... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> time.
> Stoned.
> Wear out.
> The Pain
> Wow. An amazing year passed. This pic tracked back...
> Its all about oneself.
> Argh!!
> random pics from Chee and Senget's new digi cam. w...
> Burnt. Sentosa ended.:: Yan ::
> OMG. Can't stand myself. Duhz. Puking blood?:: Yan ::

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Hmmmp...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Pretty slacked day. Got up at about 1pm.Got myself my very own specialised fried rice for lunch.Busy till about 3pm when I've got my chores done. Surfed the net. Finally, Tong woke up from his nap after his class. Met him for vcd shop,Ocha,4D betting then my place.Watched triple X by Vin Diesel some years back. He's that man.Love watching his movies.


That dude was busy with his homework and studying all the while that I got myself into tv-watching.time ticks till almost 9.30pm that we met Senget for Ocha,again. Bumped into Chee,Keong and Fel.Saw Zi Ting with Ke Xin too.Hee. Got home at about 10.30pm when everyone headed home. Home early again. =)


I'm so lonely.I have nobody.All on my own. Sounds familiar? It's Akon's Lonely.That's what I'm feeling now. Duhz. I guess everyone shall just leave me alone.Or else it might just get worse.No one can help me. Leaving me alone, is helping myself towards acceptance. I'm the only cause for those, it shall be the only solution to the cause. I don't want to end up with nothing. I'm afraid to lose. I'm really scared. =(


Probably my new nick shall be Miss Lonely, with PMS Queen. My own problem. Shall not bugged anyone about it. Nobody shall come into it. I'm beyond hopes I suppose.My SIP days drawing nears.Those fears are nearer.I'm feeling it. There's nothing I can do. I will have to face it,one by one.


Sometimes, its Karma you will have to believe in.Probably it's my turn soon.Who knows. Yet, i'm still holding on to what's mine,trusting and loving like I'm supposed to.I'm relieved and happy to know all that you've said.But nevertheless, those fears still haunt me. I know you are just beside me.I feel it. Thanks buddy. =) I'm so so sorry to have cause you so much ermm, stupid unwanted mood swings or whatever.I'm sorry.


PMSing.Mood Swings.Whatever bad terms in describing my mood now, it's all there.I'm always at my end every night.It's haunting me. Terribly. I'm sick.I'm exhausted of fighting.Yet, I'm living what't left. Days are numbered.I will treasure till the day arrives.


Good Night people.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:51 PM :|