... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> party starts tonight.
> tell me about trust.
> it cound have been.
> FREEDOMMMMM.
> private number.
> take a bow.
> Orchard One Day Tour12 april 2008.various weird to...
> LADIES WILD NIGHT @ OBAR. 11 April 2008 let the pa...
> partyyyyyy!
> i'm bored.
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
02 May 2008, Friday .........
butter factory was not that blast afterall, as compared to OBAR. well, its not whom i went with, but the crowd wasn't something that deem fit our age? so to speak that we are young that stood out of the crowd at butter fac. partied with babes like winnie,nikki and gladys. no doubt its only 4 of us, but it's fun. =) we had our own ways in getting high and the ladies apparently went flat at merely 130hrs! omg. that's like fast.
the ladies went for supper while i went off with j, picked me up and headed off to to thumper. went there to explore and continued drinking. hmmm, not my kinda of club, music and crowd just don't fit my bill. well but it's j and his friend's usual hangout place and anyway since they are the members, w/o the need to pay cover. hahas.
after bio-ing out for preys as what the guys usually do, it was to no avail, hence bid goodbyes with j's friend, headed for a night long story hearing session. hmmmm, i have no idea if this was the right choice. but, there's a much more complicated world out there then what i can ever imagine. if ever i'm the victim, i've only got myself to blame. well, just hoped what was being shared that night were true words, not for the sake of saying. yes, actions speaks louder than words. it does. in the meantime, lots of misses ahead.
03 May 2008, Sat.......
was totally tired when i got home. had only 3 hours of sleep. got up and freshened up, prepared to get out by 5pm for Ironman movie. met ben, took a bus to inter, joined hock and my bro, collected tickets and while waiting, went to collect my hp. NOKIA sucks big time now. i'm one NOKIA fan but now, it really dissapoint me big time! maybe i should just throw away my phone. i'm switching to SE soon, waiting for june to come, it's time to change my phone and mobile service provider!
after the long wait of 45 mins, which i was told it was going to take an estimated 20 mins, i got so totally pissed as i'm running late for movie. peg,sharon and qa joined and 7 of us went in on the dot for the movie. it was nice and funny, 4/5 rating. worth my 10 bucks for such a movie. next, harold and kumar movie on monday. =)
after movie was dinner at century's foodcourt followed by a chill out session at coffeebean with peg, while the rest headed for ben's place, hock booked in. ben's place after peg headed home and mj-ed til wee hours. ko-ed at 0500hrs.
and for now, i'm speechless, just felt nothing but hurt. feeling fucking stupid, pissed and upset. someone i called a friend and a very good one for the past decade. guess what? there wasn't even trust to begin with as from now onwards. maybe, staying away sounds good.
I WAS THE CRAZY BITCH KI SIAO OVER SUCH THINGS. fuck off then. i'm not someone whom you fucking used, then throw away. neither am i someone you called in the middle of the night when you couldn't get someone else. i dont need friends who don't bother and whom don't have the guts to admit things were different and i've got a replacement????
THANKS, but it seriously don't feel good. fucking cannot be bothered already. call yourself a friend? maybe next life.
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:52 PM :|