... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> Dreaming Of You
> I am LONELY
> Moody Friday
> Everything is BAD
> I wonder how, I wonder why..
> ms yan with specs again.she is going gaga over tho...
> Bao,An and Me acting cute as usual..Sentosa got us...
> our fun moments posing at Sentosa! I miss those ti...
> Tong,Me,Paul and Mond.In different shades of blue....
> I Love...

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Super-Duper-Mighty SIAN
Monday, October 25, 2004

Hmm..gloomy day.Just like the weathItalicer.Its been so cold this day.Got up pretty late at noon time when i was receiving morning calls from various parties.First it was Alex,next it was An and finally it was Tong.Manage to get myself out of the bed and got myself washed up.Planned to meet up An and Senget to go over to Alex's place for alpha.This lil doggie is just so cute. It will listen to commands and play around people.

After slacking at alex's place the whole afternoon,we came back to 827 for dinner and headed for chin meng's place for some mahjong and soccer watching while alex went to his bbball training.I was at losing streak again.*damn* its been so super duper sway.It was lucky though as i got myself a shareholder,Tong.*losses split*I am just not the gambling type.I never get to strike.No choice lo,to kill time.I don't have my kakis with me.*thats why...*

My life is such a boredom.Super-duper-mighty SIAN. No job for me to kill time and earn money.Fancy rotting home.Can't imagine how are my days are going to be for the next few weeks.Cartel's being hopeless.Hoping for an interview opportunity at Pan Pac. =) Though its kind of far at town,but no choice. Hell with cartel lor.Fancy not wanting me. *so what...*

Have I been thinking too much? I have been so stressed up!! Seriously i am.Mental stress.I just can't relax.I can't sleep well in the nights.Its so frustrating.I really need someone to count on,to depend and talk to.I find no one.Everyone's been into thier own life.I shouldn't be a pain or bother in anybody's neck.I only have my blog to turn to,just to vent off my frustrations of my day.Indeed,i am frustrated today.I have been so down this weekend. What's with me?I am having too much of ample time to be thinking over unnecessary stuff.I hate growing up.It means i have to be independent,responsible and strong to face life.The wants and don't wants of life. I guess this have to be my depression period again. This is being part and parcel of growing up life. I have to be independent.Its a challenge to learn and adapt to it.I am being too dependent of some of my fellow mates. It may be unhealthy for us in the long run.Its time i learn from lessons.

Chill.chill.chill.I seriously need a time-out.I need a job to kill my boredom.My way of life need some urgent amendments. *HELP!!!* I am so pissed by some mates of mine. Attitudes.All over.I guess i am one of the culprit.Can this stop.Its so irritating.*argh!!*

Tomorrows are always bored.Should go get myself registered for my basic theory.I wanna get my license too. Monday blues...Boring.

Yan *boring,boring,boring!!*

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:14 AM :|