... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
words cant express how i am now. i dont even know what am i living through this nightmare vthat came out of nowhere.
has reality set in between that cause this change?? i wan to know the reason, yet i have no right nor courage to do so. it's going to potray how silly i look by asking. cause actions have clearly spoken for the doings.
this is living hell. gone in the wind, left behind were memories to weep for.
nothing's right or wrong, i only have my ownself to blame. it's too late to realise it's real for life this time round.
dont even bother talking to me. soul-less.
p/s: the waiting goes on though it's not turning back.it's pain.
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:18 PM :|
Monday, April 23, 2007
how "ENJOYABLE" this week it have been.
to sum up.
20apr.Fri.
Lunch with ks,charis and james. mj at charis' place. dinner with ks,charis and hock. soccer at 10pm. homed early at 1ish thanks to the police.
21apr.Sat.
went ICA with mummy and bro. queue for 2 solid hours. got his passport done. bugis with mummy. bg joined. headed to ms while mom went home mj. met an and sharon at ms,dinner at hkg cafe and town meeting tet,jason and tong.
went shopping with sharon while the dudes went playing billard. head down to boat quay for a drink. went to this pub music heritage. so so atmosphere. alex and lania joined. spent time chatting instead of drinking.
it was a bad night. should i just say it's a bad phase moving on??
cabbed home at 2 ish with jason and tong. match the next morning.
22apr.Sun.
league match went on. rwds won 6-2 to wandering wanderers. final match to go. that'e the end of the league. hope that we are not on the bottom half.
lunched at 844 with the bunch. homed for everyone. some went for settlers but i gave it a pass thanks to being so broke. instead, went to mond's place to meet bao. hanged out and shared sorrows. thanks to both. =)
out to dinner with my bro,jason,tong,an,sharon,ks and charis. 828 for western dinner.ocha was next. the usuals went for book in. keong,hock,felky and ej joined for ocha. fai came along later and as making hell of noise and laughter with his JOKES. bth.
went to 828 for the 2nd half of chelsea match up. sian, they did not manage to close up the points. the game remained draw. homed at 10.30 after the match.
23apr.Mon.
just came back from work. damn tired. will be taking nap. i dunno what's in for me after the past week. living nightmare!
Struggling. time's telling me not to waste any further. time to move on.
but
i just cant let go of the past that's why it's so tough.
soon, this place will be empty. no more fond memories of this chapter. so, what's next?? i am looking forward. in the meantime, i'm not in the best of moods.
ARGHhh ranted @ 1:31 PM :|
Monday, April 16, 2007
this place here has turned into a cold palace. so does my memories.
been so damn lazy to blog. why? no idea. the passion of penning down thoughts and memories have gone far. should i just say that there is not much of happy moments that i wish to keep as part of memory.
it came silently so does it leave silently.if it is,then take away everything, don't turn back.
updates.
10apr.tues.
went down to little india with CX peeps for dinner gathering and it's great hanging out though. just that the curry dinner was expensive la. enjoyed the time but not much on the food.
aftermath was mj at linda's place with charmaine,sharmaine and liyan. thank god i'm off the next day. mj till 3 ish and won 19 bucks.phew. cabbed home with charmaines.
11apr.wed.
town with ryna in the morning. lunched and jalan a lil while till 2 ish. homed at 3 ish.chores and nap. james came over for gaming.out for dinner with hock and 844. ocha was next then back to cp. fai,bert and hock were in for a jog.
ks,charis,ej,sharon joined for slacking. the rest headed for supper at 11 ish while i head home to sleep for morning shift the next day.
12apr.thurs.
home after work. chores and napped till evening. dinner then out to meet james,hock and sharon. going down to 'the clinic' to see what's the club like and with free entry thanks to sharon's friend's friend.
cabbed down and finally reached at 10 ish. it looked kinda of interesting from the outside. but the moment we went in, it was so disappointing! music was trance, and the place is damn small. wasted money to buy their drinks. hang out like only barely 30 mins and we went out!
sharon hop club to double o with her friends while we remain at mac for supper. back home on the dot at 12am. never been so guai before on a night to club.
13apr.fri.
home after work. out again for dinner and ocha meet up. soccer was next at 10 ish. home at 12 ish. working morning the next day.
14apr.sat.
homed and napped. out to dinner with parents. drove to toa payoh to have cod fish dinner. drove back home and out for ocha. met hock,alex,ks,mond,bao and charis. an and sharon joined us after their movie.
slacked till 12 ish at pineapple and all of us head home. match the necxt day.
15apr.sun.
got up early and went down to the cc field. lost the match again. somemore to those guys. but it was fun though making so much irritating noise.
after match was lunch at food palace. then mj at my place after settling down. james,tong,mond,ks,charis and bao came at 3 ish. mj till 6 and hanged out till 6.30pm and head out for dinner.
827's the place. ocha was next,meeting senget and chee as well. hock,keong,felky,sharon and ej joined. home at 9 ish. chores and settled down. out again to meet ks for match watching at chee's place. chelsea vs blackburn. chealsea won and it's finals with man utd for FA cup. hope this time round there' treble fight between the both teams.haha
homed at 2 ish.
