... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`
TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> I Give
> the fav hangout, my fav pose. we were trying to de...
> beware.
> Spiltting Ways
> how much more. how long more.
> surface friendships.
> dead beat. (part 2)
> dead beat. (part 1)
> i'm a serious problematic person.
> I've got it.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

What's got into me?
Saturday, May 13, 2006

Alright. I'm a big problem. When will I get myself solved? NO IDEA.

Updates then.

10th May.Wed.

Bad news broke. Having second thoughts about the SIA job. Argh. It was such a bad day. Really bad.Tough decision to make. Met Bao up at inter for some shopping of office clothings, it was for the SIA initially.Pretty much roaming around as I was not in the right mood to do shopping.

My mind's all about the job. Should I take it or not? That's the critical question. Mond then met us up and hanged out a lil before they went their MI3 movie while I met parents up for dinner. Discussed with them about the job thing and they feel that I should not take up due to uncertainties.

So I had to take a risk. By rejecting that job will end me up jobless and back to square one again. What a day. It was then meeting up with the dudes for soccer at 10 ish. Hanged out with Sharon while action is going on. Police came and that's it for the night.Ben and Tong joined us after their friend's chalet. Instead we had chats. Senget,An,Keong,Alex,Bg,Mond, Khia Seng,Sharon and myself.

Homed at about 2.30am. Still vexing over that job thing. Sleepless night it was.

11th May.Thur.

Woke up. Final decision made. I took that risk of rejecting that job. Argh. It was the day of VF gathering at Kit's place. Met up Vivian at her block at around 5 ish. Just then, Cathay Pacific called! Woohoo, I'm in for the interview!! At least my first step towards that job I wanted. =)

Cabbed to Kit's place after picking up some stuff and waited for the host to get back a she was stucked in some course! Poor Vv and me. Soon, Mama Lily joined us. We went ahead to the pit and began preparations. Soon, the host was back and more people came. There's the Aunty Yvonne,Wendy,Huijun,Lydia,Mamas Amy and Lucy, Cheng,Ming Kiong,Wee Shen, Papa Joseph,Amy's hubby and son. What a crowd it was.

Had food. Great food. Enjoyed the time spent with my VF kakis. Now, ironically I missed the VF days. Not the work but the people there. Lovely people. I was kinda of sad when I heard the news of Doreen having cervix cancer. I do hope she is really fine and will fight through this.

It really pains to see someone dear to you going through adn fighting against cancer or whatever sickness.

Great time flies so past fast. We had gossips as usual. Packed up at 11 ish and it was good byes till we meet again. Finally, Ming Kiong,Vv and I cabbed back to tamp.

Got to the hockey court at 12 ish. Dudes having soccer. Hanged out till 2 ish and decided to get home. What a day indeed. Hmm, what a night indeed.

12th May.Fri.

Slacked the entire day at home. Family mahjong at my place. Had dinner at CV with extended family. Ben got some stunts again when I went to met him at Subway. Classic. It's a collection of BEN'S SUTRA. I guess it would sell if it would have debut in stores.

Homed at 9 ish. Met Bert,Hock,An,Sharon and Ah Ni up at stage. Tong and Jason joined us and it was 10.30 that we headed for our midnight movie. Tong went to get his vcd from Black as he was not joining us for movie. Move on to meet James,Paul and Kuku. Collected tickets. Mond,Qin Yao,Khia Seng and Charis then joined us for movie. Had MI3. It was great action. Loved it. Worth my $9.50!

Next movie. Poseidon or Over The Hedge.

Headed for Mac with some dudes having supper. Homed at 3 ish.

Driving lessons tomorrow. Test in 2 weeks time. Argh. Kinda of praying hard that I could get my Class 3 on 26th May! Confidence shall be with me and not forgetting some luck might help.

It was such a terror night. To think about horrifying stuff of life. The people around you. Beware of those. Hmm, you will get what I mean if you are smart or deep enough.

I'm still relieved. But rest assure, I have learnt my lesson. Good enough. My loves will always be my loves. As for those, could not be bothered but do not step over my line. Or else, I don't promise anything.

People are such fakers. Playing masquerade.

I will take on.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:16 AM :|