... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
The dudes trying to set the place up with fire.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:54 PM :|
Fire in the hole!!
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:54 PM :|
Bao's trying to screw Senget's face for dunno-whats-the-reason.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:54 PM :|
I'm trying to screw his ass for being such a bully.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:53 PM :|
She is trying to scare him. But he's trying to ignore her and act man.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:52 PM :|
The unfriendly ice cream man siam as Bao is taking the picture of us. The ice cream man thinks we want his picture. Omg.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:52 PM :|
Monkey See Monkey Do.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:51 PM :|
rowdees' fortune to have such wonderful girls.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:51 PM :|
Hobbit is always that happy with the V sign.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:51 PM :|
Give us ten minutes for the drink to be cold. Thank you very much.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:50 PM :|
The drink sellers. No wonder the ice cream man had no business for that day.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:49 PM :|
I think they both have serious frequency problem.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:48 PM :|
"Lai ar lai ar! Hotdogs, chicken wing for sale ar. "says Yati.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:47 PM :|
Monday, May 29, 2006
all time fav. sausage mcmuffin with egg.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:40 PM :|
Mac breakfast!!
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:39 PM :|
this is what i will do when i'm bored.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:39 PM :|
James have been gaming for 14 hours without sleep.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:38 PM :|
Felky got up early to get her tutorials done.act only.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:38 PM :|
sleepover. look what tong did to keong and jason. he had my bed to himself.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:37 PM :|
i was almost hit by them.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:36 PM :|
the props for beating people up.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:36 PM :|
got the meat finally.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:35 PM :|
they are preparing to slaughter the chicken for the meat.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:35 PM :|
the corn ready for packing.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:34 PM :|
the corn girls in action.
:: Yan ::
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:34 PM :|
Sunday, May 28, 2006
27th May 2006.Sat.
Rwd bbq. Got up rather late at 1 ish and settled with makan and stuff. The rest came over at 5 ish with Mond,Tong,Keong,Senget,Tet,Bao and Felky to get the stuff down. It was 6 when we started with get into different cabs and head down to Changi Beach Park for our rwd bbq.
Set up the fire as usual. WE are the first batch to get the food started. Then it came the 2nd batch of Ben,BErt,Hock,Qinyao, Boon How and Ah ni. Then it was An,Khia Seng,Charis and Sharon. Last batch to arrive was James,Jason and Paul. Then it came the kukus and some other guests.
Had fair bit of fun and laughter with the game of dice and beating up. Took tons of pictures with the girls. Played by the swing and pranks around. It was enjoying moments till almost 1 ish when some started to leave. Boring shit.
This was the earliest bbq so far I guess. Nevertheless, those who stayed had the chance for OCH. Thanks to don't know whose idea. It was damn eerie and scary can. Damn dark and quiet lay the buildings on the hill.
It was 2.30am when we got by the entrance of the hospital. Deciding to go in or not. Then it left with 12 of us.Tong,Tet,Keong,Ben,Senget,Paul,James,Jason,Kuku,Felky,Ah Ni and me. I was grabbing onto Senget and did not let him far away from me as I was freaking out already.
As steps approaching the building, it got even creepier. I could not believe myself either. To place my footstep onto the so called haunted hospital. As we did not have torch lights with us, Tet suggested that we should not go too deep inside of the building hence we turn back down.
Phew. Got out of that place finally. Glad to be safe again. Then it was back home in cab with the Luas. 2nd part of the night. My place for stayover.
28th May 2006.Sunday.
Tong,James,Jason,Keong and Felky came by at 4.30am for stayover. Had dvd watching of When A Stranger Calls and then it was PS2 gaming for the dudes till morning. Slept till 8 ish when James had a call. It was a wrtong number call from some indian guy whom doesn't seem to understand the meaning of WRONG NUMBER. James had to repeat the 6th time that the guy finally hanged up the phone. Crap joke early in the morning.
Slacked the entire at my place. James had his PS2 for almost 14 hours already and did not had a wink of sleep. The rest were dead asleep after the Mac breakfast. It was 4 ish when everyone is finally awake. PS2 still going on and this time round would be 2 at the same time.
The rest had KFC delivery for dinner while I had to stick with my porridge dinner as I'm down with a bad flu!!! I'm sick. Oh crap.
Alright, as Keong and Felky left first, James and Tong still continued with their PS2. I guess pretty much that would the rest of my night. I'm sick anyway so it's best to stay indoors for some rest.
Pictures will be up soon so do wait up patiently. Time for medicine.
The flu is really killing me.
ARGHhh ranted @ 7:59 PM :|
Alright. After the disappointments I've got from my tp on Friday, it's time to move on. =)
Past updates over the day before my tp.
25th May. Thursday.
Woke up rather late from the previous night of soccer action from the dudes. Had driving lesson till 5.30pm and it was better than the previous one. At least there were glimpse of hope. Had dinner with parents. Home for bath and stuff and out again to meet the rest for Ocha and their dinner.
7.30pm at Ben's block meeting up Tong,Paul,Kuku,An,Sharon and Ah Ni. Charis,Felky,Khia Seng and Bg met us up at 820. They had the usual fish soup then it was down to OCHA for the usual thing. Hanged out and some of the guys started their childhood vending machine toys fun.