16apr.mon.
met hock,ks and charis for dinner after work. had ljs. jalan around and hock got himself a pair of new levis jeans. rich guy. hang out at haagen daz as the couple having ice cream. homed at 10 and now, feeling tired and sleeping soon.
habits does change.
nothing in this world always remains the same. this is how bad i took it.
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:48 PM :|
Sunday, April 08, 2007
super high and great concert. =)
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:16 PM :|
Saturday, April 07, 2007
okay. i'm too busy and too lazy to update. we shall start from.....i can't even remember the dates!!last weekend. pretty routined. soccer night on friday. saturday was the best. i get to drive on my own!! hee all thanks to chee, who was courageous to put his dad's car under my drive.
met him after work at 2.30pm at expo as he was working. hence, to save the parking fee which was like a bomb, hence he put the car under my care to save parking fees. woohoo! it was the first time after such a long time since i've got my license that i drove solo. hee.
drove to punggol to pick peg up then homed. my parking was like damn lousy la, but still manage to park the car proper. PROUD.
rest a lil then james,tong,mond came for mahjong. lost 10 bucks all thanks to my stunt. after mj was heading for tet's 21st birthday party. changed and drove mond,senget,bao and peg to simei. the rest cabbed.
most of the rwds were there already. hanged out and catch up with a couple of familiar faces. clubbing plans was next. hence after cake cutting ceromany, drove bg,mond,bao and peg back for clothes changing, while peg and bao head home.
drove back to expo to pick chee up and return the car after topping up the petrol. like sua ku like that as it was like my first time topping up the petrol myself.hahahas.
chee drove us back to simei to meet the rest of the dudes up for clubbing. head down for OBAR. had problems into the club due to age again. not myself of cause. but luckily we managed to get in after some discussion with the management.
partyyyy time! lots of us. rwds included tong,mond,hock,james,jason,senget,alex with bg and kuku. kian heng and sis, lawson and gang. as usual, tet was drunk after a few rounds of drinking. it was tired though for the guys to take care of him.
finally, after almost half an hour of letting them calm down, we headed home our own ways. back with hock,senget and mond.
match next day. tamp central cc field. got up so late that i almost missed the match. went down only after midway through halftime. no girls present but only me. lost the match 4-2 to ecp. weather was rather cold and wet.
took their time to settle down and head for lunch at 844. tong,james and senget came over to slack and game at 3 ish. hanged out till 7 ish and met mond,keong,chee,bao,ej and felky for dinner and ocha. then the dudes went for book in.
home early with bro. rest well for work the next day.
it's all BS can. who doesn't BS. but this time round it was you whom started all these BS. so, don't come blaming me for giving you no chance then. *****.
then slog through the week.
this weekend.
05apr.thurs.
tong and james came over at 6 ish for dinner and hang out. then soccer time for the dudes.hanged out till 2 ish and head home first. MONEY is always a sensitive issue. with money, one can see one's thoughts clearly. at times, i felt like a bitch doing things like that. bitch begger though.
06apr.friday.
good friday. worked till 3 and headed home to catch some sleep before ben's 21st bday bbq. met at 6.30pm for cabbing. tong,mond,bert,hock,senget,bao,peg,charis and myself went to ntuc to get some ice before heading down.
was among the first to reach. kukus were there already. it was makan and makan and makan the entire night.
home at 2 ish and talked a lil before going to bed at 3 ish.
07apr.sat.
woke up.chores. then stay home rest till it's time for jolin's concert!! was feeling kinda of SIANed. didn't know where this "sian" feeling came about. but i was. peg met me at my place. tm for dinner then jalan a lil while and cab down to indoor stadium.
we were super early. 7.15pm only can. waited for almost an hour before the concert explode at 8.30pm.
damn high! as usuals. the songs and the dance moves. jolin was damn great. a worthwhile concert from the beginning till the end. bonus was the performace by energy. =)
concert ended at 10.30pm. whole 2 hours of nonstop highness! Best concerts i've been!
cabbed back to senget's place as mond,tong,ks,hock,charis and ej were there for soccer watching.hanged out till 2 ish after man utd's match. chelsea's 3 points gap if i'm not wrong.haha.
homed. yakked till 3.30am before i went to sleep. waking up early the next morning.
08apr.Sun.
rwds match vs newton heath at cc field. damn freaking hot weather. was in the sun for almost the entire match~! heng ar, we won. or else it would be damn shagg.2-1 final score. heros for the day, senget and alex.
afermath was lunch at food palace. homed at 12.30pm. settled down and chores. then mj at 3.30. tong,james,mond,alex,hock and bao came over. what a game of mj. damn noisy with alex around but entertainment nonstop! can't stand him at times ar but laughter and distractions non stop. hahas.
game ended at 6 and makan pizza for dinner. had 2 slices which i think it's enough and super sinful le. hand made sushi thanks to the special request by tong. better this time but shall improve again. tv-ed chn54 and was laughing like mad people. damn funny it was , the jacky wu show.it's good to laugh all my problems out though. hahas. mad le.
senget and tong headed for book in. then it was ocha for the rest of us at 8ish. met ks and charis. ks injured his wrist and mild fractured! argh! another player out for the whole league i guess. get well soon!!
hanged out till 10 and walked home. okay. now it's time to end this super long long long post. pictures time!!
no matter what i did, nothing will change.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:25 PM :|