... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> the fav hangout, my fav pose. we were trying to de...
> beware.
> Spiltting Ways
> how much more. how long more.
> surface friendships.
> dead beat. (part 2)
> dead beat. (part 1)
> i'm a serious problematic person.
> I've got it.
> Super Crossroad.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

I Give
Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Final week of holidays. I'm starting up my new life from next week onwards. A new environment of work. I really pray for everything to turn out well. Esp the job scope that would turn out good. Something of what I've expected. =)

Been trying to play real hard this final week of rotting days. It shall be busier days to work on towards the next 2 weeks. Working the day, learning and finishing my driving in the night. Superwoman indeed.

I know I will miss my peeps when the time comes. The time when we used to ROT. Slacking at my place. It would be only weekends or my off days that I look foward to.

Updates.

07th May.Sunday.

The later part was out meeting the couples. What a blub I was with Senget. 5 couples. Can you imagine. Stucked. Headed for 820 dinner.Then Paul joined for Ocha. It was 10ish when we headed for Ben's place. Soccer watching. Tong joined us.

Soccer action at 12 ish. A couple of kukus joined. Hanged out a lil. Thrashed gossips. I have became such a MEAN GIRL. Yup, just like the movie of Lindsay Lohan's. Those bitches gossipping.

It was such a time I know I will miss for a very long time. This is a dramatic year. Changes. Major ones everywhere.We can't stop time, nor stop ourselves from growing up.

Home sweet home at 3 ish after some 7-11 shopping with Tong. Got myself campbells' soup for lunch next day.


08th May.Monday.

Homed the entire day. Chores. Lunched homecooked soup and french toast. Tv and vcd-ed the enitre afternoon. Tong and James came over at later evening. Dinner at my place. Bao and Mond joined awhile and off they went for dinner with Senget,Keong and Felky.

Tv-ed the entire night. I know this would be one the things I will miss most. Rotting days. Nevertheless, I should really move on and know what's for me. I know it's for my own good. I can't play forever. =(

It was 12 ish when the dudes decided to leave. 7-11 and Tong headed home. James and I went to meet up with Alex,An,Paul,Ben,Tet,Kuku and Sharon. Slacked a lil till 1 ish.

Ben's new classic : MEDIUM-WELL DONE.

This whole scene took place at Cafe Cartel, TM. (I was not at the scene, this was narrated.)

Kuku,Paul, Ben,An and Sharon were placing orders. Ben placed his order for a steak.

Server : " How would you like your steak to be served? Medium or Well Done?"

Ben : "Ermmm, which one is nicer ar? "

Server : " This depends on individual preferences actually. "

Ben : " Oh.. Then give me a MEDIUM-WELL DONE lor. "

Server : " .......... hmmm Ok then."

( I bet that the server and the chef handling his order must be blured by Ben's stunt!!! Laughing deeply and thinking what the hell is medium-well done?)

WTH right! This is the kind of stunt that our Ben would have. One and only Ben. Never failed to stun us everyday. Bth. I was rolling when I heard this. Laughing to tears man.

Alright, ending the joke, we've finally got home at 1 ish.


09th May.Tuesday.

Homed the entire day.PMSed in the afternoon. Bth. Argh. Out to get lunch and home to vcd again. Had Into the Blue. All time fav hunk and babe. Paul Walker and Jessica Alba. Woohoo. Then it was out for dinner with my family. Finally I've set the bbq date for Rwds. It might be the last one till a long time comes.

Homed and out again. Met Tong at 7-11. Slacked a lil before An called to meet up for his dinner. Met him at his block and off we headed for 829 to meet Sharon,Charis,Khia Seng and Senget. Tong headed for his friend birthday chalet.

We headed for Ocha. Then slacked by Senget's block.Then it was Chee's idea to go out for night driving. The girls headed home for school the next day. Petrol top up then it was to Changi Village. Not much aguas around this time. Weekdays I supposed. Had the chicken wing from the nasi lemak stall. Hanged out a lil and it was back to Cp at 12 ish.

Bg and Toot joined. 5 of us hanged out till almost 2.30. Had Ben's jokes around. His recollection of stunts. How entertaining it was.

Something's for sure. I had so much to let go. Which direction shall I head after this? After searching an aim in life now? Will time wash away these pain? Will it vanish upon being distracted or will it remain?

I have no idea.

I will take what Life has to offer. However, I will fight for what's mine.

Life don't repeat.

Neverthelss, Life's so unpredictable.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:20 AM :|