It was almost 10 when I decided to get home early for tp the next day.
26th May.Friday.
Could not get much sleep due to nervous-ness. Woke up at 6.45am and got myself ready for the warm-up lesson at 8am. Went around for the final lap before the test. Soon, it began. I thought I was ok till I've got my disastrous results. Don't even feel like mentioning it as there were no MAJOR mistakes that caused me my failure.
Got myself another date in August to fight back in getting my class 3. =) Thanks to my instructor who drove me back and then it was time to have some shopping for bbq the next day.
Met Keong,An,Senget,Felky,Sharon and Ah Ni out for some marketing at 4ish. Tong joined much later. Was busy with the supermarkets here and there. Finally, it was almost 6pm when we've decided to move our asses for Ocha.
Then it was back to my place for the 2nd part of marinating. Had shift work with the dudes. Girls settled with the corn while the dudes settled with the meat. Got ourselves done by 9 ish and the rest headed for dinner at 844. Peg met us up then.
The rest headed for movie of X-men 3 while Tong,Peg and I headed back to my place for beer drinking session. Paul joined at 11 ish. Had the game of beating people up with the dice game and trust me it was not that fun at all after getting hit for 4 times in a row by someone who doesn't allow mercy.
After the beating up game, it was down to the playgroud to get the beer done. Had one shotgun and it took me quite some time to get myself sober. I'm not that weak but it's the beer that I can't hold much. Thanks to Tong whom gave his idea on my first shotgun.
Then it was home sweet home with Peg stayover. Bbq the next day.
Alright then, I shall leave with some photos and it will be next post on bbq and stayover for the next post.
ARGHhh ranted @ 9:19 AM :|
Friday, May 26, 2006
I FAILED MY TP.
I'm sad so don't ask me about it. But I will pick myself up and try the second time. It's not end of my world. But for now, I know I need time to recover.
I will try it again on 25th Aug 2006, Friday, 11.45pm.
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:50 AM :|
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Pearl Milktea. Strawberry Milktea. The one at the back : Emp-tea.
I just forget my childhood. I feel 17 with hobbit around. p/s:I'm still taller even though I bend a lil.
The fav spot for FISH SOUP. 820.
My fav bowl of FISH SOUP.
They are FISH SOUP supporters too.
Our fav spot. O.C.H.A.
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:37 PM :|
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
The favourite hang out. The favourite gang.
Could some one hunt him down. He offered people millions just to kill me.
He's spotted hanging out in this area just yesterday.
Am I somewhere near the wanted man?
He hangs out here often too.
ARGHhh ranted @ 7:46 PM :|
That bad. Today's lesson gone bad. WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO ME? Tp is on Friday. And I cocked up. Fed up!! I guess if tomorrow will be like this, I will end up failing my TP before even taking the test. So I might just forget about my class 3 this friday. =(
I really hope I will remember everything and stop getting that nervous! I'm screwed. Badly.
Updates.
22nd May.Mon.
Homed. Bao and Mond came over for vcd watching of Poseidon. Tong and Senget joined soon. But, instead of vcding, we mahjong-ed. My bro joined in too. The smallest bet I've ever played on. It's been some time since I've played. The last was at Stacie's place with Tong and Chris. lol.
Mahjong-ed through dinner time when they got themselves pizza. The game ended at 7 ish 8. Tv-ed all the way whiel Bao and Mond headed home. The rest us headed down for 7-11 ice cream time at 11 ish. Slacked and Chee called. Night ride.
Next stop: CV again. Chilled and some sight seeing. Checked out the bbq pit for this saturday and had a lil ride around Changi area. Back to 7-11 with Tong at almost 12.45am. Slacked and chatted abit before heading home at 2 ish.
23rd May. Tuesday.
Woke up early at 8 and prepared for driving lesson. Majority of the circuit was ok. Except on parking to be brush on. Back home at 11 ish after driving. Headed out to get food at 12. Then it was out again to meet Senget and Bao for some bbq games hunting.
Before that, I was playing with my hp. And I'm that dumb enough to blocked the SIM card due to wrong PUK code. Fcked up!! And no choice, SingTel had to charge 18 bucks to get a new SIM card. Wth, I've just changed the phone 2 days ago with a new SIM card!!! NNB!
I guess I'm pretty sway. After getting those crap done, it was hunting for the equipment we needed. Bao joined us at TM and hanged around till 4.30pm when we all headed our ways. Senget home while Bao came over to my place. Mond joined at 5 ish and off they headed for their movie.
Out dinner. Homed and Tv-ed. Out again at 10.30. Met Tong and Senget to slack by jason's block. Then it was off to pineapple to meet up Ben,Paul,Khia Seng,An,Bg,Tet,Charis and Sharon. Soccer was next. Alex and James joined. Homed at 2.
24th May. Wed.
Woke up at 10.30am for lesson. Today lesson was unusually bad. Cock up. I wonder why am I so nervous just 2 days away. I really pray hard for myself not to repeat the same shit tomorrow and for my test on friday. Or else, I could really forget about getting my license on Friday.
And now, I'm still thinking about the mistakes and steps. It's all running in my mind now. I just have no mood for any other thing else. Leave me alone till Friday. Please. Thanks.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:54 PM :|
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
this is what kept me company while I'm doing nothing.
my new room. my big big wardrobe.
