`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Its all about me.
> I'm Alone
> All Crap.
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> Chance or Choice
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> Died part 2.
> Died
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Hell rises the very last night. I broke down finally.After much of these i could take. I'm disappointed.Sad.Heart-broken.
Are all these i could take afterall, being known for my strong-minded.I lost out.To anything and everything goes.I'm such a loser for life.I never seem to excel in anything. Not to mention excel,i'm never good at anything.From failures in relationships to friendships and known kinships and family ties.Its something that triggers off a small matter, yet it was like a blown away fact to me,at this very point of time when nothing really works in the way i wanted in my life. I'm like so dead for once.
Exams are near,neither do i want to do badly for my papers.Afterall I do have a level of expectation of myself. I knew what i have to put in to strive,just for that barely two weeks of revision and exams. Yet there are bound to be distractions which i sort of predicted.Please answer to my prayers of maintaining at least last sem's results, which is like bad.Thats the least i know i can expect for myself. =\
As long as I don't fail.
Alright, apart from the long night out with all those happenings and dramas, i got home at only 5am.The dudes namely An,Tong,Paul,Ben and Chin Meng got themselves mahjong and soccer watching thereafter.Rykiel joined us too. And you know what? I'm like half dead by the time i got home.
I was about to get up from the morning call that Rykiel gave,but i went back to my sleep as i was real dead.I simply have no feeling at all.I'm numb.it was accounting revision lecture that i have missed,with the help of my girls,getting me those notes ready for exams.I owe u girls big time!! Huggles!
My sleep was like so disrupted by multiple msgs and calls from different parties.duhz. Tong came over to my place as he was like tired to attend his afternoon lesson.What's new man dude? The funny part was being called by his class advisor as soon as he got up from his nap.hahaha.I could not stop laughing,to think it was not that funny afterall.Anyway we got ourselves into the cabtoschool kind of habit and got to our respective schools for lessons.
My jap listening test was pretty fine. =) Met up An after class yet that dude was sleeping all the way till they met up for subway.I headed my way to tm to meet up Peg for dinner and a lil walk. Got home that eary and cleared lots of my stuff.Now,i'm blogging.
Plans later? Or simply finish my vcding.I'm just dead tired from everything which i could not care much. For those who cared,thanks a million.I really love loads hell of u guys.Sorry Peg to trouble you.Sorry Bao to have made you worried.Sorry Tong for creating such nonsense always.Sorry Ryna, where i could not be bothered abt school. I'm deeply sorry to my parents. I'm so so sorry.
Now i wonder the kind of selfish mind i could have in me. To misunderstand those who actually cared,who were with me all the time. All i could think was nothing but myself all the time. I'm so so sorry to have let them down in anyways. There could never be reasons for me to hate them in anyway. I love my buds loads.
Was I in the wrong,to have created the such selfishandmisunderstanding feeling for this so bestest friend of mine?
Maybe I am.
Thanks to those who stood by me. Pray for me to get over it.I hope i could pull through all.
Miserably torn.