... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Monday, April 28, 2008
i used to trust my friends, especially those whom i'm close with, best with and talk everything under the world. but now, it seems like this need a second thought, about be able to trust certain people and not all of them. not trying to be sexist here, but after being through the shit for the past 2 months, no men should be trusted 100%. maybe 50%?
endless lies.
well, it has been boring 2 days, getting errands done though. 7 more days till tong and senget are back from taiwan! can't wait can't wait. i need my social life back badly, after being MIA-ing for exams and projects for the past 2 months. anyone for supper, drink or clubbing? please call or sms me! LOLs. need the party-hard-like-there's-no-tomorrow to enjoy and relax, badly.
my poor N6500s is in for servicing and blur me, fancy forgetting to copy all my contacts back to SIM card. thanks to the smart ass brother of mine, suggested to call back and stop them in time. so i'm making another trip down to copy the contacts back to my SIM card. heng ar!
as for now, i'm tooooo freeeeee that i've no idea what else to do except for being online, trying to find online stuffs to watch. finished gossip girl and i'm left with nothing to watch! argh. i'm seriously deprived of colours in my life. yes i am.
colour my life please.
ARGHhh ranted @ 9:12 PM :|
Sunday, April 27, 2008
nothing is the same. it never did, things never work out.
things could have been better if it all did not happen.
i thought i could, but i've failed.
so maybe, just stay away.
why does emotions fluctuate out of nowhere?
jealous? envy? yup most probably.
there's this area i've landed myself in.
the grey area.
i'm just some cheap slut from your neighbourhood.
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:31 PM :|
yes, exams are over!!!! woohoooooo! party time! =)
but first things first, my ST paper sucks. or should i put it this way, i've screwed up my own paper. never had this strong gut feel that i will fail a paper the moment i'm penning down my answers because, i dont even know what the fuck the question is asking! even though there's like 2 pieces of notes i've spent whole 2 days of last week to prepare, it didn't turn out to be very helpful either, but the very least, i get to write down definitions for my paper without having to memorise.
alright, partyyyyy plans ahead. this friday butter factory, next wed zouk ladies' night. now i've to think of a way to save up for all these partying which burns a big hole in my pocket. enjoying every bit of freedom now, yet this is a boring sunday afternoon at home. LAZY to get out on this hot weather though.
well, had a great night at mid summer night breeze with Kit. My VF lao da's darn sweet, fancy buying me a belated 21st bday present from body shop. the Aqua Lily range of EDT and shower gel which smells damn nice la. Big thanks, love it. anyway, the night was spent munching good food and beer. chilling by the beach has been my love now. a night of sorrows and happenings to be shared with, the serenity has never been so peace before.
there should always be a cease to every stupid things done. endless times when we, as humans, remind ourselves to let go this and that blah blah blah. but, when's the real time when we have really let it go and moved on, without looking back? it's always so easy to spell that in words, never putting them in action. well, it's just a rule of the game. it's all about risk. i've began to taste the life of scandals, which is no where fun at all. consequences comes in the package of fun. so big welcome to the club. =)
okay, back to updates.
after the pouring session after so long, we drove to downtown east for mac breakfast and its amazing to see Kit, being able to finish that hotcakes breakfast all by herself after the supper. wahaha. we called it off the night after some grocery shopping near her friend's place and send her back. hit home at almost 6am. it's been such a long time, home at wee hours.
alone, in the car on the highway. that's the best way to feel now.
and i can't get enough of Gossip Girl, when's season 2 out???
some answers are never meant to be found.
ARGHhh ranted @ 4:49 PM :|
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
yes, it appeared on my mobile phone.
caught unexpectedly, in dismay.
was walking home, thinking it couldn't have been the person i was expecting all month long.
but it was.
short conversation, implies nothing.
while he's on his way having his own fun.
for me, discarding the thoughts that should have never appear at this critical moment.
the moment of truth at a critical time.
how great it is huh.
1 down, 2 more to go.
no more him to affect me.
jerks.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:37 AM :|
Saturday, April 19, 2008
curtains fall,
applause,
take a bow,
what a show.
the beautiful memory lies deep down.
