... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> most likely
> Kepp it short and sweet.
> Reasons of aftermath
> thing's i've lost/missed.
> too bad so sad
> Fake lies, fake surfaces
> just to update. er xin tou fa no more. =):: Yan ::
> HTM hails!! This is what our Tourism people are al...
> 3T02!! Graduate class of 2006 with our self-claime...
> That's us. It was only last year that we had our A...

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

i'm born problematic
Friday, April 21, 2006

problems aside. updates first.

18th April.Tues.

Out for interview at 2pm. Reached Dhoby Ghaut 45 mins later. Interviewed. Thought it went ok. Who knows, I did not even got that bloody simple job. It's really the appearance ( physical looks) that wins. Someone like me will never get a job smoothly. Bloody damn pek cek already. Argh. I should go do something to my looks and body. Or else, I'm getting no where.

Met Amy,Alex and Senget at SSC for pool playing. Bao and Mond joined us later. Decided to head for Taka for the donuts. It's damn worth it, 5 for 5 bucks.Had tori-q as usual. Headed back to tamp at 6pm. Homed.Bath. Met Tong for Ben's place as An,Tet,Black,Wei Xian were there for mahjong.

Change of plans. It was not even half an hour that we switched to Chris' place for mahjong. Hence, Tong and I cabbed to Bedok at 9 ish. Played around with Stacie's son,Lewayne. Then it was mahjong all the way till almost 3am. Won 20 bucks. Tong won himself 25 bucks too. Hee. =) At least it was sth to distract me away from those vexing stuff.

7-11 for some supper stuff and home sweet home.


19th April.Wednesday.

Tong and Senget came over for fried rice lunch. The CHEF of the day, (self-claimed one) which is Tong. (He thinks he cooks good fried rice. But not really. 1/2 mark better than mine only.) Senget wow-ing and we had vcd of dunno what war flim. No choice, nothing much to watch already.

Had a call from An and the rest of the dudes decided to head for ktv session at katong. Hence it was ktv session the entire night. It's been such a long time and I want to sing so many songs already. Still had some cash after winning abit from the previous night.

Senget went to meet his friend for his mp3 first and Tong home for change of clothings. Met up and cabbed to Katong. It was never ending singing all the way till 10 ish. Had lots of songs. Rainie's,Jolin's,duets and lots more. Worthwhile of 10 bucks for the entire 4hours. Had a great time away from those reality. Feeling damn good and relax for that moment.

Back to 844 for late dinner and hanged out a lil by the playground.Ben,Paul and Alex joined at a later time. Chatted a lil about topics such as parental stuff, kids etc. Homed at 1 plus.


20th April. Thursday.

Got up after Tong called for lunch with James at 1 ish. got up reluctantly as I was kinda of suffering from insomia or bad body clock. Met the dudes at 844 and back to my place after makan. Gaming and nevertheless vcd-ing. Had peg's latest collection of Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen. Not bad, damn funny and 38. Chiong all the way till disc 7, had Mac delivery for dinner and it was 10.30 that we ended and headed down for soccer action. (too bad, Tong that ass brought back saying that he will burn, I doubt so man.)

Met the rest of the dudes, An,Ben,Bert,Senget,Khia Seng,Mond,Paul,Tet tet with the rest of kukus as well as Felky and Sharon. Had a great time catching up with photo-taking with crazy Felky. Senget better upload those photos. We had something special for you. =) Hope you like it. heehee.

Headed for 7-11 as the rest wanted to get supper. Anyway, I'm rather "proud" of myself. It was supposingly a 1 time thing for the cheese (nachos that Tong bought). Instead of pressing only once at the machine for the cheese, I pressed twice initially. He then decided to pay a dollor extra for one more serving. Hence, this time instead of another extra one more, I pressed thrice and had total of 5 servings of cheese. =) I hope I don't get caught or sth cause I'm a frequent shopper there.

Homed at 1 ish. Bathed and settled with posts.

Been sleeping rather very late. Or should I say early in the morning. Argh. My mind is twirl with loads of stuff. Damn pek cek. Fcuk is the word. Nothing seems to be working well and smooth for me ever since the beginning of 2006.

So what if I've graduated. Now I'm jobless. the feeling really sucks when it reached to a brim when none of those interviews succeeded.at least for the moment, I'm not called the second time. Am i too lousy or what. Or am I just not pretty and hot enough for the job? Maybe it's all about looks and figure. Just the nutshell.

I'm damn fed up with myself. I could not even get the simplest temp job. What else can I get? Forget about my application to SIA. Went for the interview but nothing came back. I thought it was okay, but argh forget it.Had another application at SIA too, but I guessed I'm just pretty much sway to saw that post late and I'm not sure if they still revise the applications.

The contradicting fact is I wanted a job so much. A job I'm interested and comfortable in. Yet, I only want to commit after getting my TP which is 26th next month. Argh. I need money!!! I want to get my TP!!! I want to work where I want to!! Nothing works. I guess my TP might just buang like everyone says.

Enough of vents. Can't hold it longer. And finally, thanks to those people who remind me of my own weakness. It's a blow to shake my confidence. Thanks. =)

I shall really go knock myself out!!

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:43 AM :|