... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
 `Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
 `Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> its my life.
> LOST
> i'm not okay.
> BUSY.
> i was a happy girl.
> hopefully hopeless.
> what goes around, does it comes around?
> don't judge.
> random.
> fucking stupid.

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
> 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
> 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
> 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
> 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
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> 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009

...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

fucked up nonsense?
Sunday, June 29, 2008

yes, fucking wide awake at this hour. fucking pissed with no apparent reason?? of all mankind, i must have this thing for MEN. even the one that was once so close and buddy of mine? yes some clear definitions required please. YES THAT WAS ONCE. god can remember when was the last time we could even speak in peace.

i know it was out of concern, or maybe shall we take a step back and think, if it was suppose to be CONCERN in the first place? was is just because of the mere fact he was more anxious about his girlfriend instead? hmmmmm, let me think, i can't help but to doubt. why? because even my buddy, whom i thought he was, dont even fucking trust me for who i am, then tell me, what's FRIENDSHIP then?

NO TRUST NO NOTHING???? thanks for the judgement you gave me. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP for a fucking problem to arise? i was trying all along to appease you, not wanting to add on to the strain to this stressful friendship for the fucking fact that you dont like your girlfriend to hang out with me because we club.

yes, you said i've changed. that's because i've just realised i dont wanna fucking waste my life away. you lead your life, i lead mine. you had a relationship to attend to, but i had none. i dont need your fucking judgement this way.

maybe, you too, should just stay away. stop your nonsense cause this is my fucking LIMIT.

in some way i've disappointed you, but in return, YOU WERE NEVER THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU!!!! FUCKING SELFISH IDIOTIC ASSSSSS!

Friend? PROBABLY NEXT LIFE!!!!

ARGHhh ranted @ 5:08 AM :|