... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Moody Friday
> Everything is BAD
> I wonder how, I wonder why..
> ms yan with specs again.she is going gaga over tho...
> Bao,An and Me acting cute as usual..Sentosa got us...
> our fun moments posing at Sentosa! I miss those ti...
> Tong,Me,Paul and Mond.In different shades of blue....
> I Love...
> Its all in a MESS
> Pathetic Me

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

I am LONELY
Sunday, October 24, 2004

It's been such luck these days. Sway is the word.Firstly,I got no job.Next,I fared badly for exams.Lastly,I lost 8 bucks on mahjong.Its been such a weekend that i hated so much.The days are jsut so unbearable. =(

Some updates about my Sat..here goes..
1. Woke up late at 12.30. Done up chores.
2.Peg visited me at 4.There came An,Bert,Hock,Qin Yao and Senget.
3.Met Tong,Mond,Ben and Chin Meng for dinner at 827.
4.Slacked the night at Chin Meng's place.
-Mahjong,Winning Eleven,Soccer.
5.Home sweet home.Been through a wacking journey home.Opponent,Tong.I won. =)

I have to lazy today to blog about stuff.Long and long posts.Anyway,I have been through mental tortures for days.Hmm..these days are just so hard to get by.Especially when i am out of job.Stupid Cafe Cartel!! Thought you need stuff urgently?? Am i so not up to it? Damn it. Don't come back begging me when u need me.

It was a lil fun last night,Friday night. The weather's been down with heavy pours these days and it was not suprise that we were caught up in a downpour last night,just as they wanted to start soccer. Paul,Mond,Senget,Tong,Me,Bah Geh and co were all trapped at the hockey court's lil stadium. The rain got so heavy that i was drenched even though i was under shelter. There were lightings that was so terrifying.I will never be the one getting struck by the lightings as I stand "low" among em.*proud*After playing around with all the fightings and walloping,all of us head for 7-11 then it was Ben's place for mahjong. The guys were there for mahjong marathon till this noon as Tong and I headed home first. It was one of the best nights i had this week. =) Having my close ones around me. It was warm,it was fun. *thanks...*

Right now.I am feeling lonely.I can't find the reason not to be.I AM LONELY. Loner. I just need someone to listen to me. No one's here for me. Simply no ONE. *weeps....* Forget it.I will not mention or breath anything anymore. I am wasting my breath.I ain't play any part in any of thier lives. I have decided.

That's almost about it the two days i had.Sunday won't be any better off i guess. So no point praying and hoping.

rwd.26 Yan *only lonely..pmsing..*

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:17 AM :|