`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Its all about Money,
> Its all about Money,
> MAD
> Lost for Words.
> Daddy's Girl No MORE
> H O L I D A Y S
> Yiipee!! Hooray!!
> Its the beginning or the ending?
> Unproductive.
> 3 done. 1 to go.
> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
There are much thinkings running in me right now. Its like digesting all bits of words that i have heard.Running through my mind all around. I can't imagine myself five months from now.Simply unthinkable.
I should not be even posting this post at all, giving away all my emotions. Probably its been such wishful thinking, having the thought that i was always the one who was there for my friends. Hmm, it turn out to be a negative thought. A thought that puts me into dilema, not knowing how to express my feelings.I kept to myself but the feeling of being locked inside is simply unbearable.Argh!! How will anyone understand. With the fact that i am losing my bestest friend anytime, to another friend of his.Being the fact that i might be the only one left with no partner after seeing couples and couples. I sounded as if I'm left with no one in the end. Maybe this day will be here soon. The day i never ever wished for.
I'm such a selfish idiot. All i'm ever gonna think will be myself. to think of being loved by my friends,family and whoever. Who in the world can stand loneliness? No one i suppose. Everyone needs the someone to hold on,hang on and lean on. Since i do not own anyone, i depend that much on friends. My bestest friends. For now, they are the ones i have. But, it just seems i am losing it without me knowing it. I tried to be satisfied with what i have now, i do. Yet, when i'm satisfied, there will be certain things being taken away. WHY??
I have to livestrong and carry on. Bringing all those tears in my heart, letting it out silently with no one knowing. No one needs my presense anyway. No one cares anyway. I'm alone from now.
I'm myself with no one else.