"Hands UP!! Police! Freeze!" mahjong session.
7-11 it's a store and more. our usual spot for paddle pop.
my preciousssss. xmas present 2004.
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:07 AM :|
Monday, May 22, 2006
What a weekend. Updates and more updates.
Continuation from Friday. 19th May.
I did not meet the rest up as I was tired and plain lazy. Out for dinner with parents and getting some paper work done for CX job. Home at 7-ish.Slacked and Tv-ed. The rest at inter were having movie plans. But it was called off later. Hence, Met up Tong to slack.
p/s : Btw, the rest had no swimming cause Bao forgot to bring her swimsuit along!!! WTH!!! She's really Argh.. HOPELESS!! Sorry babe. Haha.
It was somewhat to the good old days. Recollecting the past memories. Wow. It's so great to be young. That age. 18 forever. I wonder why did I had him as my bestest too. Must have been what he said, I had wrong judgement afterall. LOL.
20th May.Sat.
Rwds had plans for town and movie. I give it a missed. Low budget. Home the entire afternoon. Then it was out to meet up Peg for town. Wanted to meet the rest after their movie. Hence, Daddy sent me to Seng kang to meet her up as they were off for mahjong.
Met Peg at 6 ish and headed for town. Got to Heerens to get the Pepper Lunch voucher she won. then off to Takashimaya for our dinner at Pepper Lunch. =) Queue as expected. But it was rather fast that we were seated. Had the pepper beef set and it was BRILLIANT!
Thanks to her 10 bucks voucher I spent only 10 for the set which cost 16 bucks for the usual one. Both of us were enjoying our meal. We Love It!!
Off to meet the rest up as they were heading back to Tamp for the movie as town has been sold out. Met Mond,Bert,Keong,Hock,An,Senget,Khia Seng,Kuku,Tet,Bao,Charis,Sharon,Felky and Ah Ni at Dhoby Ghaut.
Peg headed off to meet Ming Liang for their movie. Bump into him just when I was about to board the train. Hee, what a small world.
Back to tamp at 8 ish 9. Hanged out a lil while with them for NTUC and tickets collection then headed home first. Bumped into Desmond,Fai and Derrick. Homed at 9.45pm.
Tong called. Met him,Jason and James up at 10.30 to slack before the dudes have soccer. Old memories again. then it was time at 11 ish for soccer at bball court. Same bunch af ter their movie. It was one crap night of old school memories. =) Junyuan days all of us had.
Soccer ended at 3 ish and hanged out till 4 after some old school chats. =)
21st May. Sun.
Home the afternoon.Chores done. And I've got my Nokia 6280!!! Hee. Thanks to Daddy. But parted goodbyes with my 7260. Haiz. Had the phone for 10 months. Now it's gone. But here comes my 6280. =)
Was at Tm Singtel at 5 and home for dinner at 6 ish. Mummy cooked. It was a filling dinner. Had Tv of Singapore Idol. Crap and entertaining. Out to meet An,Khia Seng,Ben, Charis and Sharon at Charis' sis place. They were cooking stuff. Haha. What a mess!!
But had a pretty fun time cooking. Hanged out till 12 ish and headed to Cp to meet Bg and Boon How. Slacked till 2am and home sweet home.
Now I've got 2 things off my wanted list for the past weekend. It's another one coming down. That's my traffic police test this friday. I'm kinda of nervous and excited at the same time. I really pray for a one time pass. Not to waste resources and get it done and over with.
I know I want my class 3 license that bad. Haha. It shall be a stressful week for me. I need 100% concentration. 100% Luck and 80% confidence to get me there. TP here I come!!!! Get it off my wanted list!!!
Bless me with your heart and soul.
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:21 AM :|
Thursday, May 18, 2006
I've got sth to announce.
I'm in for CX job!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jumps high!!! Haha. I've finally got what I wanted! And I'm going down to head office tomorrow for admin stuff. =)
16th May.Tues.
Got up early for CX interview. The previous night was out slacking with the dudes at Cp then 7-11. Met up An,Khia Seng,Ben,Dao Jin,Bg,Charis and Sharon at cp. Mond joined us and headed for 7-11. Slacked. Homed at 1 ish while the dudes stayed on.
Was kinda of nervous for the interview but thanks to Ryna babe to calm my mood down. Haha.Almost got myself lost while look out for the office which is damn far from the main terminal itself. But I arrived early! Phew. Kinda of convenient with one bus to the airport.
It was group stage interview with self-introduction part and group discussions based on PBL kinda of environment. I did alright. Then it was the second round of individual interview. My slot was the 7th. Hence I met Ryna for lunch. Got her on the way and it was a 2 hr lunch man.
She showed me the way around and the staff room itself. Was kinda of a warm environment I supposed based on first impression. =) Hope work will be alright then.
After the individual interview which was more of situational questions compared to the group interview. Praying hard that I will be able to get through. Homed with Ryna after waiting up for my interview to be done. Slept through the entire afternoon. Out for dinner. Met up Tong,Senget and Keong to slack at 11. Homed at 1 ish.
17th May.Wed.
