... Y A N ...
`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
... LOVEs ...
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
... desires ...
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
... inspirations ...
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
... her doings ...
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
... memory lane ...
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...
... BIG Thanks To ...
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Obar Party Picssss - 29th June 2008.
sip sip sip! i'm not a clubber.
we are supposed to be DEMURE aunty!
the-bimbo-pose-taught-by-me. =)
yes, finally a DEMURE one. =)
winnie and kenny just have to be funny. priceless expressions??
dbl O, dbl U.
they just have to be funny and refuse to take nice picture with me.
last but not least, the party people that brought light and laughters to my night.
ARGHhh ranted @ 11:40 PM :|
hello world! alright, sparing some time off now, as i could, away from my assignments to update myself. the hell's coming for the next 2 weeks, with 2 major reports due at the same time. no more partying, not even chill outs i guess. =(
exam's another month away!! or rather study week's a month away!! yan's so dead this time. yes, big trouble for exams.
alright, enough of whinings, quick updates.
26th June 2008. thurs.
had IM test in the morning, aftermath was lunch and discussion with my usuals. shopping at far east with k siao and aunty winnie and k siao have to leave early. hence, spend the entire day with aunty, doing shopping. so happy, getting cheap tops from zara sale! i spend $26.80 on 2 tops and $19 for a black top from isetan. wahahah. the highlight of the trip, free Agnes.B condoms! lols. opppps, sounds like some KIASU-syndrome-kio-sai-aunty. anyway, proud to have conquer 3 outlets, getting myself like 9 condoms? wahahahhaha! the day was blasting and it did made me feel happier. =)
had dinner at hong kong cafe with aunty and headed home at 9 ish. paddlepop with ej till midnight, non-stop whinings.
27-28th June. Fri & Sat.
yes, clubbed for 2 days in a row and i swear its damn tiring! partied and had fun! but saturday was kinda of messed up. yeap, determine from my previous post, i dont wanna repeat the long long long story. well anyway, the weekend party was a blast, it was a booster. thanks to those who made it fun!! lols.
29th June. Sun.
ROWDEES won another match!! too bad i wasn't there. cause i didnt want my presense to interupt. =)someone mention about not wanting to see me, so yeap, i just abide by it. thereafter, met with senget,luas,tong and steph for dinner. bumped into ks and charis, so we makan together at 826. ocha next and senget's place to webcam-whore. lols. home sweeet home thereafter.
as for today, i'm the good girl, staying home the entire day, trying to finish what i'm suppose to. presentation on wed, praying it will go well. thereafter, it shall be IM and AHRP doomsday. =(
now i'm left alone. can anyone hear my cries???
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:12 PM :|
Sunday, June 29, 2008
yes, fucking wide awake at this hour. fucking pissed with no apparent reason?? of all mankind, i must have this thing for MEN. even the one that was once so close and buddy of mine? yes some clear definitions required please. YES THAT WAS ONCE. god can remember when was the last time we could even speak in peace.
i know it was out of concern, or maybe shall we take a step back and think, if it was suppose to be CONCERN in the first place? was is just because of the mere fact he was more anxious about his girlfriend instead? hmmmmm, let me think, i can't help but to doubt. why? because even my buddy, whom i thought he was, dont even fucking trust me for who i am, then tell me, what's FRIENDSHIP then?
NO TRUST NO NOTHING???? thanks for the judgement you gave me. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP for a fucking problem to arise? i was trying all along to appease you, not wanting to add on to the strain to this stressful friendship for the fucking fact that you dont like your girlfriend to hang out with me because we club.
yes, you said i've changed. that's because i've just realised i dont wanna fucking waste my life away. you lead your life, i lead mine. you had a relationship to attend to, but i had none. i dont need your fucking judgement this way.
maybe, you too, should just stay away. stop your nonsense cause this is my fucking LIMIT.
in some way i've disappointed you, but in return, YOU WERE NEVER THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU!!!! FUCKING SELFISH IDIOTIC ASSSSSS!
Friend? PROBABLY NEXT LIFE!!!!
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:08 AM :|
Saturday, June 28, 2008
my deepest condolences towards hock as he has recently lost his dad, in his battling of heart disease for the past month. yes, life's this vunerable. cherish every moment and live with no regrets. one will never know when's their turn. was at Singapore Casket with janice,ah ni,chener,senget and alex. the rest of the dudes joined in the evening due to work.
left early with senget and chener at 5 ish,had their subway dinner and i'm home to prepare myself for obar later in the night with aunty winnie and friends. yes, partied like there's no tomorrow and enjoyed. BIG TIME. met winnie's friends, kaijuan, ivan, kenny and the other one i didnt get her name. lols. towards the end of the night, it was only the 2 winnies with the 2 chaps. partied till 230am, chilled a lil while and headed home. thanks to the "hougang" gang who send me back first.
got up in the noon today, feeling darn tired, but guess what, i'm heading for a second round at obar tonight. hmmmm, never tried clubbing twice in a week and this shall be the first. thanks to that, my pocket's been burnt a big hole! i still have bills to clear, bkk trip to save and i'm broke big time, not forgetting, owe-ing people money. argh!!
but hack, i just wanna party this weekend, from those nonsense that has been bothering for quite some time. thanks to those jerks and bastards out there, i dont feel a single thing right now. in the mean time, probably just stay away.........
