`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Wow. Its been such an eventful weekend.Simply played through the whole weekend without doing much of my school work and project sutff.I am starting now,soon and will get my resume done first.I have to be more productive this week.Had our Air Biz field trip to airport *again*,which was such an educational one.Its been a help to our Airbiz project and amazing to see changes in our Changi Airport transit lounge.Love it.Its the beginning of my shouldbe productive week.Recaps...
Hmmm,both the fun times i had with peeps.Let me think, it was movie on Friday night,Beach road shopping,pool playing,soccer watching on Sat and family time on Sun.Mond was suggesting to head for Beach Road to get his ns stuff so the whole bunch of us accompany him.An,James,Senget,Paul,Chin Meng,Tong,Bao,Peg and I.
It was rather early after beach road hence we headed to Simei for more pool playing.* Its one of my fav now!* Bao and Peg went thier way while the rest of us headed for soccer watching at Chin Meng's place.It was soccer action later in the night.It was a pretty good weekend.
Sunday was between family and rwd.Accompanied my bud,Tong for his haircut at Fusion and An,James and Chin Meng joined us for lunch thereafter. Headed home all of us did and I met up with Peg to meet my mum.*thanks for the ride Peg!* Headed for the converse warehouse sale and got myself a pair of converse sneakers at a rather cheap price @ $39.90.Then,it was more shopping back at Tamp Mall with my Yeows.My lil fatty bro got himself his new year stuff and i pretty much got a lil of mine too.I always loved shopping with Yeows.haha.
It was time to meet up with An and Senget to send Mond off to Pasir Ris as he will be heading back for his BMT at Tekong.Subway was the next destination to check out my bud.Ya da ya da ya da..Long night though and we headed back to Tamp.The guys were in for soccer action while i headed home,with much grudges and feelings in me. It was never good at all.
Probably this is life. Certains and uncertainty.Doubts and Probs.I've grew to understand the cruelty of life and reality.This is frightening yet it brought me to another level of maturity of thoughts.I need time to digest all these,i promise myself to give myself the true answer,to give those who cared the true answer.
I began to give up hope in people,in myself.Its not something i've asked for nor something i want in my life.Do anyone think this is fun or what?Its not.My life may appear vibrant and filled with love,the truth is,its an empty shell.All i have with me will be inconfidence and uncertainty about myself and people.Its my problem.Its my bad yet i have no control over with.
I've been in this for almost a year,dramatic changes in me as anyone would realise. I am blessed to a certain extent,knowing those who cared.Those who tried,those who never fail to give me love,those who never give up hope in me.Thanks.
I promised to try my very best not to give up hope.But one thing's for sure,i will nv put in hopes.
When certain things in the world is being lost,it can never be recovered. I knew what i had. My life continues,its the matter its with or without the ones i thought i used to have.Now, i certainly know who's in me. =)
My best bud.The one i am blessed to have,afraid to lose.You should know we've been buds ever since iforgotwhen.I'm sorry for my actions that may have or may have not affect you.I will give you my word that i will not leave you alone in any of future circumstances or unless otherwise situation is outofhand.Thanks for those eventful memories and fun we had.The bond in us grew stronger then ever before and i've been certain no one is able to take ur place.I'm not sure if you would feel the same way but anyway i've always loved ur company.Please do not cry upon reading this.haha.Its just to entertain you k?hmmm, kidding kidding.Don't you dare leave me when i need you.I will always be here. =)
Ahem.Enough of words.Its getting irritating ya? Hmm,just a note to Peg and Bao.I love the both of you to bits and pieces,and it goes the same to my best bud.Its my blessing to have all of you.Everyone.Peeps,38s,anyone.
For them, it will go on.
Blessed them.