`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Its then meeting up with my peeps as usual.Its only weekend i get to see most of them,with all our lives being so different in many perspective.Its been such a bless that we've come this far. =)Activity that we had was soccer watching at Chin Meng's place and dinner was the usual 827.Decided to head down to subway with An and James to accompany Tong and Paul till morning's soccer match at TURF CITY.yeah.you got me,its TURF CITY.
The match was a tough battle.It was one that rwd had long time.Those opponents were like,LOSERS.So what if they are in thier late twenties,affording cars and wives?? They lost to what theycallus at a bunch of kids.Just lose it,LOSERS.We won brillaintly at a scoreline of 3-2.I am damn proud of every rwd player.Salutes guys!! =)
Headed home as i was dead beat after the long night,the morning match.Slept all the way till evening when Tong gave me evening call.Met up soon with Senget,Chee and An for another soccer watching,Singapore vs Indonesia.We won.Not feeling much of whattofeelthatgreat about it,for being not the fan of local soccer scene.It was dvd time with the movie titled Without A Paddle.Its was good,entertaining indeed where we had our laughs.Home sweet home at midnight,thinking it was Monday coming,having term tests on Tuesday and Wednesday.*argh* studying turns me off.Oh god.
POM is tomorrow.Yet i am far from touching my lecture notes,which i much know the consequence that i will jam myself into those chucks of notes tonight.I feel so sleepy into studying at this time of the day,which i rather have it peaceful in the night.I feel no sense of urgency to study for term test at all.Hmmmm.Sigh.The dunnowhatsthatcall syndrome is back again.
I have been penetrating thoughts which i should be kept away from.Those thoughts that will run wild and create trouble.Its really getting disturbing at times to think this way.
For instance,have anyone wonder the real existence of your friend,or any one whom you think you are close to and you might turn out not?
Someone that makes you feel he/she is important that you afraid you will lose it?
Someone you wish to talk to when you are down?
Someone that takes the time to understand your thoughts,your everything?
This is such a question in me which i have no answer to it.It been vexing being not able to think good for myself.Something's wrong somewhere.I can't figure it out.not at all.I felt so much so that i might tear into two between so many parties,considering everyone's feelings or whatsoever.
I am not sure when it will be over,anytime i hope its soon.I seriously need time to get over it.
Anyway,i don't love myself in this way.I am being too much of a eating disorder.Eating non-stop when i am too fat to be true.I seriously need a crush diet to look better,to feel healthier.It will be time to cut off all fat food supplies and start out a much healthier diet.First person to look out for will be my Mum.She's one freak over diet. =\I should be like my mum.Be healthy.
Okay, i will have to study sometime after my 9pm show.I don't care.I have no mood for study.Duhz.
Yan * where is the love......*