... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
okay, now i forgot where did i last stop. oh ya the project days are over. but final submission will be 14th Nov, which leave me with whole of next week to complete. pray hard everything will be well for this MDP submission. =)
updates.
25Oct. Thurs.
went out at 12 ish, cabbed down with darling Ryna to meet up Yuling for airport lunch. my fav hang out place, Changi Airport Terminal 1 !! haha. i just love planes. =) went down to the usual favourite canteen for good food. my fav japanese salmon rice, rojak and char kway tiao.
hanged out till 3 ish after going up to CX counter, the once so familiar Row 8! Ry and my expression went " Arhhhh!!" when we saw familiar faces like our fav supervisor Shiow Li, colleagues like Mercy, Azean, Min, Farra, Nadia and Karen. haha. Missed CX too much le la.
The Cathay Pacific usual Red/Purple uniforms, lanyard, airport pass with our mini "bible". MISS THEM SO...!
after yuling report for work at 3 ish, ry and i took 27 back to TM, our usual hangout during TP days. haha. got a few stuffs and headed back in cab again, thanks to Ry. what else la. big thanks!
dinner with parents and home for the night.
26Oct.Fri.
soccer night usuals. hanged out till 2 ish after supper at prata shop. then home sweet home.
27Oct.Sat.
home the enitre day, out to AMK hub with parents, dinner and back to ben's place for mj session with qa,ben,mond and sharon. hock came up to watch soccer too. the game ended at 3 ish, out for mac breakfast. home at 5 ish, but KO-ed at 7am. hahaha, my dark rings are getting darker and darker as days goes by. damn.
28Oct.Sun.
spent my whole day home, slacking and spend time by myself. suppose to meet up with bao and peg for haagen daz. but too bad bao cant make it cause of her tooth, so next trip. home the entire night, and out to meet up with kuku,qa and sharon for ocha. mond joined, went to prime mart and slacked by qa's blk till 10 ish and home.
29Oct Mon & 30 Oct Tues.
back to school for both days. OMD lessons and preparing for exams le. WORRY like hell. must pass at least. pray hard la.
31 Oct. Wed.
no school today. home doing bits and pieces of MDP, slack and out for dinner. tong and senget are back in town, safely but w/o our slippers. sobs, but at least we do get a bar of aussie chocolate and nougats. but SENGET made us so disappointed la. cause we are not ermmm....someone, haha. ok we forgive you cause we understand.
HOW understanding we are right??? somemore still got worried for him when he emailed us saying that he went to bump into the tree in his tank. AIYO! but still, he redeemed himself by buying all of us expensive chocolates and nougats together with tong. thanks guys!
the "HEAVEN" chocolate and nougats that took a flight all the way from Brisbane, Australia.
met up at 8 ish with tong,dai,qa and sharon to slack. keong,felky and ej joined. shared their aussie story, which is not exciting as compared to their previous trip. but still enojyed listening to their stories though. haha. crapped the night through till 10 ish when it started to pour a few drops so we bid goodbyes and head home.
so that's all folks! shall update when i have the time cause hell will break loose tomorrow, once MDP project is getting on-the-go after seeing my lecturer tomorrow. WISH ME LUCK.
Finally bought a GUESS watch with my 21st Bday voucher, thanks to RWDS and major shareholder. My lappy thanks to Daddy, I will die w/o him. =)
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:58 PM :|
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Pizza Hut 20102007. FEAST!! FOOD!! FATS!! haha.
people take my feedback form seriously, they should. took me 15 mins to write that piece of paper ok. food's gone by the time i complete my words. damn! 
that guy is always trying to be funny; that's BEN, the stupid. oooops!
the happy man with his surprise present. BIG SMILE, can tell.
the culprit of the night that got the bday boy dead.
hock :"not bright enough la!"
keong,alex: "what you expect,tong the bright boy not here la..."
stunts before receiving his presents. that's the price to pay.
have no idea why BEN stunts himself too, when it's not a requirement. lol.
the HAPPIEST birthday boy with the biggest surprise.
BIG SMILES, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HOCK!