ARGHhh ranted @ 1:05 AM :|
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Orchard One Day Tour
12 april 2008.
various weird tourists spotted along orchard rd.
1. STUNTED tourist Siew.
2. PAI KIA tourist Teo.
3. CONFUSED tourist Lua.
4. SHOP-TILL-SIAO tourist Yeow. 
5. TRYING-TO-ACT-DEMURE tourist Soriano.
6. SUA KU tourist Lee.
7.LOUD tourist Lua.
cam-whoring begins!
live up to the pose for life.
mugshotssssss. we squeezeeed! 
ms soriano "hello, excuse me, how to go far east huh?"
finally, the bunch of weird tourists end their eccentric behaviour.
BAH!
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:36 PM :|
LADIES WILD NIGHT @ OBAR.
11 April 2008
let the party begin!
WORK HARD, PARTY HARDER!!!
the night gone wild for bcom 3 party girls.
live up to life =) woohooo!
girls gone wild, doing their thing.
Tipsy, High, Wild and that's PARTYINGGG!
more to come after exams. real soon!
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:20 PM :|
Saturday, April 12, 2008
woohooo was the word to kick off my last weekend before getting down to mugging for exams. had a day which was missing in action for a long time.
went out for KTV session, meeting ej and ben, took 69, meeting senget,tong,steph and chen'er for chai chee cc. ben went to get his dvd player first while we went ahead for our session scheduled at 2pm. blasting 5 hrs of singing, crapping and 38-ing. we just cant sing seriously with crappy people around such as chuck norris. he just have to spoil my song.
aftermath, dinner at 85, took a walk there and had another sinful dinner. headed back to tamp while the rest prepared for friday night soccer, and myself home to prepare for dbl O with the girls.
cabbed down to punggol and hougang to pick peg and winnie up and off to dbl O. waited for charlotte and kamini to arrive and yes, in no time, we are in Obar, getting ourselves drinks and partyyyy! Obar's filled with army boys, as if the entire SAF was there. that explains the kinda of fun around with the girls around too. yes, just in need of one such club dose after the month long of project stress and probably a boost to get myself to mug. party those shit away!!!
another clubbing dose lined up 2 weeks later, after exams and one more with rwds soon. =)
i admit, the dose is getting on me. alcohol overdose maybe.
alright, today's the final day for enjoyment, heading out to bugis and chinatown and a maybe gay pub session tonight. whatever it is, i work hard, play hard.
photossssss!
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:09 PM :|
Thursday, April 10, 2008
yes, i'm bored now. though i have exams to be worried for, i'm nowhere in the mood to start mugging. no sense of urgency this time round. i'm not surprised at all if i dont fair well.
hmmm, i'm bored now, would anyone ask me out please??? hahas. waiting for tong and ej to head back tamp and slack. i'm beginning to suspect if i have alcohol abuse syndrome. been drinking almost every alternate nights. what's more, it's dbl O tmr night. drink to my heart's content! whatever it takes, just partyyyy!
well, went 85 for late night supper with tong,senget and ej last night. met at 11 and took the 2nd last bus no 69 with senget missing our bus, thanks to miscommunication between the guys. how can this be happening to army guys like them? stunted. anyway, we manage to meet up at bedok bus stop and headed for our supper. bumped into black,matoot,dai and kelvin. saw senget and tong's camp mate, weili too. chatted up a lil while before heading back to tamp at 1 ish.
darn tired. hanged out by cheers till 2 ish.
at least some tired-ness is good, i dont have to think much and head straight to lala land.
i want to go out and chill. don't know why is the chilling thing into me ever since when i get to drive? i missed east coast park, i missed siglap, i missed hong kong cafes, i missed pasir ris park, i missed punggol marina, i missed late nights, i missed the ride.
misery wants company!!!
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:45 PM :|
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
why do all men lie?? why was there a need to lie? don't understand what's there to hold in a relationship, be it friends or love. lie means lied. excuses invalid. speak about trust? just so not encouraging at all.
may this be a sharing season of love and support for people around me, enduring all these shit as i do. the tough times dont last, tough people does.
so girls, pull yourselves together, brave it through.
there's exams to clear and final project submission. can't wait to club this friday. dbl O, be there. =)
misery loves company.