Pretty much slacking the entire day at home.It was only 1o ish that I went out to cp. Met up An,Paul,Ben,Paul,kuku,Khia Seng,Charis,Ah Ni to slack a lil while. Then made plans for my place to watch the Champions League finals. Barcelona vs Arsenal. Met Tong,Senget and Keong at 7-11.
Then it was pretty much tv-watching at my place. Had a fair bit of laughs. Then it was match watching till 5 ish. Barcelona won though. yet i've lost my bet to Tong. He's the winner of the night. Wth. Slept till the afternoon through.
18th May.Thurs.
CX called! Hee. Go the job finally. =) Was informed to go for the admin stuff tomorrow. Got up finally at 1 ish. Made plans to meet up Bao,Mond and Senget for subway. Just some sudden urge. Missed those subway days by the airport. The midnight stuff. Memories.
Had the CV nasi lemak. Paul joined us thereafter. Had the same stuff again. Did a sandwich for Chee as Senget was told to tabao for him. My skill's not that bad yet la. Hanged out till 8pm when Ben and An knocked off. Bused back to inter and headed home first. Bath and down to cp as the dudes were having soccer.
Met Tong,James,Bg,An and Sharon at clock.Khia Seng, Keong,Senget,Alex joined us at a later time. Crapped alot by the bball court and it's finally ready after such a long time! Homed at 2.30am. Tired.
19th May.Fri.
Was up early for my contract signing at CX head office. 9.30am was my appointment time. There was an amount of papers to look through and terms to be double checked. At least all terms were made clear compared to the previous one. Signed the papers and then it was down to medical check up.
The check-up took quite abit of my time. Abt an hour. Anyway it was not that bad as one of my colleagues to be was with me. She's quite a nice lady anyway. Both of us would be on the same batch on 12th June.
It was almost 11 when I've get the check up done. Urine test, X-ray and the normal doctor consultation. I guessed I'm pretty much ok except for my weight. Haha.Nevertheless, I'm not as heavy as compared to VF days. Phew. There's still a long way to go back to 50s.
Took train back to tamp with my colleague to be,Melina. Went to get some photos taken at TM for admin purposes due to the job. Packed lunch and now I'm home. Damn sleepy. May join the rest for swimming later on. But it will all depends. I'm TOO LAZY!!!
Nap for now. Weekend up ahead!! TP next week!! Changing hp this Sun!!! Woohoo!!!
There's always something missing. It will.
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:40 PM :|
Monday, May 15, 2006
Suppose to have report for my new SIA job today. Instead, I've rejected. Never mind, hope CX will be that better choice.
Updates over the weekend.
13th May.Sat.
Was home the afternoon. Chores done and out for driving lesson. First time in the circuit. Was kinda of nervous and I shall do better the next time round! 4 more lessons before my test date. Pray and pray ar! 26th May is the big day.
Back home after lessons. Was bored to death till almost 10 ish when I called Tong,Fai and Senget out to slack. Having some drinks. 7-11 and Jason's block. Then, soccer at 12am. Bert,Mond,Ben,Paul,An,James,Jason,Alex,Tet,Kuku,Bg,Khia Seng joined. Hanged out till 3 ish before the dudes ended their game. Chat till almost 4.30am and we headed home.
Some thing caught up. The moment I stepped foot at my doorstep trying to find my keys, I've realised it was not there. I panic. My mind was blank, thinking that I'm dead this time. Called Tong and he could not find his keys either. Wth. Called Mond and thanks to him he accompanied me back to hockey court to find my keys.
Instead, we found Tong's keys. Argh. Locked out and where the hell did my keys went to? I was pondering. thinking of no where else to go, I rather sit at my doorstep. But the dudes think it's a stupid idea. Mond and An offered me their place. But it seems so not right as a girl to spent the night over.
Hence, Mond was suggesting of going for Mac breakfast as he was hungry. Just then, Mum called.Phew. I was on my way home and so much thanks to Mond of accompanying me home. Guess what? My keys are home!!!!
WTH!!! I did even bring my keys out when I was so certain that I did!! Argh. This is one big stunt. But still expressing my thanks to those I've troubled.
Homed finally at 5.30am and slept at 7am.
14th May.Sun.
Woke up at 12 ish. Headed to Aunt's place for Mothers' Day gathering. Was at her place the entire day till 8 ish after dinner. Bathed and out to meet up Tong,An,Senget,Bg and Sharon to slack. James joined us after his work. Hanged out till 12 and headed our ways. 7-11 with my bro before home.
On the phone till 2 am and slept. What a night it was. Amazing indeed. =)
Home now. Was out to lunch with Tong and James at 844. My place for now. Same old thing. Tomorrow will be interview at CX. Hmmm, hoping that I will not screw things up. Just hope I could start work sometime after my TP. Pray!!!
Not everyone has what it takes on the outside to what's in the inside.
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:29 PM :|
Sunday, May 14, 2006
my VF lao dao. it's hard to have miss us in the office.
VF gathering 11052006 at Kit's place. Fun!
ARGHhh ranted @ 8:53 PM :|
Saturday, May 13, 2006
VF Bbq Gathering 11052006. Aunty Yvonne or soon to be Mummy Yvonne with the blackies.
Aunty Yvonne. The biggest shot of the day. ( She is always seated cause of her baby.)
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:36 PM :|
Alright. I'm a big problem. When will I get myself solved? NO IDEA.
Updates then.
