... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Torn.
> EMOTIONAL
> nothing works.
> Cathay Pacific. My bunch of trainees colleagues wi...
> hate goodbyes.
> humans.
> busy working
> the end greets the beginning.
> I HAVE GRADUATED!!!! Goodbye TP.:: Yan ::
> Proud parents of their daughter. =):: Yan ::

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

super screwed
Wednesday, July 05, 2006

damn shit. Today's been a bad day. Or rather should I say it's been damn bad since day 1. Fcuking day it was. Argh!

It's been pretty BUSY for the past few days.Updates shall begin way back on Sat. This was due to the fact of the guys being enlisted soon.

01 Jul 06, Sat.

Work till 6.30pm. Homed and settled down. Bathed and headed out to meet An and Tong. Then to Mac to meet Sharon and bumped into Senget. Hock,James and Jason joined later. After dinner was heading down to Boat Quay for the Ns dude last weekend out.

Had a big crowd for the night with Tong,An,Ben,James,Jason,Paul,Tet,Kuku,Alex,Hock,Sharon with Chris and Stacie. The usual suspect getting drunk and finish our last drink at 2 ish. Mac again for a lil while before heading home in different cabs at 4.

02 Jul 06, Sun.

Requested to go home early at 5pm. Homed early. Settled down with chores then meeting up with Peg for dinner. Then it was slacking as usual by the park with Tong joining us. then it was the usual soccer time at 10.30. Hanged out till wee hours by 7-11 after some chats.

03 Jul 06, Mon.

Work as usual. Back to Tamp to meet Senget,Keong and Felky to head for subway dinner. Met Tong,Khia Seng,Charis and Sharon at cv. Chris joined later too. Hanging out at subway recollects memories. Waited for Ben to knock off and headed for Chris' place to mahjong. Won 10 bucks and it was only almost 5am that we headed home.

04 Jul 06, Tues.

Got up reluctantly to work. Met Ryna and cabbed to work. Had transfer desk with her and hanged out the enitre day. Haha. Knocked off at 7 and back to meet Tong,Mond,Keong,Senget,Felky and Bao for dinner at 820. Ocha was next then to Felky's place for Senget's haircut.

Then down to meet up with the rest for soccer at 11. Charis even brought her sis' new dog,Fluffy, down to the park.Hanged out till 2 ish at 7-11 and headed home.

05 Jul 06, Wed.

Work late till 7.30pm. Homed and dinner. Then it was out meeting Ah Ni,Ben,Tong and James as the dudes were having soccer. Keong,Hock,Khia Seng and Charis joined a lil later. Then off we headed to get Fluffy and back to the park.

Hanged out till 2 ish and headed home after soccer. No work for the next day, self-declared.

Alright, it's been busy week for me. Hmm or should I put in the way that lots of changes will be coming our way. There's pretty much nothing I can do about it and live with it. It takes time. It maybe short or it might take a longer time.

But whatever it is, I'm trying to move on strong. Somehow, there are things kept inside better left unsaid. Kinda of sick and tired of certain stuff that has been going for quite awhile. Forgetting it would be the best solution to this situation.

At times, friendships could be harder to let go compared to relationships. Breaking clean comes easy for relationship but it might not be for the case of friendship. To each individuals, definations meant differently. For my case, it is harder to break clean from friendships.

No matter what it is, there's still a long way ahead. I might not find them in the near future, but I hope this would be kept with me for a long time. Nothing goes on forever.
I've learnt to put things behind me and start anew. Somewhere it will take me to the next destination.

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:36 PM :|