ARGHhh ranted @ 1:00 AM :|
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
it wasn't hope to begin with. so why torment myself with the thoughts that shouldn't have been.
pick myself from where i begin, that's where i shall end.
for all that has been said and done, let it be part of growing up.
yes, that's something i will never forget in life.
cause i still have my life to live.
i did not play by the rule, it's a game i should never have taken on.
its your game, never mine.
you're just the wrong person at the right timing.
stupid, innocent or adolescent depicts this best?
trying to figure it out yet it spells redundancy.
as for now, senses wide awake.
hoped, duped, doned.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:06 AM :|
Monday, April 07, 2008
tears running out in my eyes,
there were no more tears to cry.
every night, this time, i spend time thinking of the impossibility.
i did not knew i took it so hard, took it serious.
you were something that never happened to me.
driving down that road we took,
made me miss you more.
so tell me, is it you or the memories you've instilled in my life
that i can't seem to erase.
the way of saying "HI" wasn't hope, it was just a mere "HI"
one day, you will fade, you will bid goodbye
but at least, you gave me memories that i will never forget.
12022008.
thnks fr th mmrs.
stop hoping, start forgetting.
i'll keep you somewhere, my deepest wishes with you.
emoed, hoped, ended.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:21 AM :|
Sunday, April 06, 2008
05 April 08, Centrepoint/Wisma/Taka/Cineleisure
" TIMBALAND" sales assistant.
Cam whoring begins.......which is the best?
the dudes join in the cam whore fun too.
CAMEO appearance by Ms Soriano. WAHAHAs.
F4? A1? Farenheit? Nope! it's W.E.S.A. lols.
can you tell which watch brand are they advertising for?
some garang guni brand.
last but not least, the bustling streets of orchard road. ARGHhh ranted @ 11:24 PM :|
another weekend gone. exams nearing and yes, i'm done with almost everything of my projects!!!! Final lap - SM Major Project. =) Will be slogging the entire week on SM Major and it would be the last for this trimester. CAN'T WAIT to shake off projects.
to begin my weekend updates.
04 April 08, Friday.
SM presentation of minor report. Crapped the whole presentation through. My babes, Kamini and Winnie cam-whored throughout while other groups were busy presenting.Even Samuel Lee, our lecturer couldn't take it.Hahahas. Anyway, feedback for our report were alright, more improvements needed to achieve better grades. so, it's time to chiong for major report.
after class was home to rest and finish up the last episode of the lame chn 8 drama.darn drama and lame la that it was the essence of the entire show. the purpose is to bring laughters to people and make their day better. as the clock strikes 10, it was time for soccer meet up with fellow rwds. met tong for 844 and joined the rest at pineapple.
the same old routine. chilled and listened to 987fm with "Muttons to Midnight". the DJs sure have darn lame jokes to share.
"Why did the turtle crossed the road?"
Answer : Because the turtle wants to go SHELL station.
LAME!!!! I know, its very duh.
slacked till 1 ish when the guys decided to move over to 7-11. hanged out late till wee hours by my block with tong. really enjoyed the chilling times with different people. just the beer, music and non-stop whinings. =) i thank life for these people in my life.
05 April 08.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AMY dearest!!!!
i did not join in the birthday surprise party as i'm going alone, feeling darn weird and i know she will understand.
therefore, had my own plans instead. out to town with tong,keong and felky, meeting 5 at tamp. took mrt and met alex at eunos to join senget and chener who were at somerset already. had dinner at centrepoint's ljs and yes centrepoint again on a sat, like i didn't had enough of centrepoint during weekdays. hahas.
made hell of noise by ljs, it's the guys vs girls table and non stop laughters.aftermath, ej has to report back for work, while the rest of us went jalan around town. took a sat stroll from centrepoint to wisma, taka and cineleisure till ms lua finishes work. back to tamp at 10 ish.
while keong and felky went up to alex's place for soup feasting, tong and ej came to my place to pick up the car to fetch steph from the airport.