10th May.Wed.
Bad news broke. Having second thoughts about the SIA job. Argh. It was such a bad day. Really bad.Tough decision to make. Met Bao up at inter for some shopping of office clothings, it was for the SIA initially.Pretty much roaming around as I was not in the right mood to do shopping.
My mind's all about the job. Should I take it or not? That's the critical question. Mond then met us up and hanged out a lil before they went their MI3 movie while I met parents up for dinner. Discussed with them about the job thing and they feel that I should not take up due to uncertainties.
So I had to take a risk. By rejecting that job will end me up jobless and back to square one again. What a day. It was then meeting up with the dudes for soccer at 10 ish. Hanged out with Sharon while action is going on. Police came and that's it for the night.Ben and Tong joined us after their friend's chalet. Instead we had chats. Senget,An,Keong,Alex,Bg,Mond, Khia Seng,Sharon and myself.
Homed at about 2.30am. Still vexing over that job thing. Sleepless night it was.
11th May.Thur.
Woke up. Final decision made. I took that risk of rejecting that job. Argh. It was the day of VF gathering at Kit's place. Met up Vivian at her block at around 5 ish. Just then, Cathay Pacific called! Woohoo, I'm in for the interview!! At least my first step towards that job I wanted. =)
Cabbed to Kit's place after picking up some stuff and waited for the host to get back a she was stucked in some course! Poor Vv and me. Soon, Mama Lily joined us. We went ahead to the pit and began preparations. Soon, the host was back and more people came. There's the Aunty Yvonne,Wendy,Huijun,Lydia,Mamas Amy and Lucy, Cheng,Ming Kiong,Wee Shen, Papa Joseph,Amy's hubby and son. What a crowd it was.
Had food. Great food. Enjoyed the time spent with my VF kakis. Now, ironically I missed the VF days. Not the work but the people there. Lovely people. I was kinda of sad when I heard the news of Doreen having cervix cancer. I do hope she is really fine and will fight through this.
It really pains to see someone dear to you going through adn fighting against cancer or whatever sickness.
Great time flies so past fast. We had gossips as usual. Packed up at 11 ish and it was good byes till we meet again. Finally, Ming Kiong,Vv and I cabbed back to tamp.
Got to the hockey court at 12 ish. Dudes having soccer. Hanged out till 2 ish and decided to get home. What a day indeed. Hmm, what a night indeed.
12th May.Fri.
Slacked the entire day at home. Family mahjong at my place. Had dinner at CV with extended family. Ben got some stunts again when I went to met him at Subway. Classic. It's a collection of BEN'S SUTRA. I guess it would sell if it would have debut in stores.
Homed at 9 ish. Met Bert,Hock,An,Sharon and Ah Ni up at stage. Tong and Jason joined us and it was 10.30 that we headed for our midnight movie. Tong went to get his vcd from Black as he was not joining us for movie. Move on to meet James,Paul and Kuku. Collected tickets. Mond,Qin Yao,Khia Seng and Charis then joined us for movie. Had MI3. It was great action. Loved it. Worth my $9.50!
Next movie. Poseidon or Over The Hedge.
Headed for Mac with some dudes having supper. Homed at 3 ish.
Driving lessons tomorrow. Test in 2 weeks time. Argh. Kinda of praying hard that I could get my Class 3 on 26th May! Confidence shall be with me and not forgetting some luck might help.
It was such a terror night. To think about horrifying stuff of life. The people around you. Beware of those. Hmm, you will get what I mean if you are smart or deep enough.
I'm still relieved. But rest assure, I have learnt my lesson. Good enough. My loves will always be my loves. As for those, could not be bothered but do not step over my line. Or else, I don't promise anything.
People are such fakers. Playing masquerade.
I will take on.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:16 AM :|
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Final week of holidays. I'm starting up my new life from next week onwards. A new environment of work. I really pray for everything to turn out well. Esp the job scope that would turn out good. Something of what I've expected. =)
Been trying to play real hard this final week of rotting days. It shall be busier days to work on towards the next 2 weeks. Working the day, learning and finishing my driving in the night. Superwoman indeed.
I know I will miss my peeps when the time comes. The time when we used to ROT. Slacking at my place. It would be only weekends or my off days that I look foward to.
Updates.
07th May.Sunday.
The later part was out meeting the couples. What a blub I was with Senget. 5 couples. Can you imagine. Stucked. Headed for 820 dinner.Then Paul joined for Ocha. It was 10ish when we headed for Ben's place. Soccer watching. Tong joined us.
Soccer action at 12 ish. A couple of kukus joined. Hanged out a lil. Thrashed gossips. I have became such a MEAN GIRL. Yup, just like the movie of Lindsay Lohan's. Those bitches gossipping.
It was such a time I know I will miss for a very long time. This is a dramatic year. Changes. Major ones everywhere.We can't stop time, nor stop ourselves from growing up.
Home sweet home at 3 ish after some 7-11 shopping with Tong. Got myself campbells' soup for lunch next day.
08th May.Monday.
Homed the entire day. Chores. Lunched homecooked soup and french toast. Tv and vcd-ed the enitre afternoon. Tong and James came over at later evening. Dinner at my place. Bao and Mond joined awhile and off they went for dinner with Senget,Keong and Felky.