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:18 PM :|
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
24 hours one day, not enough. damn, been busy with clearing CB and MDP projects. what else. both deadlines are behind on another, then got to chiong like mad. Thanks to my lazyness, i usually produce so-so quality when deadlines are that tight.
i'm damn disappointed with my results on yesterday's CB mid sem test. 38/70. super lousy right, blame on my lazyness, did not put in my best effort. now, it's time to wake up and pull my socks up for exams. aiming for credits at least, seems tough though. =(
alright, updates over the weekend.
19oct. Fri.
usual soccer night at central park. hanged out till 2 ish after soccer. went to prata shop with ben, mond,jason,qa,fai,hock and dai. after supper was slacking at qa's block with jason and dai while waiting for sharon to join us. then, home sweet home.
20oct.Sat.
home the entire afternoon, trying to clear chores and prepare last min stuffs for hock's bday. peg joined me at place. then, went to pick up hock's bday cake,met ej and head off for tm. went pizza hut to get our seats reserved. thanks to the crew who is nice enough and willing to help the 19 of us get seats.
it was jalan jalan with bg,qa and sharon while waiting for the rest to join us at 6.45pm for dinner. attendance was good. ben,mond,james,hock,chee,qa,alex,jason,fai,ks,bg,dai,matoot,peg,ej,charis,sharon,mf and myself. 19 in total. minus those in australia, brunei and working!
had a great meal, thanks to birthday boy-to-be TEO HOCK ANG! hahaha, boss of the night. pictures shall be up, always say but never, thanks to forgetfulness.
aftermath, it was movie time, had Brothers by andy lau,eason chan and the rest i dont know the names. haha. okay la, not a bad plot, just that andy lau is not the main lead. haha, or else it would be better! movie minus chee,fai,jason and ej.
at 11 ish, all of us head back to cp, awaiting the gordon bleu drinking session, thanks to the bday boy-to-be. hence, peg and i headed back to my place to pick up the cake and his surprise bday present. hahaha.
it's my first time doing such thing for my liquor buddy la, telling a white lie but it was a good surprise for him though. never get to see him smile like that, so big a smile on his face the moment he saw the card from his beloved, with the pillow we have made for him. happy man he was. =)
then, it was cake cutting, gordon bleu shot drinking and high through the night at fitness corner. drinking session went on and on till 3 ish, when we finished the gordon bleu and my jim beam. had a great night.
21Oct.Sun.
was home the whole day, studying for CB test. so last min, no wonder i did not manage to do well for the test next day. deserved it. damn!
guess what, senget actually took the effort to update us with his whereabouts in australia for the past week. he had a minor accident by banging his tank into a tree. no worries, he's alright, just with a swollen and bleeding nose. time flies, and they will be back fast, next thurs' morning flight. fly back safely, hopefuly with presents! hahaha.
back to updates, bao and mond came by and off we went for dinner, meeting qa and sharon for 802. james and bro joined soon. makan and off to ocha with bert joining. hanged out till 9 ish and head home for more revision and early night.
22Oct.Mon.
had a bad day, thanks to myself. cb test, did not do well. had long day with mdp lessons in the afternoon as well. btw, tong called at 4pm local time. haha, thanks to the brilliant reception, the line was cut off as soon as he hello-ed. wth. manage to hear him grumble about going outfields and stuffs, so hoping that everything's alright for the both of them.
finally, head home after class, mugging on MDP project and presentation preparation.
23Oct.Tues.
One down, one more to go for tomorrow! had MDP presentation then it was home as soon as it's over. back home to mug on CB presentation preparation. and now, am done with it, finishing this post and off to bed! got to get up at 7.15am so i'm left with 6 hrs of sleep.
promised to upload pictures. YES I WILL!
Hectic i may be, but good. =)
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:04 AM :|
Sunday, October 21, 2007
终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己
能为自己
呼吸一口
不为你活的呼吸
为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景
一开始你就准备好
最后一集你抽身的干净
成全了你也就是我
成全自己最后最美的期许
那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是遗憾的天地
不该继续叹息
再次深深呼吸
为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天会有新的剧情会
有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你
终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己能为自己呼吸一口
我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景
女孩眼中他的背影
ARGHhh ranted @ 6:40 PM :|
Thursday, October 18, 2007
i should be sleeping by now. but why am i still here?
thanks to myself. things came hunting me down. out of a sudden. bad bad bad.
alright, now it's time to sleep, or else i will be super dead. haiz, sian la, projects and projects to come. i only want to enjoy sat for hock's bday celebration!