tong couldn't be more excited once steph is back from her bkk trip. hahahas. so, as the great friend i'm, as always to rwds people, ej and i accompanied him in the middle of the night all the way to airport to wait for his gf. anyway, he's lucky to have us with him because steph's flight was delayed for an hour. or else he will be there nagging like mad, "TI TI NIAM!"
i sped my way to pasir ris park after steph made her way out from the belt, hoping that the bar is not close for a chill out. shared her shopping deals and fun with us. smoked, drank and emo-ed.HAHAHA, i know people are wondering what the hell am i emo-ing about. i wonder myself too. yes, contradicting, as always.
there's always this person i've missed and hoped maybe, though knowing the fact that it's not even someone to hope or think of. it has been almost 2 months and things should be coming to an end. however, the gesture of saying "HI" made it almost impossible to die my hopes. it changed my life totally. call it fate.
anyways, thanks to ej,steph and tong for the chilling out. managed to send all of them home in a sober state. i'm a responsible driver you see.
06 April 08. Sun.
got up late and lunched late. mugged on SM major report bit by bit. there's more to mug in the week ahead, trying to complete by friday, so we can all club on friday. thanks to aunty winnie. alright, should be out soon to meet senget for dinner, thanks to tong who came up to ka jiao me, along with ej. back home to mug more on SM later in the night.
AND.... photos to be uploaded soon for the weekend nonsense.
thinking of the shouldn't have explains the never-ending emo. excuses spells the best answer to the questions that i had. once this week is done with, i'm done with.
was it my mind or was it my heart that's crippled?
was it him or was it the memories we had that seemed unforgettable?
malfunctioned at the wrong time.
ARGHhh ranted @ 6:59 PM :|
Thursday, April 03, 2008
there's so much to learn in life.
in the process of learning, the first to be understood - definitions.
make me understand, make me learn.
cause i can't seem to find the right definition on various terms of my life.
COLOUR MY LIFE.
ARGHhh ranted @ 12:33 AM :|
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
some random pictures. =)
at mid summer nite breeze. hoegaarden and us.
more sceneries, fonder memories.
the merlion doing his thing. hahahas. 
the SIN, but its ok to sin cause its heaven! 
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:38 PM :|
thanks to ms lua suet jing, my very first april fools' punked session. yes, you hit me right and left me with the "CHEY!" thing all night long. Hahahahs.
okay, skipped school today because i had late night which ends at 3am? moreover, people came and kajiao me, leaving me with no time to spend time with my sm project. therefore, winnie and i planned to skipped class since law assignment has been done with. yeap, i'm done with minor project, its time for prayers now that everything's on the right track. =)
well well well. yesterday was so not like a monday. immunned to the "mon-fri project" mode, thats why yesterday seemed like a sunday. met senget and ej after class and project meetings. before heading back to tamp, winnie dragged me to wheelock for the pancakes she was talking the whole month long. Cedele serves SUPERB pancakes, deserts and pasta! YUMMY but darn darn darn sinful.
okay, both of us stunt-ed! just like any typical Singporean, we saw the FREE FLOW of self service bread, thinking it was like cafe cartel's style. in the midst of helping ourselves with the bread, winnie pointed out the note on the wall saying " The home made bread is for Cedele customers whom order the HOUSE SPECIALITY SOUPS ONLY." we looked at each other and burst into laughters, feeling so darn freaking pai seh is such a high class place.
feeling damn XIA SUAY already so we quickly took the 2 slices of bread back to our seat that we actually took before realising it was not meant for us as we did order any soup! lesson learnt, not to act like one typical SINGAPOREAN when the magic word "FREE" appears.
after indulging in good food of pancakes, pasta and the chocolate truffle cake, we headed our ways and i'm back to meet with brother chrisjohn and ms lua. then, bumped into bg,james,qa and sharon at tm while brother chrisjohn is feeling rich wanting to change his hp. aftermath was heading home, trying to complete what i'm supposed to.
met up for dinner at 8 ish, with tong and steph joining. hanged out till 11 ish and home. the long continues till 3 ish.
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met the player that left me unforgettable.
my well wishes answered and i shall moved on with mine.
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:19 PM :|