`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Kepp it short and sweet.
> Reasons of aftermath
> thing's i've lost/missed.
> too bad so sad
> Fake lies, fake surfaces
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
back. with a better and stable mind to pen down my thoughts. it's been good 2 days of calming myself down.
i'm ok to most people. deep down, who knows? i'm not certain myself. i'm ok in the day. when it comes to dark, i will most likely break down after thinking. i would only wish there's one person to share with.
My judgement began to wonder. I no longer think properly. I cared less. I wanted a life different. Not at this moment but in the near future. I might be back for studies early next year. Taking this time off, I will be working. Hopefully. Sick and tired and running our of patience going for so many interviews but none replied. Maybe, and ya I'm not good enough for them. Even the job at Starhub is getting me down as both Bao and Keong were not certain of taking up this job.
Updates.
16th April. Sun.
Homed the entire day. Thinking and thinking. Non-stop. Thanks to bestest again for talking out with me. Maybe I did pissed you with my words. Or maybe not. Thanks to Mond and Bao for allowing to be a light blub. Out for Yishun at 9.30pm and slacked a lil till 11 plus. Backed to cp, met Tong,Keong,Tet,Kuku,James,An,Sharon and Fel came after her work. Chatted up till 1plus and headed for 7-11. Homed at 2am.
17th April.Mon.
Homed.Chores done. Met up Tong and James after getting some stuff at 7-11. Slacked the entire day with vcd-ing. There's this chinese show starring Louis Khoo and Ying Cai Er named "Wo De Shi Yi Nan You", dman lame yet damn touching. Tears run down my cheeks when the movie hit it's highest moment at the later part. Bth. Love is power, not forgetting it's also blind at the same time.
Bought back makan and slacked till 10.45 that we headed to meet Hock,Bert,An and Sharon at Ben's place for 2nd half of Chelsea's match. 3-0.Haha. Expected. It shall be the greatest match of all with Man Utd vs Chelsea this coming weekend. I shall be accused as the traitor of Man Utd again.
Supper again. Met Tet and Senget at 829. Homed at 1.30am.
Tomorrow shall be interview day. But still I'm worried that there will be changes last minute.Argh. Mahjong plans tomorrow. Hope I could end fast with my interview. It's been such a long time since I had mahjong.
Anyway, I'm still not done with my thinking. I guess it kills. My thoughts continues with the second part. I'm still wondering. Greed will end up falling hard. Jealousy works the same way. It's good to be ambitious but never too ambitious or over-confident.
Actions tell, actions show. One day, it will all change. Be it for the better or worse. When it's time to let go, I should really learn to let go, what's not belonged to me.
It hurts. Deep down. Whenever I was being reminded, it's your presense and actions.
Don't ask me if I'm ok, cause I'm not.