`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Mothers' Day. Mothers' Day. Mothers' Day.
I'm such a disappointment not to make Mummy happy for once this Mothers' Day.All I did was having time for her.I will try a better one next year.Sorry Mummy.
Spent time with my family till evening at Tampines Mall.Everwhere were filled with family.It's Mothers' Day. Tong called at about 6plus and went back first to meet him as I wanted to return the vcd that have been super overdue.duhz.Slacked and chilled till about 7 that we headed for vcd shop,Ocha to meet An and Sharon. Dinner at 820 with Hock and Khia Seng joining us soon.After dinner was to Dick's place for soccer watching.An sent Sharon home,Tong met Zi Ting and the rest of us headed for Dick's place.Met Senget and in the end we headed for Senget's place.After some gaming,it was Ben's place for mahjong till almost wee hours.they are still having the game while I headed home with Tong first.That dude is definately tired.
I'm not good. Unstable.Extreme.I have never felt this before.I was always the one in cosy arms of my loved ones.Now, I've came to realised that I've lost them all. I feel no love. NO care. Nothing.I'm not sure,uncertain filled me all over.I feel no one.I'm numb.I want to be alone now.I think I've been left alone.I don't wish to be anybosy's burden, anyone's trouble. I know somehow I am.Just like a "Tou You Ping". I can't help to feel all these.I never wanted.Not at all.
Peggie.
I know you've try your best.But at times, the more you do,The worse it shall get.Sometimes all i ever require is ur 100% attention,100% listening ear. Telling you honestly, I feel nothing but more sorrows. I don't feel good anymore.I lost myself.Totally. Find me back.I can't find myself back.
Tong.
You might never get to read this but I don't wish to be anymore of a burden to you. that's it.So I will know what to do right from this moment.I can't take it anymore.Having to lose one more, I rather kill myself.Thanks for everything but this will have to go.I will have to surrender this friendship I hold it at the highest place now.You will always be my bestest friend whenever I go.Just like I said.I've lost myself to myself.Not to anyone.I'm gone.
To the rest of those. I'm gone.I'm lost.I have lost myself to myself.I can't take this anymore.I'm really depressed. I am! ARGH!!!I don't feel good anymore.No more.Everything's gone,every stuff change.for my world, it have change for the worse.I'm at my end's wits.I have no confidence in living.I don't even know will I pull through.Something is happening to me.I sense it coming.
Dark side coming.I'm losing.