... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> goodbyes
> stresssssss!
> stresssssss!
> HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!
> no time to spare.
> the proud biker and his girl. our rounding that t...
> 一直到最后 -- Energy
> insonmia
> what more?
> 胡彦斌 - 一年前

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

revitalised.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

lots asked this question: " Why in the world did you stop your blog? "

the only answer i had :" I don't know leh, just dont have the motivation to blog, and have nothing to blog about my life."

that was it, barely 2 weeks, i was in the midst of searching for MS YEOW WEN YAN back. somehow, i managed to find her. And yes, she is back.

it took her so damn hard and damn long to figure things out which was all so simple, straightforward and right infront of her. took her this much to realise and accept the facts in her life, the wrong and hard things that is happening on her. her stubborness almost got herself killed by those harmful things. she thought, she assumed and now, she's all wrong. that's the price to pay for trusting someone more than yourself.

there are still bits and pieces of hopes lying around, but one day, giving her time, it will all be gone. yeap, letting loose of those days she no longer have, no longer enjoyed and it wil be part of her memory bank.

that is, memories ; her source of pain.

okay, lots to realise at this point of time. but life's been picking up, minus the fact of overloading projects and test coming up next monday!! omg, die die die.

but one happy thing, Daddy bought me this laptop!! ( cause i'm blogging with it what..) haha. cost SGD $1999, with all in package thingy, worthwhile for a high specs laptop in the current market. not that my Daddy is printing money, but something known as credit card installments.

some major events for the past 2 weeks since I've been missing.

1. celebrated Fai's 21st Birthday on 7th oct sun, surprised party from Meifang and we are part of the BIG surprise. haha. celebrated Daddy's Bday dinner at CV,my treat!

2. celebrated bro's 14th Bday at central park with the dudes on 12th Oct, fri night soccer. he kenna tortured by rwds, what a birthday present. poor bro, but had fun for him.

3. senget and tong departed for Rockhampton, Australia for army training at some place named Wallaby. they will be back 16 days later on 1st Nov. Paul just left hours ago to Brunei for army training, back on 4th Nov.

4. been super stressed and busy with projects.

so, will be kept busy till next wednesday, til all projects and mid sem tests are over. then 2 days straight off, with no classes for me. haha, super looking forward to that, i know all BCOM3 students are.

alright, that's a quick "comeback" post. turning in soon, look at the time, almost 0300hrs. got to tucked in or else cant get up on time tomorrow to continue pia-ing my projects. oh good, now i have a temporary bf that is.... MR PROJECTS. =)

p/s: for those whom have paid concern, i do sincerely appreaciate. thanks for those who stood by me, be it the listening ears or companions who met me up for the past 2 weeks. I remembe each and everyone of you.

be back to update on pics!!

stay tune and pls be patient. for now, Good Night.

feeling better, so it shall get better and better and better....!

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:28 AM :|