`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> Freaky Friday
> Jie Mei's 18th BIrthday!
> ILL
> Point of No Return
> Busy Busy Busy Me
> This Girl Never Learns
> 16th Sep 2004 (pt 2)
> *Happy 18* my sweet 18!! so gan dong! keke:: Yan ::
> 16th Sep 2004
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Saturday. I woke up realising it was already noon and that was rather early as i did not sleep till it was five in the morning.Had my first meal of the day which mummy bought was nasi lemak from 826. it was so sweet of mummy to get two sets for me and peg.then, it was time for some chores again.my first piority will be clearing of any chores before i seek out for the whole day.i have this habit of not staying home often for more than 12 hours which including my sleep. so this explains how "much" time i have with my family.* sads* i have been such a disappointment of not staying by my parents and spending time with them often. my time is being so occupied by school and rowdees. i ought to do much better than this.its time for some changes in life. some good changes that might be healthy for my lifestyle. =) i will try and give the best.
It was first planned to club with my fellow 38s as it is Ling's 18th Birthday.It was called off as no one was coming up with the plan.Clubbing plans will have to wait till exams are over.* waiting...* it will be the last day for me to slack and seek fun as i am getting to serious studying during this study week.i am serious.for once i am sure i am serious.the stress is all around me.exams STRESS! this was due to accumalated skipping loads amount of lectures. =( so its time for me to clear up this mess i have accumalated over the semester weeks.*argh* time for studying!! i must focus this time round.Casting all shit,problems,thoughts or so-called feelings about things aside.i want nothing but peace.No complications,no distractions. =P
Spent this whole saturday with my rowdees mates.Tong,Jason and Mond came over to my place for some vcd watching of The Terminal.it was an unique movie with a creative storyline.Tom Hanks was good.No doubt about it.We had the laughs throughout the movie.But guess what...i fell Zzzzz..it was surprising of me falling asleep over such good show.I was so sleepy the whole day.I am just tired.Sick and tired.The four of us slacked till it was seven in the evening and we decided to switch place over to Chin meng for some soccer action of Man Utd vs Tottenham. Ben,Bert,Senget joined us there.Tong rented the movie Brotherhood and it was the shows i definately would not go for.It was rather catered to guys appetite choice of movies. I had nothing to do so i joined in.It was so bloody,violent and touching afterall.The storyline was base on S.Korea and N.Korea 1950's war,which i have previously learnt in social studies during sec sch days...it was worthwhile watching which simply wasn't my first choice of movie. Then again, i fell Zzz again.I am really so so sleepy.It was so quiet in the room with meng's sis with no one ka jiaoing me. *sweet dreams* the guys were busy watching the match of man utd in the hall.once the match hits 90th min,my sleep was disrupted.Guess who? it will never be other than my papa Tong. =P this time round it was nothing violent but some whispering instead.* surprised*had a lil chat with him then it was time for central park.Waited for the arrival of Paul,An and James and i was not able to keep out into the wee hours.Daddy gave me two calls so i better head home or else...
This merely sums up what the day i have.Seems so routined.Right?i am used to it.this is my life.sick and tired of changing and switching modes of lifestyle.i hate all those shit.instead of loving myself.i hate the things that were negative in my life.i bgan to hate and doubt myself.this is so shit and sucks!!!!can anyone tell me what is HAPPY? what is this?Does it mean i am having fun is equivelant to bring happy?Big question. I am always having superficial wounds all around me.its nothing serious.but the loads amount of superficial wounds result extreme pain at times.this is not i want in life.i knew what i wanted.why is this still happening to me? when will the pain really had its fullstop? its simply enough.nothing will change. the pain will be somewhere deep in my heart,locked.I wil shut it to myself,all by myself. It will never be open again.NEVER.I will bring it with me and move on to my tomorrows.
I need a pill that heals, not a pill that keep makin me ill !! *shattered*
i am still so awake now.Guess i had enough of naps..will be around online to update form others...i will probably get some time off to spend with Mummy and Daddy tomoro... =)
Current mood: Stressed,Uptight, Unhappy. *haizzzz*
rwd.26 Yan * i am so so ill!!*