... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Its all in a MESS
> Pathetic Me
> 11-0
> Painful Moments
> Question Mark
> Happening
> Ladies' Night
> Confessions
> Ups and Downs
> Something known as LIFE

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

I Love...
Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Finally having a total of 10hours of good,sounded and sweet dreams sleep.No more painful and torturing nights from toothache.I was damn refreshed today. =) I am feeling good.Woke up pretty late today at around one and had lunch home. I was thinking of going for my cartel job interview yet it was still drizzling after the whole night of rain that kept me sounded asleep under my cosy blanket. I hate to get myself out in the rain as it simply spoils my hair.

It was then i received a call from none other than a fella known as Alex.Wondering what good lobang he had for me again..haha.I was then asked over to see his new dog which his brother got it from some owner who desert it.He was cute and good.CAn't remember what breed it was but this doggy is just so guai and good to play with.He was named alpha *cool name..* better than what alex came up with Agua or A Kow..*LC names lo..* Had some time with the new doggy and it was around 4 that Bao came and meet us.The three of us went to Tm for our pastamania dinner.*fav of all time..* It was some tea session over at alex's fav Ya Kun and the 3 of us were betting on fellow rwd members' blood type.*haha* MOst of the guys were blood type A lo.Probably this is why they can get along that well and had the bond in em. It was almost six that we left as he went to get his specs done while bao and I headed home.It was another empty promise fo getting the interview. =( After having a piece of advice from Chee, he said it was not that good to work at Cartel and that explains the reason that Sheena quit it within a month.But, I am still willing to try it out and who knows it might just turn well for me,right? So wish me the best of luck!

After being home for a couple of hours, I went out to meet Tong,Chee,Senget and Mond to return my vcd and slacked at Ocha having some fries and nuggets.Did some catching with them as it was last night of Chee staying at tamp! HE will be in tekong tomorrow! Sure gonna miss this big brother.*all the bez brother!*

It seems that I am enjoying myself to be around with em. I have always love thier company.They made me smile no matter what.I am just lost without some of em.Those who made my life with joy and suprises. The 3 buddies of mine seemed to knock some sense to me last night which i refused to accept and understand.I am sorry.I was selfish.I had to think for you guys but i failed to.I was in total depression having to feel that i have lost all of you.I was feeling so lonely.I really need someone by my side.Probably it seems crazy and no big deal to you,but it meant so much to me.I depended too much on you guys.its always the case.I knew that my dependence will result in posession and I can't afford to lose anyone of you.In love,i have lost it all.I am bankrupt.I can't afford to lose any of mine this time.I do hope that i am being wanted,cherished and kept for.All i need was a shoulder to cry on,an ear for my sorrows and a friend i can share my joyful moments with.Once i had it all, now i am feeling nothing.I was cast away.Where have you guys been?Are you guys there?* hmmm...* I want my friends to be happy when they had my company.I just wanna tell em that I have always love em. I LOVE...my buddies!! All of em.Jie meis and xiong dis.Those who were always with me all along.Be it with me during my ups and downs.I will always remember who are the ones who cared for me.Esp my two beloved jie meis.Peggie and Bao.Not forgetting my papa,Tong.Xiong dis Paul,Keong,Senget,Mond,An,James and Jason.My soulmate cum long time friend,Alex. Though it gets kinda of mushy here but i just want all of em to know they are the ones in my life. I do hope i am something to em in their life.Esp my jie meis and papa.They are the ones i depended most on. I will seriously think over of what is being told and taught last night.Still, I am in the wrong to have made u guys angry.Thanks my fellas!!

By the way, i am still in the midst of thinking on how to deal with those bunch of idiots with filthy mouths and immature minds. Dun be sorry when its my turn to bitch you guys back.i will leave no mercy then. Better fuck off and stop ur shit before i get ur ass. I am serious and you have seriously caught my attention that i wun mind playing this with u. I will let you see what's suppose to be the "provoked" me.Just you stand there and get bitched by me.

Phew.Gonna stop all these here.Its the last time i am going to mention all these. I will get back to my normal life fighting for what's mine.For the sake who still care,those who need me.As for those unwanted shit,get out! I dun need any of em.Its life-threatening. I still wanna live long so dun come around near me.*all these sucks!* Alright...time for me to chiong my vcd of Lindsay Lohan's confessions of a teenage drama queen.Interview tomorrow...god bless.Nitezzz..

rwd.26 Yan * i will get over it..*

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:44 AM :|