... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> ILL
> Point of No Return
> Busy Busy Busy Me
> This Girl Never Learns
> 16th Sep 2004 (pt 2)
> *Happy 18* my sweet 18!! so gan dong! keke:: Yan ::
> 16th Sep 2004
> Hours to go...
> ARGH!!
> L.I.F.E

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Jie Mei's 18th BIrthday!
Thursday, September 23, 2004

Happy Birthday to You Happy Birthday to You Happy Birthday to Tian Nee Happy Birthday to You!! Jie Mei!! Happy 18th Birthday! *muacks* it was so bad of me not having the time to spend this big day with you. *sorry!* We will have it tomoro ya?

Alright, enough of my dedication to my beloved Ms Ong, its simply another hectic day for me at school*wat else*? i was stucked in school till six for my marketing presentation stuff tomoro. it was so stupid to be having this last final presentation on the last day of the sem where everyone else had no assignments to finish.well,i will get all these done and over with tomoro and its time for some chilling moments with my fellow rowdees.Planned activities like kfc ultimate meal,pool and of cuz midnite show. it was never ending midnight shows these few weeks with brilliant shows coming up.at least i get get some time off from those stressful school work this weekend.it will be my study week next week!!* exams stressed*praying very veyr hard to do at least passes instead of my top 25%.i do not deserve any top placements anymore this sem.it was a lazy and slack sem i have.i have been lack of motivation and discipline!! this sucks man!

I have been feeling so bad these few days.I have been sneaking out in the nights to play instead of staying home to keep my family company as well as keeping myself on for school work.*sadded* i have been such a letdown these days.i have been naughty.i am not the good girl in mummy's heart anymore.i am so guilty.i really dunno what's got into me.i really hate myself for being such a letdown.there must be something i can do about it.i shall make up time for my family over the weekend. =) this is my goal for the week!

There are simply too much things running through my mind.Its so messy! i am trying to keep the coast clear.People usually won't understand what and why they do things.They usually dunno what they are seeking for in life and knowing what they want.In these circumstances, human makes mistakes and having regrets. Humans are not perfect.No one is.Its normal and alright to make mistakes.but there just some mistakes that cannot be commited in life. One can forgive and forget.One can locked it in the heart.My heart has been broken.Its empty.But there is something that goes with this broken heart, deep feelings and footprint.Its unbreakable.Its locked with it. Its fine for someone to commit a mistake.But once the trust is broken, everything's gone.No matter how long it takes,the shadow will always haunt.Its me nagging with all these philosophy and thoughts again! *argh* simply had no one to talk to understand.this is what my blog is all about. take it or leave it.

*Tong*...there are clouds in you,clear it.i wan to see the Tong i use to see the smiles on him. =)
*Paul*... take care lar! you are so stressed out!
*Peg*.... Teacher peggie...you take care of urself too.I seldom see ya unless its weekend.Miss ya!
*Bao*...HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!! muacks!

oh no!! gonna copy my OB notes before i turn myself in for bed..its time to return JiaHui the notes soon...*beams*ONce again..HAppy Birthday Bao!! =) busy busy busy me....

rwd.26 Yan *i am so ill!*

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:46 PM :|