Tv-ed the entire night. I know this would be one the things I will miss most. Rotting days. Nevertheless, I should really move on and know what's for me. I know it's for my own good. I can't play forever. =(
It was 12 ish when the dudes decided to leave. 7-11 and Tong headed home. James and I went to meet up with Alex,An,Paul,Ben,Tet,Kuku and Sharon. Slacked a lil till 1 ish.
Ben's new classic : MEDIUM-WELL DONE.
This whole scene took place at Cafe Cartel, TM. (I was not at the scene, this was narrated.)
Kuku,Paul, Ben,An and Sharon were placing orders. Ben placed his order for a steak.
Server : " How would you like your steak to be served? Medium or Well Done?"
Ben : "Ermmm, which one is nicer ar? "
Server : " This depends on individual preferences actually. "
Ben : " Oh.. Then give me a MEDIUM-WELL DONE lor. "
Server : " .......... hmmm Ok then."
( I bet that the server and the chef handling his order must be blured by Ben's stunt!!! Laughing deeply and thinking what the hell is medium-well done?)
WTH right! This is the kind of stunt that our Ben would have. One and only Ben. Never failed to stun us everyday. Bth. I was rolling when I heard this. Laughing to tears man.
Alright, ending the joke, we've finally got home at 1 ish.
09th May.Tuesday.
Homed the entire day.PMSed in the afternoon. Bth. Argh. Out to get lunch and home to vcd again. Had Into the Blue. All time fav hunk and babe. Paul Walker and Jessica Alba. Woohoo. Then it was out for dinner with my family. Finally I've set the bbq date for Rwds. It might be the last one till a long time comes.
Homed and out again. Met Tong at 7-11. Slacked a lil before An called to meet up for his dinner. Met him at his block and off we headed for 829 to meet Sharon,Charis,Khia Seng and Senget. Tong headed for his friend birthday chalet.
We headed for Ocha. Then slacked by Senget's block.Then it was Chee's idea to go out for night driving. The girls headed home for school the next day. Petrol top up then it was to Changi Village. Not much aguas around this time. Weekdays I supposed. Had the chicken wing from the nasi lemak stall. Hanged out a lil and it was back to Cp at 12 ish.
Bg and Toot joined. 5 of us hanged out till almost 2.30. Had Ben's jokes around. His recollection of stunts. How entertaining it was.
Something's for sure. I had so much to let go. Which direction shall I head after this? After searching an aim in life now? Will time wash away these pain? Will it vanish upon being distracted or will it remain?
I have no idea.
I will take what Life has to offer. However, I will fight for what's mine.
Life don't repeat.
Neverthelss, Life's so unpredictable.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:20 AM :|
Monday, May 08, 2006
the fav hangout, my fav pose.
we were trying to destroy the N70 of Senget's.
this is what we have done in the result of being bored as the dudes were having their soccer.
ARGHhh ranted @ 4:26 PM :|
Girls. the most complicated living thing on earth. let me tell you why.
Most girls :
1. think too much.
2. gossip too much.
3. think of ways to get the things they set their eyes for.
4. usually vicious once being provoked.
5. needs lots of attention, love and care.
6. higher demands than guys.
7. blinded when they fall in love.
8. suffers from PMS or mood swings.
9. not as innocent as they seems to be.
10. lastly, they could be the most CUNNING ones around.
I have fitted myself well into almost half of the criteria. Some girls are so adorable on the outside but just beware of what's inside. It takes time to understand someone truly.
But, I'm glad I've found people whom I've entrusted my trust with. Nevertheless, everyone should have one. Have you found yours?
Do remember. Friends doesn't come in quantity. It comes with quality. True friends are one of the best things that life has to offer.
And I don't mind shouting out loud that they are the best things that life has given me. It's a mutual thing.I have no shame and I shall not be. =)
Take whatever life has to offer. (please do not take mine.)
ARGHhh ranted @ 4:07 PM :|
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Weekend. Some old shit I supposed.
Swings.
04th May.Thursday.
Homed the entire day. Driving lessons at 6.30pm. Had parking. Both vertical and parellel. It's almost alright except for the newly learned vertical parking. Brushing up more till test date this 26th. less then 3 weeks left!!! After lesson was home then out to meet Tong,Keong and Felky for dinner and Ocha.
Slacked till 10 and joined the rest of the dudes at hockey court for soccer. Rwds vs Kukus. Hanged out till 1 ish 2 that we headed home.
05th May.Friday.
KTV!! Met up Senget in cab at 1 ish and headed for Teo Heng,Katong for KTV session. It was a long time before we got there. Due to a stupid jam at Eunos, costing us 14 bucks for the cab fare! Peg arrived first and came along Ben,An,Bert,Kuku and Ah Ni. Alex joined us last.
Had a great time singing like nobody's business. Ended at 7pm. Cabbed back to 820 for fish soup dinner. Then it was back home for the dudes to get change for soccer at 10pm. Hanged out by the watermelon with Peg. It was a long time that took them to come down.
Moved to hockey court and there it goes for the night of soccer. Same routine till almost 2am that we headed home and plans for midnight driving. Senget,Tong,Keong,Felky and myself were in for it.
