... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> 6-0
> D i s a p p o i n t m e n t s
> Hmmm...
> Hao Xing Mei Hao Bao
> See No Evil Hear No Evil
> Moving on
> last but not least, some natural shots by i'm not ...
> alright, finally something know as a nicely taken ...
> another shot and that i'm the only idiot who is po...
> okay, its better this way. but i'm not ready for m...

... memory lane ...

> 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Pending Decision
Monday, April 18, 2005

It seems that nothing is working out the way i've planned to be.I'm felt so helpless.My mind and actions are working the exact opposite direction!! Tell me how, tell my why! I've been thinking the entire night out,tossing in bed,wondering and pondering about the consequences.


there are people i can't let go,things i can't let go. But, why am I feeling the kind of sorrow which it should never exist at all?

"Follow your heart, never leave your heart behind.."

Would someone just open up the heart of mine and understand the chapters in it? Please.


Sorrows aside first. Had a productive day,being to have lots of company the entire day. Woke up late at almost 1pm. Decided to meet up with Chanz for Tm, lunch and a lil of jalan jalan. Take a good walk, setting my eyes on various stuff. A fox board shorts,a fox top,new pair of sandals or even skirt. But, i'm financially handicapped.Would some kind souls spare me a few hundred bucks?hee.


After jalan, met up with Tong,An and Senget at Ocha after getting a call from An. Then, it was an unexpected visit to Zi Ting's place. We went up to get a look at her dog,Niki. She's shy, but she was rather active after moments of warming up. Sorry for bothering you babe. Haha. All thanks to An, fooling around and pranking Tong. hee, its such pleasure to see this bestie of mine to get fooled around.Helpless feeling right?? Enjoy right? Alright, shall not make fun out of people's sorrow.Or rather i've said it wrongly, its happiness that should be.hee hee hee.


We were at Zi Ting's place till about 6pm that we headed for dinner at 827 with Chanz heading home.After dinner was home, waiting for those dudes to get home for bath and back to my place for vcd watching. A lil of tv-watching and vcding of The Pacifier then it was soccer action at about 11. Headed down for 7-11 to get "kua zi", but i was back with Pocky.


Will be turning in early as I will be up earlier to meet up with my dear Ryna and Jessica for a lil lunch at town!! Hee, miss those two babes madly!! =)


My decision will be in pending mode, till i've think thrice of what to do. Most probably time will be the best cure of all. I'm lost. When the time shall arrive, every stuff would be taken away from me. EVERYTHING WILL GO, leaving me with NOTHING. Barely just me.


I'm living in the world of illusions.Contradictions.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:49 PM :|