`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> D i s a p p o i n t m e n t s
> Hmmm...
> Hao Xing Mei Hao Bao
> See No Evil Hear No Evil
> Moving on
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Live report from East View. Ah hmm. Attention please everyone, thank you.
This is the report from East View, the time is 1300 hrs. Team members of rwd are stepping into the match groud, getting ready and warm up for the much anticipated-long waiting match of the months to come. Opponents arrived shortly and were preparing for the match. There seems to be a problem as both teams to have the some colour of jersey.This was due to the miscommunication between both teams but nevertheless, the oppponents had to have a change of gear.
1320hrs. Match kickoff. There have been a number of spectators such as Fel,Keong's sis,Pearly,Sharon,Lydia,Bao and myself. It have been a scoring first half of the match. Within ten minutes of kickoff, Khia Seng scored the first goal. After much tackling and attacking, there was an own-goal by the opponents and the scoreline is up at 2-0.a corner was given to rwd not long after the own-goal and Tong scored the third with a header. Then it was another goal but Khia Seng with the score of 4-0 at the end of first half.
1415hrs. 2nd half was back. This time round it hasn't been that well for rwd as there was a mess at midfield. There was a change of formation and it result certain miscommunication. But, with the team coordination and cohesiveness,the team was back to perform. Giving another shot from Khia Seng as well as a final shot from Iskandar.
Beep beep!!! Final whistle blown and it was set at 6-0.
Hee hee, rwd won the first match in many months of break.Well done guys!! there shall be more victory to come.
Ok,enough of my 'live' report of this afternoon's match. there have been some camera action with Bao's viewcam and rwd in its new jersey. Makan was right after the match and it was video watching at Chin Meng's place. Headed home with Tong and Bao in cab. After some washing up,met Tong,An and Sharon for video-watching.
Well, we had a fair bit of laughter due to the kinda of quality that those cameramen have. I was one of the camerawomen too.haha.Took some shots during halftime and was rather entertaning, some stuff which are behind the scenes. There was some stars of the team such as no 2,6,8 and 22.It was entertaining right guys? Okay,if it is just save up those praises, i'm shy.hee hee.
It was rather boring at Chin Meng's place as it was only 6.30pm when we finish the unfinished video as it was running out of batt during the second half of the match. Slacked around and had some NKF watching which i've been missing for the past two years.It's amazing how some people have that courage to live on with the torture of kidney disease. I'm healthy. But why am I having discontentments in my life. I'm lucky,blessed with a healthy body.Think of others' encounter and think of yourself again.
Headed for prata makan with Paul,Senget,Hock,Kuku and Bg as we were hungry and An did not manage to get us our run-out-of-stock briyani.duhz.Some soccer watching of Man Utd vs Newcastle.4-1 final score with Manutd into the finals of FA Cup,facing Arsenal. Headed home after the match with Tong and Chee.
I'm home early. With unwanted naggings from home.ARGH!! Leave me alone!! Damn.
It's been never ending stories, ups and downs in me. I'm not sure of anything at all.Feeling is that strong.Everything will be fallen into pieces, those tiny pieces that i'm having problem to fix it back.There have been some missing understanding from family,from friends and from myself. There is no one i turned to these days,being into depression mode again. I'm okay in the day but I ain't in the night.When everything is so quiet and peaceful in the night, i will began to think.
I will have thoughts about my future, the near days to come, the things that might happen,for the good or the worse. I would feel sad for the worse outcome.Its known a thinking-too-much syndrome in this lady. This is how the kinda of depression arises. Or rather i would think back for those events that have happened druing the recent days. I would regret for the kinda of things i've done,either i'm doing a bad deed or someone might have upset me.
Every single thing that have been memorable to me,be it the good or the bad is living in me as the days pass. It's been over a year i've been in this life, the life with guys all around almost every single day of my life. I pay no attention to peoples' comments and view about the life i'm leading.Yet at this moment,I've began to pace down and take a look back.
"Will this be the life I'm leading for the next few months/years down the road?"
"Am I happy and satisfied with this life?"
"Are there people and events left to caryy on?"
"Where are my true friends?"
"Have I changed? Be it the better or worse?"
I have began to wonder. I'm just a nobody, a screwed up girl, or not if I'm a girl at all.I'm like becoming a boy to be, feeling so tomboy these days.Be it the behavior or attitude. I feel so yucks!!!! I do not want to become a MEI REN YAO de NAN REN PO.
I'm sad. I'm very very sad and lost.
Cross junction this moment. To leave and get my new life or my new life shall come soon.
Its not the first time i'm having this kind of thought.Its silly that may seems to others, to my friends and fellow rwd.It's like WHAT THE FUCK? AGain? I'm sick and tired of all these shit from myself. This time its true, I'm devastated with all those comments around. Those feelings i'm going through.
EAch one seems to leave one by one. Everything is so near yet so far, just like what Chanz have to comment about.
I will not be okay for the next few days or weeks.
Will people just let me die. It would benefit them in lots of ways.