... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> hell or heaven.
> Self-deception
> The dudes trying to set the place up with fire.:: ...
> Fire in the hole!! :: Yan ::
> Bao's trying to screw Senget's face for dunno-what...
> I'm trying to screw his ass for being such a bully...
> She is trying to scare him. But he's trying to ign...
> The unfriendly ice cream man siam as Bao is taking...
> Monkey See Monkey Do.:: Yan ::
> rowdees' fortune to have such wonderful girls.:: Y...

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

it has always been.
Sunday, June 04, 2006

Updates for the weekend.

01 Jun.Thursday.

Homed the entire day. Dinner with parents. Had a nice dinner. Simple fav dishes. Back home. Out to meet Tong and James at 10 ish. Heading for Boat Quay again. Met Tet,An and Paul at the bar at 11 ish. Drink, drank,drunk. 4 bottles of Chivas. I was almost there. Puked. Spinning head. Tired.

What's the point? Just to get myself numb. Stupid it was. But it doesn't makes any difference cause it's already damn stupid of me in the first place of commiting myself.

Hanged out till 4 ish waiting for 2 drop dead drunk people to wake up. Tong and Paul. Then cabbed home with Paul and Tet. K.O at 5 ish.


02 Jun.Friday.

Suppose to meet up Ryna. But had a lil hang over. Monday shall be then. Got up finally at 2 ish. Tong called. Heading for my place with James and Keong. Vcd-ed.Slacked. Same routine. Keong headed home for dinner. It was 8 ish when we headed for airport with subway peeps. Sending Chun Kiong's flight.

Met An,Bert,Kuku,Paul at 8 ish and took 34.Met Rykiel and Priscilia at the airport. They had popeyes.Hanged out a lil at the airport and it was cabbing back to cp for soccer.

Same routine. Water purchase. Back to hockey court for some exciting soccer watching with matches againest other teams.

Thanks to those police. Ended at 2 ish. Then it was 7-11 time. Hanged out a lil before heading back at 3 ish.

03 Jun.Saturday.

Got up at 1. chores done. Out to meet Kit and Huijun for Kbox! 5pm Cityhall. Bumped into Vivian and finally met her up at MS food court. Wow. I must go for shopping one day at MS. It's a total makeover. Big and nice place for food and shopping.

Headed for Kbox at 6 and started singing my fav songs. Non stop of Jolin and Rainie. Yvonne and husband joined us an hour later. K all the way till 9pm. Had a ride to Kallang MRT thanks to Vv's friend. They headed for supper while I met up Senget and Alex back to tamp.

Homed first. Had late dinner of the leftover Lor Mai Kai. Out to meet Senget,James and Jason at 7-11. OCH outing. Wth right.Kinda of childish to visit those secondary school kids adventure.But still we went on. Keong,An,Tong,Sharon and Felky joined us later.

Cabbed down at 11 ish. Met Bert,Kuku,Tet and Ah ni. Finally, went in at 12 ish. Woohoo. This time round was exploration of the entire hospital.Damn dark and stains could be tracked. Eerie noises could be heard too. Had an hour of tour inside out. What an experience.

Out at 1 ish. Walked down and head our way for cabs. Back to 844 for 7-11. Hanged out till 2.30am and homed with Jason getting some vcds. He will be having his P-O-P soon.

Last week of HOLIDAYS. Or should I say rotting days.Work's starting Jun 12th. 9-6pm for the first 2 weeks of training. Then it shall be on shift.Looking foward to a new kind of exposure.

Time is running out. I know it's time to let and go. No excuses that I've found to cover myself up.This is not going on anymore. I'm really freaked out and tired over the same shit. Ups and downs. the happiness are what I've pretend to be. I know at times, deep inside, I'm not that happy person I was.

The heart bleed. Non-stop for now.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:11 AM :|