`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> thing's i've lost/missed.
> too bad so sad
> Fake lies, fake surfaces
> just to update. er xin tou fa no more. =):: Yan ::
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Reasons of aftermath : Considered as excuses.
Maybe it's experimental proven that I should take some time off to think thoroughly. The cause. The outcome and the present situation. I guess people are also beginning to feel sick and tired seeing all these posts, beating around the same old nonsense from me.
But hey, take a moment to think about it. Who would want such stuffs? Being tormented through real friendships, real feelings. My heart is made up of flesh and blood. I am a normal person,with feelings. Maybe I was taking certian stuff too seriously that people's opinion might differ and judge me of being petty or what-so-ever.
I cared deep down. But, there's pretty much things beyond my reach. I need support.I can't do it all by myself. Though I could admit I was being happy with those "important friends" which some others might categorized as FAMILY. But, humans are all greedy and selfish.
Some of us wanted more than just being with FAMILIES. We want us to enjoy to have fun just before everything is coming to almost an end. Lives would be damn different, busy with our stuff,our new adapted life. Ya, this is part of growing up which none of us could stop.
Why can't we support each other, between the family thing to pull through this going up stage? It has became a matter of fact of certain issues such as bonding and trusting. Distance should not be an excuse, it should be the matter if it lies in each and every's heart.
I knew I was harsh with words when I'm at my top. But hey, these are what I felt deep down inside, which I can't possibly express face to face. I know some of you are reading out there. Be it that you agree or disagree, I'm not trying to win attention of sympathy. These are my words. So happen that in any case you have disagreements with my words, I could only wish for your respect. that's all.
It's hurtful to do something like pushing whose blame to who. It's childish and pointless too. I admit I might just be one of them. I missed everyone that played a part in my life. Somehow, it went too far.
Being me is nothing of greatness. Stickiness friendships could never allow room for growth and maturity. It would sometimes turned out to be childish mindsets. I had one. I'm not sure if what I so-called/ certified bestests would consider I am his/her bestest. Nevertheless, I would like to thank them for those wonderful memories I had with them. Be it the good or bad. We had it together.
As for the big part that played for my past two years of teenagehood, I will never ever forget each and every fun we had. Be it with the sorrows or happiness, nothing could replace nor it would be erased. I had my best moments with rwd. Those weremine. No one shall replace me, nor take it away. It's mine. Copyright.
I'm one selfish,narrow-minded and forever thinking too much person. I don't really deserve any good from anyone. I lost my way of loving myself.
Thank you for spending your 5 minutes if you are reading this post. If you think it's kinda of bo liao, I'm sorry to have waste your time. If you can't respect it, don't expect me to react cause I will not give the respect in return. Anyway, to most of the people, this is not my first time and this should be my pattern to all. Understanding does not mean of knowing one's pattern. Understanding needs constant care and concern as everyone changes, things changes.
Lost my sense of direction. Beware, I'm just another hypocrite near you.
P/s: I had no intention in mentioning names. I'm just having my freedom of speech and I have respect people by not mentioning any names.