Homed and bath. Met Tong at 7-11 before Chee picked us up. Headed to Geylang for Dou Hua You Tiao. It's been such a long long time since I had that. After filling our stomachs, we headed for some chicks sight seeing. It was an eye-opener for myself. BUt somehow, we did not blend into the crowd. It's damn obvious.
After Geylang was off to Changi Village. This time it was baboks scouting. This time round was much better as there were more. After the long night, it was almost 5am when we headed home.
06th May. Saturday.
Headed for cousin Leroy's 21st birthday party. Kinda of gathering I should say. Lots of people, family and friends. Had buffet dinner and cake-cutting ceremony. It was 8 when me and my bro decided to head home first for our own programs.Dad sent us to the mrt station and homed by 9.
Out to Ben's place. Met up Peg,Sharon and An. Paul and Ben having mahjong as usual. Hanged out and it was such a boring saturday night! Watched elections results.PAP won Tampines for sure. Hence central park might be undergoing some major upgrading.
It was 2 am that some of us decided to leave for 7-11. An,Khia Seng,Kuku,Sharon,Charis and I decided to head for 7-11. got some stuffs while the rest headed for An's place for soccer watching while I headed home.
I am now homed. Boring still. Some of them made plans for Mond's place. I guessed I will be there later.
Counting down. 7 days left. Then it would be splitting ways.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:46 PM :|
Friday, May 05, 2006
I really had no idea. Maybe in another week or less. I hate the feeling of being such a fool. This would always result into my unreasonable-ness. I had to control. Or else it might turn out bad and ugly. Not the way I wanted.
But this is all about life. Helpless. I should only resign to fate and blame my own trust and judgement at times. I guessed I don't even have the right to throw or vent my temper in anyway. It doesn't matter longer. I do envy some people in some ways. Some ways I feel inferior of.
Doubtful I guessed I was. I thought I knew. But I was in the wrong way. At times it disappoint me. But what more can I say. I have lost the right of voicing my opinion cause it never gets into the head. NEVER. I know it was one-sided.
I was never allowed.It seems fine. It was all on the surface. I faked it. I was about superficial these days. I knew I was never ok. Does it matter?
Nope.
It matters about myself. I wished I could be that way. Doing my own things whenever and whoever I want. I don't wish to be influence by the presence. I was affected long ago.
I know I have to do something about it. It takes lots of courage to make the first step.
I should take the step of being ignorant. Cause it's always bo liao stuff I'm making a fuss about.
SO BE IT. (it's not the first time anyway.)
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:31 AM :|
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
updates.
been up and down for the past two days. guess I might get brain tumour at a young age. I pity my brains. Really.
02 May.Tuesday.
Was home at 11 ish in the morning after the dudes woke up at An's place. James' alright so don't worry. An headed for work while Tong,James and I headed home. Wanted to get more sleep after 4 hours of sleep. Makan my homecooked campbell soup for lunch and it was nap.
Decided to meet up for dinner. Out at 7.30 to meet Tong and James. Then it was Paul,Tet,Senget and Chee. Had the usual fish soup. It's been some time having dinner at 820. =) Ocha was next. More joined. Ben,An,Khia Seng,Keong,Charis,Felky,Ah Ni and Sharon. It was damn packed.
Then it was to prime mart at 10. Got the fishing stuff as Tong decided to go for fishing. Senget and I went with him. Met up at 11.30 and cabbed to that same old river. It was a whole new fun time fishing actually. Haha. Stunts and more stunts. Entertaining and enjoyable. First it was Senget. His fishing line is always stucked up at the tree. While mine was getting more of fish weights and hooks rather then the fish itself.
Tong got himself 3 catches while newbie Senget got him one catch but that only catch was BIG. At least bigger then those Tong got. Haha. Senget's damn lucky to have one big catch. Fishing ended at 4.30am when we decided that there will not be a 5th catch and all 3 of us were tired.
Cabbed home while the dudes went to get their Mac breakfast. (Wanted delivery, but it will take 1.5 hrs to reach.So forget it.)
03 May.Wednesday.
Woke up after Bao called. Met up at 2-ish and headed back to TP for makan. Wanted Biz park but who knows, the western stall is closed. The "Colour-one" uncle passed away! Unexpected.( Those whom are in TP Business school should know which uncle I'm talking about.)
Hence, we headed for design muslim food. Catched up and gossiped just like old days.Haha. Then Tong called. Decided to go over Senget's place for vcd-ing. Met Senget at traffic light and Mond joined. Slacked till 8 when we decided to have baked rice at the food court. Tong went home. Everytime one. After makan was returning of vcds and early home sweet home. =)
Been feeling down and rather insecured recently. Somehow to a certain extent it's absurd. But no choice. Life comprises of politics too. But playing too much about politics will suffer from bruises. Better be safe than sorry. Just cover one's own ass will do.
Never say die.
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:20 PM :|
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
It was suppose to be another fine day.Esp when it's a public holiday and Mummy's birthday. But sometimes you know life is not always smooth as you expect.
I shall began updating about JB trip in case I get too fed up to talk about a part of today.
We were at JB at about 1.30pm and had lunch first. It was the usual coffeeshop and got dvds. Then it was down to a new shopping mall which took us almost an hour to get there. Uncle and Daddy could not get the right way as it was somewhere new. Anyway, we got there still.
