`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
it's sweet and nice, ultimately feeling belonged when this happens. but, someone told me this, MISERY comes with it and it's the aftermath.
so damn true.
what's the most important thing at the end of each day, it's to know that the thing's still alive. contradicting as always, i would want more.
more to consider being happy. but what's now seems good and nothing more to ask for.
not the name i wanna hear of ultimately. it makes me unhappy, insecure and uneasy. not knowing what's coming ahead this time round.
always said : LET NATURE TAKES ITS COURSE.
trying damn hard to, but just how?
when i finally walk out this door, will my true happy-ness be here? or have i just lost it?
I have no fucking idea. i cant decide.cause its not my decision, have no courage to face it. so now, am i happy or am i sad/worried for what has happened, or going to happen?
looking back, i'm better off now cause i still know i have it with me. this is happy-ness.
yet MISERABLE.