeed.

The dudes having soccer. Fel and I headed home to ermm get some stuff done and back for some girls' stuff such as manicure. Haha. Then it's out for night cycling.Had a couple of rounds. Anyway, I guess I will not be having much of slacking time once work starts for me, be it Bodyshop or CX. Hmm, I still hope I get CX. With work, it would be time killing, money coming in but lesser time for myself and my besties. To think of that, I'm like SIAN already.


But what to do, I need money. Loads of money for year end Taipei trip, driving fees and my shopping spree!! Nevertheless, saving up for EDUCATION? Wow, that would really have to depend on what I'm going for. I really can't seem to get something I wanna study. I am running away from the reality. It's really tough growing up. VERY.

Things should settle down one at a time. I hope this time round I can get things settle one by one. First of all, WORK is very important as my first piority. PRAY for me I get CX this time, or else it proved that I am not fated with CX at all, after sending in 2 CVs for SIP intake as well as their vacancy intake. Fingers CROSSED.

The feeling of inconfidence kills. Nothing seems to be able to work out right without certain level of confidence. Be it in all aspect of life. Friends, Family, School, Work, Love and oneself. Mine would be below average kinda of level. I have low self-confidence in getting most of the things done. Hope kills, Expectation kills too.

Will there be just someone who will listen and understand? Hardly one now.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:43 AM :|