The mall is damn big. The shops were of higher-end shopping compared to the ones we would usually go for cheap stuffs. Bigger brands such as Roxy,Quiksilver,MNG,Esprit,Nike etc. We still did shopping and hanged out at this Hong Kong style cafe which is similar to the one at katong. But the food's there seems better and full of varieties and not forgetting costing cheaper. The seafood salad rolls is damn nice. We had a heavy "tea-break". The baked rice that my bro had looks kinda of cute as it comes in the "long" that usually would contain tim sum stuff. Worth eating.Enjoyed.
Then it was more shopping after some food. Got myself 2 tops. One from adidas and another tshirt. Both blacks. I have fetish for black clothings. It's the norm. the adidas top is something I've never came by and it's selling cheap at RM35. So I grabbed it. Though it was capped sleeve.
After 4 hours of shopping, we headed for seafood dinner which was the big thing. Had my fav chilli crab without fail. Tasted some other new stuffs too. Yummy. More pounds to be added soon. Argh. Then it was back to Singapore at 9.30. Got home almost 2 hrs later after diverting our way from Woodlands causeway to the second link due to major traffic jam.
As usual, I would not stay home. Out again. Met up Jason and Tong for fishing trip. Wth. Met up at 12am and off we headed for 7-11 then CV to meet Ron and family. (rest of rwds went for simpang bedok) Finally we were at the Changi Beach Club after rounds of directing from Ron. It was a rather nice place for fishing lovers. Lots of youngsters.
Chill and chatted. It was of no catch for the entire night. This happens when luck's down. Hence, it was almost 2am that we packed up and decided to call it a day.Thanks to Ron's brother we had a ride home. Hanged out a lil by my void deck and home sweet home.
Was K.O before I knew. Damn tired after a 5 hour sleep and long day shopping.
Today.
It was a lousy night. Thanks to some asshole. OR rather thanks to myself.
Tong,Senget and James were at my place for dvd watching. We had marathon of 3 shows which included : I Not Stupid 2, Hills Have Eyes and Scary Movie 4. It was almost 9pm when Chee joined us. Meanwhile, it was a big fight between me and my bro.
He's such a pain at times. I don't know why. In some way, I don't find him loving at all. He can be such a fcuker at times. It's always the unfair treatment. It's him who get all those better rewards when he do nothing. Both parents sided him. I don't wish to repeat the whole fight but now I see clearly who my Mum exactly loves. It's pointless somehow for being such a thoughtful daughter afterall. She never appreciates. In her eyes, it will only be my brother.
Enough of the fighting issue.
Was out with Tong,James,Senget and Chee for fishermen village. It's to celebrate Chris' birthday (in advanced). Chee drove us there while Ben,An and Paul cabbed there. Had a couple of drinks and game of snake and ladder. Total 8 of us included Chris and Stacie.While drinking, more and more dudes seems cannot make it already.
First it was Ben, then Paul then James. Even Tong and An puked finally. We had 12 jugs of Carlsberg in total. The dudes were somewhere there already. After much puking, headed home with Ben and Paul.
I thought it was the end of the night. God knows, James' too seh and he was unwell. Got a call from Tong and headed down to An's block. Brought all my jackets down to the rescue.Got damn worried on the way.
The funny or rather not funny at that moment was seeing An and Tong half-naked carrying James.He was very unwell. All 3 of us were terrified.He mumbled all the way and was shivering. We were so afraid that he might be alcohol overdose.
But heng ar. He's alright after we got him up to An's place. The two dudes were dead tired and this explains why I'm still here updating. Cause the dudes have all slept!! I have no space left! Argh.Damn it. I've got to sleep on the floor.
What a day it was for me. Full of ups and downs. Damn it.
Leaving alone here to ponder.First thing later would be calling SIA. I want to accept that job after so much considerations. ARgh.COuld not get them last Thursday and Friday. Pray hard I will be able to get them later. But I'm so afraid that I would miss thier call again cause I;m still awake at this hour!!
When will things run smoother for me? I can't go on more. I will force my way to get it out one day.
Preparing for some sleep soon.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:31 AM :|
Monday, May 01, 2006
alright. One quick update before I get to bed. I'm damn tired today. Had lots of fun.Did enjoyed myself. =) A time to let myself off and relax.
It's Mummy dearest birthday today! As on 1st May. Hence we decided to have a family outing to JB. With my aunt and uncle's family. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! May you be pretty always and wishing you pink of health and may happiness always be with you!
Rowdees had match today. It was a tense one during the first half due to ermmm mistakes and miscommunication or rather lack of communication. Nevertheless, we were in the lead and the end of first half. Just like what Senget always say, WO MEN HENG QIANG!!! I was gun chiong as I was unable to finish watching the entire match. It was 5-4 score when I left for JB.
When Bao updated me, I was so afraid to see the scoreline. But, WE WON!! 7-4 final score. It should be 7-0 instead. But it's ok cause the dudes have tried their best! Playing with exact 12 players for full match. Goals scored by : 2 from An and Is, 1 each from Khia Seng,Tong and Keong (penalty).
Alright, I shall get to bed already. Just back from fishing trip with Jason and Tong. Shall continue part 2 of JB trip and fishing trip. Stay tune.
Good night. I'm dead.
ARGHhh ranted @ 3:21 AM :|