OBAR i'm coming!!!
p/s: now i wonder how would i get up tmr for rowdees match. tsk tsk.
ARGHhh ranted @ 9:20 PM :|
Sunday, June 22, 2008
i'm always lost. yes, LOST season XX VI. left confused by surroundings, happennings and the people i've met.
maybe good things never befall on me. NEVER.
where's the light of my life.....
ARGHhh ranted @ 5:13 PM :|
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
frustrating events on-going, all at one go and yes, i'm seriously nowhere near ok. bracing a brave front at home, keeping things i shouldn't have and i'm praying for the best out of it.
THIS IS MENTAL TORTURE!!
yes, though with the valuable lesson learnt, my thoughts never ceased.maybe that conversation should not have taken place. the words dont mean anything, do they? complete bs, complete lies trying to lead me on that's all.
what if it's the worse? what am i going to do???? maybe this time God can't even help me with this, maybe this is what God wants me to learn this scary lesson.
my heart and mind can take no more, its breaking, its snapping and i'm drained!!!!
I'm fucking stressed up.
ARGHhh ranted @ 1:42 AM :|
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I'M FREAKING BUSY WITH TONS OF ASSIGNMENTS!!!!
gosh. 3 different subjects, 3 deadlines, 1 for each subject. this is crazy. i foresee my weekend gone, and i can only have saturday to unwind abit. no partying for the 7 weeks ahead, which means i will miss Obar loads.
well, i know i deserve my party month once i'm done with projects and exams. BANGKOK is what i'm looking forward to, plus non-stop party madness.wahaha.
i don't think i have much time to spare on my updates, but well, it's not that i'm lazy but rather real busy. as predicted, at least 1 deadline each week so the next time i update it might be in 2 weeks time? in the meantime, not much happenings i presumed, with most of my time spend in school with project mates and at home, with my laptop.
last but not least, went to watch Kung Fu Panda with Senget and Hock just last sat. hahas, yes the 3 of us and Hock fell asleeeppp in such a funny show. aftermath was supper at 85 with senget,hock, fai, ah ni and a trip to geylang for rochor tau huay. NICE! took a lil walk around the red light district. SLEAZY, darn sleazy and so not comfortable to be around. if someone says clubs are sleazy, what about those night clubs in red light district??? fucking sleazy? damn.
anyway, that's it for now, i'm heading off to bed after spending 10 hours in front of my lap top getting my assignments done. be back soooonnnnn....!
it seems i've lost track of time, lost track of people i've last seen.
still, you stuck on my head
like a melody
argh.
ARGHhh ranted @ 2:10 AM :|
Sunday, June 01, 2008
yes, indeed, i was the happy girl for the weekend. it was chomp chomp dinner with peg,ryna and alvin, followed by bliss cafe chill out. back to tamp to pick alex up and meet up with luas,hock,ks and senget for 822 prata.
FEAST after stomach flu!!!
ryna darling, BFF no.1.
bliss cafe.saturday was town shopping with amy dearest and i was so satisfied with my 20% off havianas, 30% off junk food tee. =) one word, BRILLIANT! aftermath of shopping spree was siglap to chill at hk cafe and both of us took bus home at midnight. a proud achievement indeed not to spend anymore on cab fares. did not join tong and co for fishing cause i was too tired and decide to spend time with myself at home.
siglap hk cafe supper.
amy, BFF no.2.
my victories!!!! woots!
as for today, went to JB for breakfast or rather brunch,a lil shopping,car wash and petrol. back to pick grandma up in the afternoon and headed for the airport for her flight to Phomh Penh to find my uncle. T1's my favourite place for sure, saw CX peeps azean and karen su. had my favourite salmon fish rice. =)
after bidding goodbyes, went tampines giant for some cheap groceries shopping and see we could find anything cheap to "KIO". yes indeed, we bought 8 items at 33 bucks only. hahas. went macpherson for dinner and had my fav oyster which unexpectedly tasted not bad. oh my, i've sinned so much over the weekend, thanks to all the good food i had! gym anyone?
alright, that's almost about it, cause i'm dead beat continuing more. in the meantime, i'm waiting to finish my work and hit the bed! full throttle lessons for the week, yes, project hell's back!!!!i can't help but wonder....
ARGHhh ranted @ 10:16 PM :|