CB lesson tmr morning at 10am, i'm left with 6 hrs of sleep which is not enough. project meeting after class, presentation preparation to be done by 10pm and final compilation to be done.
WHY IS IT STILL NEVER ENDING???
not in the best moods. damn!
ARGHhh ranted @ 1:48 AM :|
蔡依林 - 非卖品
当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着]
情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了
结局已揭晓了
后来当朋友
你我也只是顺手
殉难着好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱
还在颤栗着
我明白的
只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的
我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖
到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻
受了伤当残币留下
保重的坚强
笑得那么自然
悲伤也放进橱窗
爱没有答案
再倔强 再不分
到最后被看穿
一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不想转过身
不必回头地承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂....
its unspeakable differencefrom then and now. it is.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:52 AM :|
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
lots asked this question: " Why in the world did you stop your blog? "
the only answer i had :" I don't know leh, just dont have the motivation to blog, and have nothing to blog about my life."
that was it, barely 2 weeks, i was in the midst of searching for MS YEOW WEN YAN back. somehow, i managed to find her. And yes, she is back.
it took her so damn hard and damn long to figure things out which was all so simple, straightforward and right infront of her. took her this much to realise and accept the facts in her life, the wrong and hard things that is happening on her. her stubborness almost got herself killed by those harmful things. she thought, she assumed and now, she's all wrong. that's the price to pay for trusting someone more than yourself.
there are still bits and pieces of hopes lying around, but one day, giving her time, it will all be gone. yeap, letting loose of those days she no longer have, no longer enjoyed and it wil be part of her memory bank.
that is, memories ; her source of pain.
okay, lots to realise at this point of time. but life's been picking up, minus the fact of overloading projects and test coming up next monday!! omg, die die die.
but one happy thing, Daddy bought me this laptop!! ( cause i'm blogging with it what..) haha. cost SGD $1999, with all in package thingy, worthwhile for a high specs laptop in the current market. not that my Daddy is printing money, but something known as credit card installments.
some major events for the past 2 weeks since I've been missing.
1. celebrated Fai's 21st Birthday on 7th oct sun, surprised party from Meifang and we are part of the BIG surprise. haha. celebrated Daddy's Bday dinner at CV,my treat!
2. celebrated bro's 14th Bday at central park with the dudes on 12th Oct, fri night soccer. he kenna tortured by rwds, what a birthday present. poor bro, but had fun for him.
3. senget and tong departed for Rockhampton, Australia for army training at some place named Wallaby. they will be back 16 days later on 1st Nov. Paul just left hours ago to Brunei for army training, back on 4th Nov.
4. been super stressed and busy with projects.
so, will be kept busy till next wednesday, til all projects and mid sem tests are over. then 2 days straight off, with no classes for me. haha, super looking forward to that, i know all BCOM3 students are.
alright, that's a quick "comeback" post. turning in soon, look at the time, almost 0300hrs. got to tucked in or else cant get up on time tomorrow to continue pia-ing my projects. oh good, now i have a temporary bf that is.... MR PROJECTS. =)
p/s: for those whom have paid concern, i do sincerely appreaciate. thanks for those who stood by me, be it the listening ears or companions who met me up for the past 2 weeks. I remembe each and everyone of you.
be back to update on pics!!
stay tune and pls be patient. for now, Good Night.
feeling better, so it shall get better and better and better....!
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:28 AM :|
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
okay. memories have been with me for the past 3 years. hmmmm, the only constant thing in life is CHANGES.
It is inevitable, hence, i shall embark on the next journey in life. a brand 21, a new meaning of life. as for now, the painful process of letting go and taking the first baby step.
3 cheers for me please!!!
Since habits have stopped, i'm lost track of my updates, then so let it go. let this place be filled with only nice and beautiful memories then. i will keep this as a momento, for yrs to come, there will be another one, but this is one and only one. nothing's left for me to carry on.
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ARGHhh ranted @ 12:11 AM :|