... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> What About Me.
> Oh my God.
> My Days
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> a set of no-so-white-and-neat teeth. My bro and I ...
> Some random pics i've uploaded from my hp. The cut...
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> Roxysss.... every girl is gaga over with. Thats Ch...
> Go go Power Ranger! Sounds kinda of familiar? hee,...
> oh my god. GAYS which I'm simply so turned off. yu...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

S E N T O S A
Monday, April 25, 2005

Wow. Weekend flew. Got some stuff pretty screwed up. Certain stuff regarding human relationship. It ain't easy as it was rather nasty. I'm not going to create such grandmother stories again,as it have been ocurring numerous of times. Sad.


Saturday was fine with Senget,Mond and Tong coming over to my place for dvd. Got ourselves Seed Of Chucky from Ms Lee May Chan.The effect wasn't that good,neither did the storyline attracts me. Its just plain to kill time.Slacked till almost 7 that we headed for makan at 827. Vcd shop next and it was Chin Meng's place.Usual.Somehow, thoughts ran into,getting me into PMS mode. Nothing much to mention,just my PMS. Headed back home at 11 plus alone, meeting up with Ms Lee to chill.


I was glad to realise she's willing to hear my nonsense.Thanks my long time bud.The longest ever. I'm so so sorry if I was ermm, the pain on your neck. Got home at almost 1am. I couldn't get myself into bed,after tossing and turning,thinking of the worse that might happen to me. Torture that was.After some hours of tossing and turning, I was in my lala land at almost 5am.Geez, thanks to those who was there for me just for the moment of despair. Chanz,Ryna and Tong. I've always love you guys. Thanks.


As the tormenting night goes, I woke up at 10am, getting myself all ready for SENTOSA!! Yipee!! That was the big part for the day,the entire weekend. Met up with Chanz at 10.30 and headed for Habourfront to meet up with Peg.Yes, just the three of us. Without rwds. First time though.It was such a nice afternoon chilling out with these two. We were at Siloso,then it was Palawan. Thanks to Ms Lee that the three of us were walking from Siloso to Palawan, as she was craving for 7-11 stuff. Hence, it was my first time at Palawan and had a great time by the platform which Siloso doesn't have. The weather was fine, but it could be better with bigger and sunnier SUN. I need the sun to achieve my tanning effects. I'm going to there next week without fail if there will not be any match.Or sometime this week.


Headed for wash up at about 5 and we were taking crazy shots in bikinis in the toilet, washing up in our bikinis as there was long queue for shower.Craziest bunch of bitches thats what people might think. Headed back for makan again at the hawker for chicken rice. Back at tamp at about 7.30pm and I was heading for Chin Meng's place as the dudes were there,Ms Lee back home to wash up and Peg to meet her bf. Both of them headed back to Chin Meng's place for some slacking session as Ms Lee wanted to mahjong. In the end, she did not get to play.Sorry babe, some extra wanted to play.But, we've got ourselves some bubble tea as we won finally.Thanks to Paul though.


Soccer was in at 11 after some makan at 820. Headed to 7-11 with Senget,Tong and Hock. Chat a lil while with Tong and got myself home at 2. Duhz, I'm dead tired already. Tennis session tomorrow at 5pm with Ms Lee,still finding some others to join!


The day gone by with much more to ponder.I've came to realise. The reason that cause all those change.The kind of selfish thought I had. The inferior side of me that won. I was such a loser. A big time. I'm on my way to recover which includes time. No one is made or born to be perfect. I thank God for these people in my life. I will not lose them for as long as they are willing to be with me. There's nothing much to mention. They know they are there. I know.


I care for those who cared. I loathe those who bounced. I HATE BOUNCED CHEQUES.


I'm on my way to adaptation to changes. I'm trying.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:51 AM :|